#sorh

[lumimis]

LAST TIUEM I ASK I PROMISE vbut um. opinions?

[kuruk]

28 and 72 for the spotify thing

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[impofthegasstation]

desnond.... hi

uhhhh. very good question, i don't really have one off the top of my head... the only one i can really remember is the one with umid rn.

[theood]

A little tired still. But my tummysna little better feeling folks. Still not not in a knot but not as bad as yesterday. I think this one could just be need to take a shit or gas

[pregnantsecondo]

THOUGHTS OF ENOCH IN MY MIND.

[gaia-is-here-now]

I love it when my dad starts a conversation with me, a closeted queer person (he doesn't know) with "so how's pride month going at school so far? I'd assume it's a rainbow shit show" and then goes on about how he has no problem with gay people and trans people individually but (and I'm paraphrasing here) he doesn't like the "agenda" and how you can lose your job for refusing to gender people correctly/refusing to "cooperate" (as he said) and he had this whole moral to take out of the conversation but the only thing I learned is that I Absolutely Cannot Come Out To Him

so how are y'alls pride month going?

[ivysorh]

Someone should tell me who to follow, because only like 5 people I’m following are active anymore after I abandoned Tumblr for 1 million year.

[pararororurun]

TBHK x reader

Summary : how'd they react to reader being similar to mitsuri.

Note : SOME (most) ARE PROBABLY OOC. SO. I'M SORH SORRY GUYS. Also I forgot to write some character oopsies that's my fault lolll but I'll do them some other time hopefully. ANYWAYSS PLEASE ENJOY AND BAIIII^_^!!!

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• Hanako

> You're pretty fun to tease! (lol)

> but whenever he sees you fight in any

scenario he finds it interesting. Someone

who's usually all cheery and happy could

actually be this strong? Someone grab him a

notebook and a pen he needs to figure some

things out about you.

> as much as he treats you like a little kid he's

actually kiiinda deeply afraid of you!

Especially when you're a bit angry.

> tries to help you with your work as much as

he can! But unfortunately fails due to still

having the intelligence of a 13 year old.

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• Nene

> THINKS YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY

ADORABLEE

> honestly would love you with all her heart

and tries to protect you as best as she can.

> when she sees you in action she stares at

you in awe, flustered at how cool you looked.

Then after you finish she'll immediately run

up to you and hug you tightly.

> once she invited you to help her clean the

bathroom and she couldn't stop staring at

you. Talk about lovestruck..

> THE POINT IS. She love you with all her

heart and would do anything for you.

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• Kou

> you are his inspiration. (After Teru)

> everything you do will make him interested

and he'll keep on praising at how cool you

were, and how you're always so kind and

smart, and

> head over heels. Oh it's not even subtle

anymore it's SOOOO OBVIOUS it's crazy.

Even tiara notices something off about him.

> tries to protect you. Everytime you're in

danger he gets in front of you and tries to

help you get away from the danger.

> please trust him, he wants to (always) be by

your side.

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• Mitsuba

> would start by hanging around you first,

then dent that he was following you.

> everytime you mention someone else he

would always try to mention how he's a lot

more cuter.

> easily jealous, doesn't show it but it's

obvious.

> would try to take some of the flowers from

the garden, then gives it to you. Saying

how it's just a show of gratitude and

nothing more.

> gets all giddy after.

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• Teru

> at first he didn't trust you too much, he has

a little suspicion on you.

> would sometime let his guard down when

he's around you, but then remembers you

aren't quite human? So he keeps on

reminding himself.

> even if you weren't somehow human, he

would still try to help you when you get

attacked.

> wishes you were human.

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• Akane

> worst crisis ever.

> oh he likes Aoi but he also like you?!?!??!??

CRY ME A RIVER.

> walks around the council room in stress as

Teru stares him down, teasing him about

this new 'crush' of his.

> he tries to hit Teru with a bat.

> everytime he sees you he would go the

other way and try to avoid you. He's

confused.

> he would feel a little bit of joy but also

bitter whenever he talks to you.

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• Aoi

> who knew letting out your feelings on

someone you trust dearly could be so

helpful? Huh?

> whenever you compliment her on

something she would go quiet and not say

anything else, then puts on a sour/pouty

face.

> is actually really embarrassed by your

compliments. She would immediately go

red whenever you compliment her too

much, then she would ask you to stop.

> you are very dear to her. She just doesn't

know how to show it.

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Note : happy Friday guys. Yay? I don't rly have much to say sooo

[riseofthecommonwoodpile]

One of the more middling rounds I've had! Plenty of 8's and up, don't get me wrong, but also a lot of 7's and below, and only three 9's. Still, can't complain too much:

Ai Aso— Umerumonoizen (8.0/10)

Animal Collective— Danse Manatee (8.0/10)

Archgoat— Angelcunt (Tales of Desecration) (7.5/10)

Atahualpa Yupanqui— Una voz y una guitarra (9.0/10)

Atheist— Piece of Time (8.0/10)

Ayumi Hamasaki— Rainbow (6.5/10)

Big Black— Big Money (7.0/10)

Big Star— #1 Record (7.5/10)

Black Unity Trio— Al‐Fatihah (9.0/10)

Blue Sky Black Death— Late Night Cinema (7.0/10)

The Brian Jonestown Massacre— Thank God for Mental Illness (8.0/10)

Bruce Springsteen— Human Touch (7.0/10)

Chimaira— The Impossibility of Reason (7.5/10)

Christina Aguilera— Stripped (8.5/10)

Deltron 3030— Deltron 3030 (8.5/10)

Desert Sessions— The Desert Sessions, Vol. 1: Instrumental Driving Music for Felons (8.5/10)

Do Make Say Think— You, You're a History in Rust (7.0/10)

The Flying Luttenbachers- Gods of Chaos (7.5/10)

Girls Against Boys— Venus Luxure No. 1 Baby (8.0/10)

Ike Yard— Ike Yard (8.5/10)

Matt Sweeney & Bonnie ‘Prince’ Billy— Superwolf (8.5/10)

Meat Puppets— In A Car (5.5/10)

Miles Davis— Big Fun (8.0/10)

Queens of the Stone Age— Rated R (7.5/10)

Say Anything— …Is a Real Boy (8.5/10)

Snails House— Love Magic (5.0/10)

System of a Down— System of a Down (6.5/10)

Theoretical Girls— Theoretical Girls (7.5/10)

Tortoise & Bonnie ‘Prince’ Billy— The Brave and the Bold (5.0/10)

Toshimaru Nakamura— No-Input Mixing Board (7.0/10)

Velvet Acid Christ— Calling Ov the Dead (8.0/10)

The Weakerthans— Left and Leaving (8.5/10)

Woods of Desolation— Sorh (7.5/10)

Yo La Tengo— And Then Nothing Turned Itself Inside-Out (9.0/10)

[klausie]

too high im sorh

[chaosandthe-deadblog]

THEYRE FOING THE FUCKING SG EBRO BROOKLYN 99 THING SORH HROH HVGHVBHWMJEN PH OH MY GDO

i mean its a backstreet boys song but yeah that too

[lumimis]

okay yeah time to take a break before I cry

[strelles-universe]

Who are the Flock of Sorh? I've seen them mentioned in a few of your posts  👀

They got retconned out ): originally they were kingdom of birds - parrots and corvids. I wasn't as into them as I was the other societies so I've decided that I'll be altering their stuff and migrating it to the Skulks - especially when the idea of giving each of the different skulks a different corvid band that they care for/have occurred to me.

The one nearest to the clans are the ones that look out for ravens

[human-antithesis]

Woods of Desolation Country: Australia Genre: Post-Black Metal Formed in: 2005

Everything composed by Darnel Surany

Albums:

2008 - Toward The Depths (Reissue. 2009) 2009 - Sorh (EP) [Reissue. 2010] 2011 - Torn Beyond Reason 2014 - As The Stars (Reissue. 2023) 2014 - Unreleased Demo 2007 2022 - The Falling Tide

[444namesplus]

A'e A'endu A'o A'ogoychehu Abe Ademya Afa Afe Afe'i Afeymeyahu Ahoti Ahthe Ahwo Akechewu Ala Ali Alofo Amomro Amorahge Amthu Andahwu Anharowyo Anowi Anpatele Antho'e Arawe Arsa Arsoho Arthoro Asa'u Asha'o Aweyyi Awlesoche Awoypepu Awu Ay'owha Aya Ayoyrarhe Aytethi Ayzo Bahafanara Bamya Ban'a'e Banyenori Barborertepo Barkofehlaba Barku Basa Bawbi Bayfacho'o Behtu Bemelsa Bemyova Berthe Beti Bew'osathe Bewenru Bochi Bolchohho Boli Boltu Boma Bonmeti Bono Bopellu Boryoh'eme Botehlehe Boyetha Boygote Boyi Da'oveye Dachu Dallepe Darayroti Darvi Darzehi Dawma Dawo Dawyi Day'archa Daye Dayyalomcha Daza Defetona Degorashofu Deh'ofah'efu Dehchahki Delchohla Delho Delo'u Demcha Denadedoh'u Dennu Deno Denrome'i Desemechu Dew'e Dewate Dewmeseta Dewperro Dey'ewyomfe Deychorfo Do'a Do'ochar'i Dohhe Dolsegacho Doma Dorfo Dowmoyu Doyda Doyu E'atowga E'awfecha E'eyi E'o Ebewo Echalsha'ewwu Echate Eche Echeno Efu Eh'o Ehchepa'arhu Ehi Ehloli Ehnabay'o Ehohwotha Ekanocho Ela Elche Elcho Elko Eme Emeylo'enlo Emvereye En'u Eni Enochonlo Enomlo Epew'u Epi Epolzahu Erra Esa Etam'u Ethahze Ethazi Ethohlu Eva Ew'e Ewenyo Ewso Eya Eyfadu Eyga Eyho Eyti Eyto Fahgoserna Fahme Falero Falmo Falwa Fanme Fargemfu Farlapa Farlo Fasa Fashu Fawozu Fayno Fechale Fechego Fehni Fehre Fehshu Fehtha Femra Feta Feynechu Focho'e Fogachi Foh'orho Fohhi Fohramye Foro'u Forye Fosafohi Foyru Foywa'ochoyche Gahchemeyha Gahtayfe Galdese Galdu Galyo Gapa Garmocheta Garpaka Gawsa Geha Gehni Gelchawye Gelhodu Geli Gen'o Gepe Gevoko'echa Gewcha Geyaya'o Geyno Geywi Gochi Gohye Gomtodefu Gorpo'ora Gothelhoyefi Goye Kacha Kahthepu Kan'i Karlakam'o Kasu Kazohtha Ke'e Kechi Kemlo Kewwo'i Kohfo Kohhelkanromwo Konlu Korgo'orva Koshe Kotaya'i O'a Obonochowke Ochosheya Ochu Odo Oga Ohera Ohmemi Ohnu Ohochakayri Ohwehhi Oke Olchu Ole Oli Olti Om'e Oma Omleka Opeha Opo Ordahgama Orhu Orwohu Osa Ose Oshora Othayo Othomwo Ova Ove Owehu Owfa Owraso Owsherpu Oyawawse Oycho Oye Oygermi Oyne Ozengalewa Pa'o Pa'odi Pachi Pafa Pahku Pahthoylele Pahwu Palmachi Pan'a Pardanrohose Parfey'i Paw'e Pawcho'o Pawloholi Paychergi Pelcha Peleyomzu Pelyeywogi Pemdohgi Pencha Perya Peti Pewfa Pofohehyoyu Poh'i Pomsemey'awa Ponomi Por'oyenego Pora Porgaworro Porori Pose Potala Pova Powalyi Poye Sahe Sahra Sanworo Sapa Sarze Sawacha'efi Sawo Sayge Saylamne Saywo'i Sehfe Sehla Sehyomracha Semrercho Sename Senfa Senhacha Senmenela Senru Sensha Sesa'o Sewbe Seyra Sofo Sohsohama Sohta Sohwo Solo Solso Somchochewosa Somseha Sona Sonhe Sonyu Sordeseyo'i Sorhe Sorhe'a Sorhe'oheri Sorra Soynowenomno Tacho Tahfo Tahhedi Tahi Tamsa Tamvoma Tangolha Tarha Tartheyecho Tawto Tawu Tawwe Te'oyamwa Tehcha Telfa Teli Telsolchu Telu Tenthozane Terbelo Tere Tersefe Terso Teye Toha Tohsi Tomda Tonga'oga Tonma Topargawza Torbebu Torsha Toshu Toworda Towrerowche Towyenocho Toycha Toygethe Toyhaltanen'u Vacho Vah'o Vahgoyye Vahmi Vahwi Valha Vanyeho'a Varchamta Vardoworre Vatenwu Vay'o Vayhefe Vefeyi Vehewka Vehsahi Velve Vemku Vepora Ver'aylono Verchammohoy'u Verchofi Verno Vero Verwe Veserewmi Vewre Vewza Vey'i Vo'u Vohlochi Vohlosa Vomloche Von'oroni Vonhe Vori Vorobu Zahwe Zalsosa Zarfowlu Zaye Zechi Zetomro Zewvemoma Zochechagi Zodi Zoga Zonna'o Zonre Zoraka Zorchu Zowhu

[janeaustinforevermore]

MY MӨƬΉΣЯƧ DΛЦGΉƬΣЯ (chapter 3)

(Ben is pictured above)

Summary: Alara has a confrontation from an acquaintance, and learns things about herself she never saw coming. (Shorter chapter than usual)

contains: cussing, sexual innuendos, mentions of panic attacks.

1, 2, 3

Three weeks later I was leading crafts when Annie Freeman walked in with her little brother and a look of purpose on her face. 

"Hey, are y'all here for the tie dye session?" I asked while helping one of the littles.

"John, go grab your supplies and get started." She said to him while glancing back at me. For someone so un-athletic she sure can look intimidating. "Alara right? We need to talk." 

"Um... sure, yeah. Just give me a sec." I set down the dye bottle and motioned her to follow me towards the back. 

I hesitated as we stared at each other, waiting for the other to speak. "So what's going on? Oh gods, did Vivienne hook up with your boyfriend? I'll talk to her, I'm so sorry." 

"Actually, me and him are fine. Which is why I'm pissed to find out you were telling Ben to ask me out?! What the fuck Alara?!" 

To give you an image of how impressive it is that she looked scary, I'll have to describe how she looks. Annie Freeman is a 5'4, short haired brunette, almond shaped with hazel eyes, and olive skin. Annie is known for her battle strategy's, and while she's great at fighting in theory, she has almost no muscle mass; despite this, I was still terrified as she glared up at me in her white tee shirt and linen pants. 

"Oh god, did he ask you out?!" I yelled excitedly with my hands over my mouth. Looking back, this was not the best move. 

"YES ALARA. HE DID! AND NOW I GET TO EXPLAIN TO MY BOYFRIEND WHY  A GUY IVE SPOKEN TO ONLY A HANDFUL OF TIMES IS ASKING ME OUT IN FRONT OF EVERYONE!!" As she said this I saw others starting to look over in curiosity. 

"Hey, maybe let's do this somewhere else-" 

"NO! YOU DONT GET TO SCREW SORH MY LIFE, THEN IGNORE ANY ACCOUNTABILITY! THAT SUCKS! YOU ARE A LITERAL CHILD OF APHRODITE! YOU SHOULD KNOW BETTER!" Tears started in her eyes and I felt my face go red in embarrassment. 

"I'm so sorry Annie. I had no idea he was going to ask you in front of everyone, I swear I would have stopped him if I knew." I looked down over at the others, seeing them whisper to each other as I continued. "But I will admit, I may have encouraged him to ask you out? I just saw how much he liked you, and I didn't think of what it would mean for you." 

I saw her face slowly calm as I explained. After a few seconds she looked at me with a face that made me feel like shit. 

"I really like Cole, and I had to fight for him to even notice me. It's not the easiest to get a guys attention when you're as independent as I am." As I said this I watched her tuck her hair behind her ear in an oddly unconfident manner. 

"I'm so sorry. I'll talk to Ben, I can even talk to Cole if you want."

She sighed and shook her head. "No, I know him, he'll be fine. A little mad but I can deal with that myself." 

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't relieved to hear her say that, I don't know crap about Cole.

"Hey, you don't have to answer but, what happened to Ben after he asked?" 

A badly timed question but I needed to be prepared for whatever was coming.

"Honestly I don't know. He approached me at archery and tried to pull me aside but I said no. After a minute he just decided to ask anyway, and then it all just spiraled. I got embarrassed and asked if he was serious and ran off when I saw that everyone was staring. I would feel bad if he wasn't a jerk for putting me in that position." 

"I get it. Hey, I'm gonna go look for him and try to see what's going on. Let me know if you ever want to talk about it. And again, I'm so sorry, it's really none of my business." She seemed to soften as I said this, looking at me with a much gentler gaze than before.

As I ran off to go find Ben I thought of what this might mean for us. Would we keep seeing each other? Would we call it off? Would we stay friends or would we cut each other off? And weirdly, I wasn't sure what I hoped would happen.

I heard a large crashing from the forest as I walked, and went towards it in hopes of finding him. Upon getting there I saw him, in dirty clothing, sobbing smashing whatever he could find with what at the time looked like an axe. 

"Ben?" I called out hesitantly, from far enough back to dodge a straw axe. 

"Lara?" He cried out, throwing the weapon on the ground. 

"It's me buddy. I'm here, I love you so much, you did so good. Do you know that?" I pulled him into my arms as I said this, feeling him shake against me. 

"She- she said no- she said she'd-" he stuttered out before the crying resumed.

"I know baby. I know. M But you did everything you could have. Now it's time to move on. What do you need?"

"I don't- I don't kn-know- I just-" He started to hyperventilate as he spoke, his eyes blowing wider and his chest rising and falling quickly. I grabbed his hand and placed it on my chest as I asked him questions to ground him. 5 minutes later he was calmed down and we were sitting together silently with his head on my lap. I decided to break the silence. 

"So... what does this mean. For us, I mean." I stared out at the lake, scared of what would come next. 

"Um... I don't really know. If I'm being honest..." he sat up and looked at me while he stared at our interlocked hands. "I don't think I can do this anymore." 

And weirdly enough, my heart dropped. I had thought that we had said we didn't have feelings for each other. It was mutual. Apparently, I don't understand the meaning behind mutual. 

"Oh. Okay. Well. Yeah, I- I get it. Let's just be friends then?" I turned my head away hoping he couldn't see the tears forming. 

"Please. I would love that. Friends." I could feel his sad smile as he said this. I felt him squeeze my hand and kiss my cheek before pulling away. 

Two of us got our hearts broken that day. And as he walked away I pictured our relationship in flashes. Meeting him at 16, group hangouts by the fire, him smiling when I told our old group about the guy I'd met. I played back the night we got together, we were both a little drunk, I twisted his curls and told him we were "twins". He pulled me in for a kiss. Then a few more. The next morning we agreed to just stay friends, I'd been rooting for Annie and he knew I was waiting for "the one". At some point along the late night walks, and secret hookups behind the amphitheater, the lines got blurred and I forgot how to keep it separate. But the moment I knew I was screwed was when I hit a bullseye at archery and he spun me in the air with a laugh. I remember looking into his eyes and thinking "so this is now it happens..." I should have ended it then. But as my father always said, "You're a pretty girl, so you don't have to worry about not being smart." I should've known not to take that assholes advice.

As I laid in bed that night and reflected on the day I prayed to my mother, 'Please don't forget me. I want my own love story.' 

And at 1:27 pm, on the summer solstice, my mother answered my prayer.