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blossom-hwa · 1 year
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OMG AAHHH I saw your detailed rizz analysis post and I must say… Y’all really blew my mind cause I do see why you rated the idols as such HAHAHAHA I was specially laughing in agreement at the Soob, Hwa, and Bermuda line ones~ Vernon makes soooo much sense too HAHAHA And I guess your Yunho rizz analysis explains why I’m so head over heels attracted to the man! Oh and I agree soooo much with the Changbin one too HAHAHA I saw you mention Wonho during his analysis and I agree HAHAHA But that made me really curious for Wonho and MONSTA X rizz analysis :((( If it’s not too much of a trouble for y’all, would you mind analysing them too?? Or I guess who do you think is rizzless and the one with most rizz??
hey anon! glad you enjoyed the rizz post :) to be honest I'm not too familiar with monsta x/wonho anymore (not for any particular reason just changing interests), but I'll do a quick sentence or two with my main impressions below! hope you like it <3
original rizz analysis
shownu: positive and high magnitude though not quite infinity. kinda similar to yunho? in that they are both large and soft and have insane charisma but iirc shownu has a thinly veiled thing for being dominated (or is he the one dominating icr) that parallels yunho's thinly veiled thing for feet. hence the similarities and hence the not-positive-infinity level rizz
wonho: fluctuates between +5 and -5. I did say he's very similar to changbin. buff boys. stronk. much strength. except they're also very sweet losers hence the dipping into the negatives. I gave him slightly lower magnitudes than changbin, I don't know why this is the instinct but I mean at least his negative rizz is lower magnitude than changbin's so there's that
minhyuk: low. very negative. EXTREMELY negative. iirc he's very much the puppy type and he reminds me a little too much of hyunjae. he's very aware of the fact that he has next to zero rizz and he WILL use that against you so watch out for the puppy eyes. it doesn't matter in the end though you'll fall victim to them anyway
kihyun: -15. I feel like I've been influenced by this one twt account that I follow bc they love kihyun and are also obsessed with pathetic men so by extension kihyun is pathetic and is down in the negatives. not super high magnitude at least which he should honestly thank me and his hyeya performance for. I was going to give him -1 but then I realized he'd be dangerously close to rizz neutral and that is not happening this man is not neutral on ANYTHING
hyungwon: ooooooooo this is so hard but I'm going to give him -10. he's kinda like chanhee. knows what rizz is. understands his rizz level is in the negatives. does not give two fucks. this gives the impression that he has positive levels of rizz since he doesn't care but be not fooled dear reader he's just a dying victorian child in the guise of a limp noodle dragging himself around the stage. pray for him
(I think kihyun would probably kill me if he knew his rizz levels were under hyungwon's please don't let this get past him)
joohoney: FUCK BRO THIS IS SO HARD. I give him +20. he has so much charisma as an idol it's insane. I watched some of pdx101 (I think this is where it's from) and every time I remember the BAKSU bit I flip flop between convulsing on the floor with laughter and wanting to watch if 15 more times. therefore he gets positive rizz except it's limited by his aegyo. sorry I can't watch that more than 0.1 times before I cringe into oblivion
i.m.: same suit as jangjun and co. he's so alien his rizz is like undefinable. started off with positive infinity magnitude, then it got too high so it like... collapsed in on itself and got converted into whatever the fuck it is now. I couldn't tell you what it is. he's so weird. he holds too much power. I love him very much
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kaeyasstarlight · 3 years
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A Sleeping Beauty(Husband!/Prince!Shoto Todoroki x Wife!/Aurora!Reader)(Royal/Sleeping Beauty AU)
A.N: I hope you will like this scenario and I had fun writing it :D I will probably do more Disney stories like this with other characters and have fun reading! :)
If I made a mistake feel free to tell me! :)
Genre:Fluff
Warnings: Female pronouns(She/Her)
Story Used:"Sleeping Beauty" Disney adaptation
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"Daddy! It's time for my bed time story!",your 4 years old kid yells(You can choose a girl,a boy or a non-binary kid).
"I'm coming princess/prince/royal",your husband Shoto responds while smiling at you both's creation.
He thanks you everyday for giving him the most beautiful gift you could have given him, a child of his own.
He goes sit on the bed of his kid and he sees your down expression on your face while you pass in the hallway.
You have been feeling down lately because of work, but you didn't want to show it to your family, but Shoto knows you too well and saw that you were down. An idea pops in his head at this moment.
"Hey Honey? Would like to come listen to the story with us. The one of today is special.", you smile at him
"Of course. I'll go get a blanket and I'm coming."
You then get back with the big blanket and put it on you, Shoto and your kid.
"So, you said that today's story was special?",you look at your husband.
"Yes. I took a story and changed it a bit at my manner."
"I'm excited to see", said your kid with a big grin on their face.
"Ok, so here it is":
Once upon a time, in the Kingdom of (Your Country), was born a beautiful princess named Y/N L/N.
"Just like mommy!", said your kid while cutting Shoto's story.
"Yes just like Mommy, and she was just as beautiful as your mother."
You knew where this was going and a smile popped on your face at his actions.
For the birth of the princess, their parents has organized a big event where all the kingdom and the Kingdom of the king Enji who had just gotten a fourth kid nammed Shoto, was invited. The parents(I made it so it works if you have two moms or two dads), had invited three fairies and they each would give the princess a gift. The first one, Katsuki, gave the princess the gift of beauty. The second one, Tenya, gave the princess the gift of a beautiful voice.
"For now the story works with mommy's description"
"You think so",said Shoto
"Yeah! Mommy is very beautiful and she has a pretty voice when she sings"
"You don't have to say all that",you respond while blushing a bit
"Also the prince has the same name as you daddy"
"Yeah. Imagine the princess and the prince ends up together like me and mommy."
"It would be so cute!"
"Before you continue, does the fairies has the same names as uncle Kacchan and uncle Iida?"
'Yeah, and the third one's name is Izuku just like uncle Midoriya"
"Ohhhhh you can continue"
Shoto continues:
When it was the turn of the third fairy,Izuku, a big amount of smoke appeared. It was the shapeshifter witch Himiko Toga.
"No one invited me to the party? How sad. Well I guess I can also give something to the little girl now that I'm here."
"No! You won't touch her and get her blood you crazy witch!"
"Oh come on! You know I have something better. You didn't invite to the celebration when you know I love parties. You know what? I'm gonna give the princess a gift! She will pick her finger on a spinning wheel on her sixteenth birthday and die!"
"NO!", yelled your parents
Himiko then disapeared in a cloud of smoke. The third fairy hasn't given her gift yet. He decides to give her the gift that instead of dying, she will fall into a deep slumber until someone gives her a true love kiss. The parents of the girl orders that all spinning wheels of the kingdom must be burned and the parents decides to let their daughter live with the fairies in a cottage in the forest.
Many years later, the princess turns into a beautiful and wonderful woman. She doesn't know her parents are the royal family and she thinks she's just a peseant and that Katsuki,Tenya and Izuku educated her after her parents died. It is now Y/N's sixteeth birthday and the fairies wants to organize her a surprise party.
"Y/N? Could you please go gather berries for the dessert tonight?", said Tenya.
"Of course! I'll be back later!"
"And don't forget not talk to strangers!",reminded Katsuki
Y/N left the house and went to go gather the berries in the forest. The girl then decided to go by the river a little while. The animals then gather aroud her. She always had a good relationship with animals and she taught they could understand her.
Meanwhile, the prince Shoto, who has also become a handsome young man, was out with his horse and heard the voice of the girl. He got struck by the beauty of her voice he wanted to know who she was. He tried to follow the voice but on his way, he fell into a pound.
On the side of the river, Y/N is talking with animals about the fact that her godfathers stills treats her like she's a child and she wishes she could meet someone. She then tells them she met someone "Once Upon A Dream". While she tells her dream about her walking with a prince, some of the animals finds the cape,the boots and the hat of the prince and takes them.
(At this part you can listen to the song "Once Upon A Dream" to be more in the ambiance ;) )
The animals acts as the prince of Y/N's dream and dance with her. She is getting directly in the scene and dances with them while pretending she's talking to the prince from her dream. Then at a moment, the real prince Shoto starts to sing. She's surprised at first and tries to go away because he's a stranger. He then tells her: "Don't you remember? You said it yourself, we already met, "Once Upon A Dream"".he then starts to sing again. The princess then gets confidence in him and dances with him like this.
Shoto makes you stand up and puts his hand on your waist. He makes you sway in his arms to slow dance just like the prince with the princess in the story. He starts to sing the song and you get along with it. You both are twirling in your kid's room and having a romantic moment like you never had. Your kid looks at the both of you with amazed eyes and claps at the end of your performance.
"Let's go back to the story shall we?",Shoto says after you both sat down again on the bed.
Y/N invites the young man to meet her godfathers at dinner and he accepts. Meanwhile, at the cottage, the fairies had some trouble to organize the party so they decided to use their magic.
"HUH?! Why the hell would you want to make the dress Blue?! It would obviously be better in Pink!(I can't belive I wrote that haha)",said Katsuki
"Kacchan I was just proposing an idea, but I think that the Blue would be better on Y/N",responded Izuku
"Hell nah! I have way better fashion sense than you damn nerd! She would be so much better in Pink!"
While they were arguying, Tenya was trying to make a cake with no big succes the normal way. With magic, it gave a better result and it looked so delicious. Unfortunately, all the magic that Katsuki, Tenya and Izuku were making was leaving traces and it caught the attention of Himiko's sidekick, Dabi. He hides behind the house and Y/N arrives back home. She tells her godfathers that she has fallen in love, but they don't know it's the prince. They tell her that she's the princess and that she's already engaged to the prince Shoto and they will bring her back to the castle tonight. She goes in her room crying because won't be able to be with the stranger she fell in love with.
Dabi overheard the conversation and went to tell Himiko that the princess would be at the castle tonight.
Meanwhile,the prince tells his father he wants to marry a peseant, which the king Enji is not pleased about.
"SHOTOOO! YOU CAN'T MARRY A PESEANT! YOU'RE ENGAGED TO THE PRINCESS Y/N!"
Shoto didn't care about his father and would go to the dinner at the cottage tonight anyways.
Y/N gets all dressed and ready for her birthday celebration and be with her parents again, but then a glow apears in the room. She follows it by curiosity. The fairies then also see the glow when they come to go get Y/N and try to go as fast as they can to stop her. Unfortunately, they came too late and the beautiful princess was on the floor. Himiko laughs at her victory:
"Hahahaa! I did it! The princess is dead and you came too late!", she disapears and the fairies put the princess in a bed in the highest tower of the castle. They put all the people from the castle in a deep slumber just like Y/N. Before they fell asleep, the king Enji and the parents of Y/N were talking and the fairies understand that the man Y/N fell in love with was the prince. When they go back to the cottage, they realize the prince has already been taken to Himiko's hideout.
"So....", Himiko shows to Shoto his princess in a deep slumber.
"Would you look at that. The beautiful princess you fell in love with has been put in a deep slumber. I think I should let her like this until you become old and raged while she didn't age a bit and you won't be together."
"NO!", Shoto yells.
Y/N was one of the only person Shoto trusted and wanted to be with forever and he was gonna lost her. When Himiko leaves the prince alone, the fairies rescue him and give him a sword and a shield to fight the witch.
Himiko tries to stop Shoto to go in the castle by putting thorns around it, but without succes for her, because the prince breaks them in a sway of his sword. She turns into a big dragon to confront him and the prince fights her furiously. At a moment, he throws the sword into her heart to kill her(I'm sorry TwT I love Toga I didn't want to kill her but it's for the sake of the story TwT).
The prince goes up to the highest tower of the castle and finds his beautiful princess on the bed. He goes closer to her to kiss her on the lips. She wakes up and sees her love smiling at her. They go together in the ballroom and Y/N's parents are glad to see her again after all those years. They all go in a hug and Y/N goes back to her prince and they dance together. While they dance, Katsuki and Izuku are still fighting over the color of the dress.
"I told you Pink, you damn nerd!"
"-_- You know what at this point I won't even try Kacchan."
They then got married a few months later and got many beautiful/handsome childrens.
The end.
"Wow! They ended up together just like you two! It's so cool!", your kid says didn't realizing it was you two all along.
Thanks to Shoto, your sad expression of earlier was long gone.
"It was a beautiful story Sho", you say smiling at him
"I'm glad you both liked it", Shoto responds.
Your kid yawns and you tug them in their bed.
"Goodnight my baby",you say to them.
"Goodnight mommy and daddy,I love you"
"Goodnight", you both say to them.
You peek throught the door to see that they are already asleep.
"So.... Many kids huh?", you say smirking a bit at him.
He also smirks at you and says:"I mean I wouldn't mind giving them a sibling.", he goes closer to you to kiss you on the lips and then rub your arms.
"Would you like to?", he says.
"I wouldn't mind either. You want to start now?", you respond.
He responds to you by smirking.
It's gonna be a long night... ;)
A.N: I hope you enjoyed this story. I had fun writing it and I will probably do more scenarios like this with other characters and stories :)
Have a nice day or night and remember to take care of yourselves! <3 (I'm on my period right now so I try to take care of myself TwT)
You are beautiful and loved! <3
See you soon!
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steponmepinkjun · 3 years
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I NEVER FINISHED MY STORY OMG. ok so i left off at being too proud to tell my friend she was right and kpop fucked hard. the difference between u and me is that i’m too good of a liar. too good. i kept up the “i hate kpop it’s cringe” facade for ALMOST TWO WHOLE YEARS, I SHIT YOU NOT. why? bc my dumb ass, extra ass, dramatic ass self thought “ok if i’m gonna have to deal with the embarrassment of admitting i’m wrong, i better do it in such an extra ass way it’ll knock ur socks off so hard that YOULL be the one embarrassed not me.” the original plan was to learn the entire choreography to bts dope, bc it’s the song that she told me to listen to and inevitably the song that got me into them, but later switched to bts fire bc i saw too many of those “choreo matches w any song” videos, and then her birthday party came up. and here’s the real kicker. her birthday is April Motherfuckin Fools. so it would be So Perfect for me to reveal my kpopism as a birthday present And a april fools prank in one. so i was Set on the Reveal being on april 1st, but the day rolls around and god that choreo is so fucking hard and i am Not a dancer. never have been. so i abandon that and go ykno what… i’ll do it Next Year. BC MY BITCHASS WAS LIKE NO THE MOMENT IS TOO PERFECT TO DO IT ON A NORMAL ASS DAY ITS GONNA BE ON APRIL FOOLS ON HER GODDAMN BIRTHDAY OR NOT AT ALL. a year rolls by, i’ve told most of our friends except her and they’re all in on it, i’d made so many subtle kpop references to her without her realising they were fully intentional and had too many scares where she almost figured me out but i lied my way out of it, and i’d given up on showing off with choreography bc i couldn’t make that shit look good. i’m not a dancer. i am, however, a rapper, and a damn good one, so i inhaled the agust d mixtape and decided i’d just rap the eminem of kpop’s anthem at her face. in korean. and change the lyrics at the end (if u haven’t listened to agust d, the bridge repeats “i’m sorry” a lot) to “i’m sorry i kept this from u for so long” and “i’m sorry i actually ult got7 not bts” (this was like the april after skz debuted ok i was holding onto got7 for dear life knowing full well skz we’re going to convert me smh) and the best part? she never saw it coming. her official present was a cd with a bunch of kpop on it but she thought it was just a personalised mixtape for her so i told her to play the first song out loud and she knew the song Instantly. it has a long intro so she was like “i guess u did listen when i recommended u this song!! i knew you’d like it since u like rap so much!!” and then i started rapping and i shit u not. she started SCREAMING. like the initial reaction was her jaw dropping and then instinctively covering her mouth but when i kept going and she realised i wasn’t fucking around she just fucking screamed like a banshee. at the end during the sorry bit i threw off my jacket to reveal a got7 shirt on the inside and she fell off her chair and started rolling around on the floor. needless to say it was every bit as satisfying as i thought it’d be LMAOOOO afterwards her ass was like “I CANT BELIEVE U HID THIS FROM ME FOR OVER A YEAR” and when i tried to explain my ego couldn’t take the “i told u so” she was like “you know i wouldn’t have made fun of you for it right? i would just be glad you’re not hating on my boys anymore” so basically i’m a big dramatic fool and she was always too good for me.
don’t mind the weird spaces here my ipad is being all fucky wucky w me rn. damn sad to hear ur sideblog experience didn’t go so well, i’d have shown u the cool side of the fandom if i knew 😤😤 leading u thru the cursed halls of kpop stan tumblr like a sketchy tour guide that’s actually 3 small raccoons stacked on top of each other like a trench coat, like “over here we have the fanfic writers that honestly need to publish a book, over here we have the gif makers that are responsible for my entire camera roll, if we take a quick swerve past the death threat anons and the twt fanwar screenshots - mind ur feet bub the 14 year olds were tryna make a grab for ur ankles - ah here’s the holy grail of shitposts, you might be here for hours, to the right we have the weird aussie side of the fandom that projects our childhoods onto chanlix but also all the members as we decide what their life in australia would’ve been like, and down there is a secret trapdoor to the blogs w endless random headcanons that will make you laugh, cry or blush depending on if the author woke up and decided to choose violence today. enjoy your Stay!” but then again i’m not so active on tumblr anymore (ngl you’ve become the highlight of my tumblr experience these days, interaction wise,) so maybe all my Local Hotspots are inactive now. i know a bunch of them are, it’s sad. “i don’t fw stan twitter for the same reason i don’t hang out in meth dens” oop. guess i’m a meth addict. no but i get u i rly do, it’s a hellhole out there, but the fact that things get shared and spread a lot easier than on tumblr and how short most things have to be (therefor keeping up w my adhd attention span without having to resort to the mental torture that is tiktok, with the added bonus of not always needing headphones.) that i just. couldn’t leave if i tried. maybe i should try being active on tumblr again but it’s a dying site in comparison.
“their music doesn’t consistently hit for me as much as skz” i’m sorry we can’t be friends anymore. what. what. you don’t dramama ramama ramama hey? you don’t feel a little jealousyyyyyy, naega anin? you don’t shoot out, shoot out, shoot out, or aremdaeun love killa love killa? you can’t be your hero du du du du du du du du du dududu? u disappoint me. literally like everyone i know who likes skz music likes mx music like it’s a rite of Passage. they’re kindred spirits, monsta x music is like skz’s music’s cool but mildly heterosexual older brother. neither of them know what a bad song is it runs in the family. and both their music runs in my VEINS. whenever i describe my music taste they’re always the first two that come to mind, skz being my number 1 bc they are my best boys but mx bc of the Flavour. pls listen to the entire the code album then get back to me 😤🙌 ok but fr ur so right they are 7 of the finest men i ever seen (yes i say 7 bc i’m including wonho cause he deserved better and i’ll die on my ot7 bullshit.) like don’t get me started on them either LOL i LITERALLY downloaded that one insta video of changkyun working out his back n arm muscles w his tattoo showing bc i needed that shit saved for Science. they could do Anything w me like frfr. yes vixx is the bdsm contract group i’m telling ya they wildin. or at least they were. it’s been years since their last comeback idk what they’re doing anymore tbh. and yeah that makes sense, savouring the hyperfixation i feel it, but also i’m so attached to skz that i never let it die. like i hyperfixate on other things and other groups but i will Always go back to skz cause they’re my homeboys. hell, they’re my home. being a predebut stay i’ve spent more time w skz than most of my actual family members at this point. but that’s just me you do u boo xx just know that if ur anything like me ur never letting go once skz it’s been my longest lasting fixation cause they hit like Nothing Else Do. ik i’ve already said that but i cannot stress it enough. they’re really special. i’m gonna stop here before i get all sappy and emotional bc i really love those boys so fucking much and i don’t drop the L bomb often. SIDE NOTE I WOULD LIKE TO SEE UR LIST OF GROUPS RANKED BY THORSt. i need to judge ur Taste. and omg cat&dog is such a guilty pleasure song bc the lyrics make me cringe so much bc while pet play can be fun they be doing it in more of an “i’m an innocent soft dogboy uwu” kinda way that just Does Not Sit Right with me. it comes back to the objectifying of asians that asians themselves don’t help in industries like these and maybe i’m looking too far into it when rly it is just wholesome n cute or maybe they are into some pet play shit idk idc i will bop to the song regardless but i will not acknowledge the lyrics nope.
YOURE RIGHT THO SKZ’S OPENNESS IS IN FACT, A BIG DEAL, i’ll grab them for u if u want but i found these twt threads of skz supporting the lgbt community and i just felt a special kind of happiness man like sure the delusional part of me likes going “haha they’re gay” bc my brain likes to imagine them as my polycule of mlm boyfriends bc sometimes thats what gives me the serotonin to get me thru the day ok don’t judge but also bc it’s nice knowing that yes i’ll never know them personally, but at least i can support them knowing they’d respect my gender identity and my pronouns, they’d respect who i choose to love, and that’s already more than the general public can say so shit, it is special! it’s special that they don’t treat being cishet like the norm - they constantly remove gender from their songs and speech entirely, they don’t assume all stays are female anymore, we don’t talk abt the babygirls incident cause we got babystays in the end outta that ok, and it’s just. so refreshing and important to me bc i can’t get that anywhere else!! like my semi ults are the boyz and while i love them very much and there’s no way all 11 of them are straight i refuse, i do get just a little bit sad whenever they she/her their fandom by default and call them their girlfriends n shit even tho i do still identify as a girl, i’m also genderfluid/nonbinary/transmasc, and i have a very love/hate relationship w my womanhood and rarely use she/her pronouns, cause it’s like, do you not see me? see us? the ones who aren’t cishet women? i mean i know kevin does bc he congratulated a fan who came out as nb but it’s just not the same as the openness we get w skz. like how do i trust cishets i could be supporting them as a queer person when in reality they’d call me a slur. what would i know, behind the screen? so it’s so good that skz go the extra mile to make it a safe space for everyone. this is already long enough i will reply to the second half of that ask in another message… tomorrow cause it’s 1am and i’m tired gn -felix bi anon
I'mma have to start putting these under a readmore so that i don't absolutely make everything who is still following me for some reason go totally fucking insane 😂
NDJDHWJJAHFNAKBSJSBFBHHDBDNAJD YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE FACES I WAS MAKING READING THIS, I WAS FUCKING CACKLING AND GASPING EVERY OTHER SENTENCE SO HARD THAT I SCARED THE CATS NDJWHSHSB the fact that you went "oh you want me to get into kpop? Give me a hot minute, and I'll give you a whole ass private concert for free" biduehsjdbd biiiiiiiiiiitch you're a fucking ICON, I stg I could NEVER 😂 (and not just because I couldn't find a tune if you gave me a printed set of Google maps directions and that I embody the steriotype that white people can't dance, like my sister kept sensing me tiktoks of the whole "dance like a white girl" trend going lmfao look it's you and eventually I was like "sis please this trend has me feeling like being white is a disability and these mothafuckers are being ableist 😭 also I could NEVER be that on beat so yall ain't even doin it right 😭😭😭😭"). Tbh if I told one of my friends (lol what friends, i got jokes) to get into Skz and they showed up at my bday and performed the entirety of I Got It I would simply shower them in money and go "aight everyone else go home, you are no longer needed, you are being laid off, your position has been eliminated, we're downsizing, the company is moving up and you're moving out, you are not qualified for this role any longer, best of luck with future endeavors" 😊
I think part of the reason I can't deal w Twitter is the exact reason I refuse to leave tumblr, in that I've been on tumblr since 2006 and twt since 2008, and tumblr literally has not changed at all, not even a little, whereas going from the early days of twt where there were no corporate sponsorships or ads and you had to manually copy and paste someone's tweet and @ them to retweet it, to how it is now, like 90% ads and showing me shit from the timelines of people I don't even fuckin follow n whatnot, it's just not enjoyable. Idk how anyone finds anything on twt, it confuses and frustrates me because I am old and have not adapted well to technology changing 😂 But arguably, the skz fanbase doesn't want me on skztwt anyways so like it works for both of us lmfaooo. I am old and cringey, and also still think of twt as stream of consciousness whereas tumblr is your teenage bedroom where you can decorate the walls with anything that interests you. I do really love the nonsensical kpoptwt shitposts tho fhshsbdjjss like it is a very specific flavor of mental instability that I enjoy immensely 😂 OH and also I initially misread part of that and thought you were saying you actually irl do meth and I was like 😳 WHAT DO I SAY TO THAT. HOW DO I HANDLE THIS. Like how do I express like "I wasn't being judgy of people who use substances cause I've been there but I was just being insensitive 😳" And then went back and reread it and was like WHEW, IM JUST AN ILLITERATE FOOL 😂😂😂😂 ejeywhdhrhjwbfbdjshdhdhd I spent like an hour bwign like "IS THE REASON WE GET ALONG BECAUSE THEY'RE ON METH???? WHAT DO I DO WITH THIS INFORMATION??????" hrhehshe I am literally a fuckin idiot it's fine
It's not that I don't fw them, it's more like... Okay so like there is no situation in which I am going to skip a skz song if it comes on shuffle. You will not ever catch me NOT in the mood to listen to Sunshine, if God's Menu comes on we are THROWIN the meager amount of booty meat I got hither and thither, I could be in the happiest mood of my life but if Ex comes on I will stop to SOB. And I'm not like that with most music, so mx just falls into the category of "there is a time and place." Idk why but it just doesn't forcibly grab hold of my heart and ass the way skz always does. I really don't WANT my skz fixation to ever end, but I know that eventually it'll stop giving me dopamine bevause my brain is my worst fucking enemy 🙃 like my arcana fixation is to date the longest running hyperfixation I've ever had, going on almost three years, and I used to not be able to spend every single second of every day thinking about Asra, but now... I just feel nothing when I look at arcana stuff. As you can probz tell by the fact that I hardly post arcana anymore 😂 So I know that eventually all my happiness will end, it always does, I can never stay just as obsessed with something as I was for long. I CANT SHARE THE LIST BECAUSE I DONT *HAVE* TASTE YET 😭 I'm basically just compiling a list of any group someone tells me I should look into, ranked by how strong the kitty purred upon googling pics of them 😂 My mom read my ass to FILTH over txt lmfao she was like "they're not that adorable. Maybe your standard for adorableness has gone down with You Know Who still on hiatus 🤔" bfjwhdhd like MOMMAAAAA THE LIBRARY IS CLOSED 😂 she attacks me any time I even hint at stanning other groups, she is a skz purist and stans skz only, unofficial Momma Stay of All Stays keeping me in check lmfao.
I feel like skz really do follow thru on their promise that they're a safe space for stays, it's nice to see that they hold space for anyone and everyone in their fanbase and do it in a really simple and elegant way, I feel. Like they never make it seem like "okay here are the fans and here are the token weirdos that were only recognizing to make a buck off of them" the way a lot of artists make it feel like 😑 like they don't go out of their way to act like it's some revolutionary act to do the bare minimum of not shitting on certain parts of the fandom, if that makes sense. They feel very "yeah, of course we love all our stays, this is a welcoming space for literally anyone, that's how it should be, that should be normal," instead of like "Hi fans we love you 😊 and special shoutout to you ell gee bee tee folk, make sure to buy my rainbow merch after the show!!!" you know? Like, they're the friends who would never make you feel weird or different for some shit, the friends that take the attention off you if something they know ur sensitive about comes up, instead of weirdly snapping at whoever brought the unfomfy thing up which ruins the mood and makes you feel tiwce as bad, yk? They just give off this vibe that they, and the space they create with their music, is just a genuine and chill place to be and hang out and relax and bond. I feel like they'd be the friend group that is so goofy and sweet and silly and accepting and lovely and always makes you feel loved and excited to be alive 🥺 They are all good noodles 🥺🥺🥺
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tubb0 · 4 years
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stream liveblog: tommyinnit 8/22
I woke up literally a minute before he started so thats cool
he’s in a mood
he says he’s going to spend more time editing his videos (and upload less)
he also says his plan is two smp videos and then ‘something cool. something you might recognize’ 👀
oh so someone is building a tesck to compete with walmart. good.
theres a nether protal in tommys tower. he is not pleased
I just woke up idk whos been doing stuff but they’ve been quite busy
tommy is upset that tubbo was streaming with someone who ‘stole his brand’ (wearing a red t-shirt)
chat says his name is also tom
now hes in call with tubbo, yelling
‘you’re not just gonna go speak to this guy with more red in his shirt than me’
oh he hung up on tubbo
shippers will have a fierld day with this one (I desperately hope they don’t exist since these are children but yknow I’m sure they do)
you can see the corner of tommys bed when he fullscreens his facecam. he doesn’t have sheets or a mattress cover on his bed. do what you will with this (unless its weird then please dont)
tubbo_ has joined the game
tommy says he will ghost tubbo
also hey its fine to have a crush on tommy if you’re around his age but you dont have be weird and pushy about it
tubbo is doing the sad walk and tommy shot him
tommy: best friendship ended with tubbo. jack manifold is my new best friend
tubbo_ has left the game
chat is babying tubbo again :/
tubbo_ has joined the game
<tubbo_> sorry
tubbo_ has left the game
‘I always knew this day would come. thats why I was always mean to tubbo. I knew he would rob me.’
tubbo_ has joined the game
he left again... his spaghetti is ready
tommy is thinking of ways to but tubbo to work in order for them to earn back his friendship
wait did ponk steak tommys horse? I thought bbh did
anyways retrieve horsechamp
chat says niki lost ylyl because of tommy
wilbur was not pleased that she finds him funny (joking of course)
anyway niki is so pretty
it has just clicked for tommy that the horse is in fact his horse
oh hes on the run
tubbo has returned from eating his poggers spaghetti
tommy is stuck in a hole
tubbo: you know the pope? anyway heres my bee box!
tubbo keeps talking about the pope
tubbo has decided he doesn’t need tommys friendship and left the game
tommy says hes ‘like dream. his only friends are the numbers.’
he called tubbo and theyre both yelling now
tubbo claims to want more mature friends than tommy
tommy is accusing tubbo of being on drugs
the pope returns
‘this is like a divorce’ ‘yeah except I dont care’
they spent a second questioning catholicism
tubbo please why do you keep talking about the pope
tubbo brought up death and tommy shut that down real quick
tubbo out here with definitions
dream has joined the game
dream is only kind to tubbo and yet wont follow them back on twt
there something so endearing about hearing someone moving further from the mic when they laugh
chat is talking about the vlog gun so tommys watching wilburs stream
tommy: *upset about wilbur trying to break the vlog gun* tubbo: does this mean we can be together for mmc??
tommy hit tubbo of his balcony and now tubbo is regretting coming back online
tommy just murdered dream by hitting him with a minecart
ah fuck chat lost it and my streams starting to lag
skeppy is threatening to burn the doscs to avenge dreams death
tommy to tubbo: our friendship really hold this server together
did he lie?? absolutely not
deals are being made
well not really. tommy is trying to get a disc in exchange for dreams stuff
some pvp may occur
stream title has been changed to ‘war’ things are getting serious
tubbos wifi is failing us
oh the boys are fighting
a few thing happened in so little time but to summarize the way that tommy and tubbo trust eachother and silently cooperate is very cool. I aspire for this friendship.
for some reason its always so weird to me when I hear just dream talking to tommy and tubbo
I think its because drram is so stubborn and assertive but tommy does not care or put up with it so no matter what dream always seems to have the lowerhand which doesn’t happen often
I’m confused why is chat making such a big deal about wilbur ending his stream
ah a confrence with president soot
the other day everyone was afraid the server was dying but this seems like the start of another war
wilbursoot has joined the game
do you ever get so caught up in the drama of these stream and then it hits you that these are just a bunch of losers playing minecraft
wilbur... to be fair tommy didnt mean to kill dream... he warned him too
oh?
wilbur whispered to tommy to run while he was negotiating with dream and I think he told tubbo to kill dream but tubbo might also just be doing that for fun idk
dreams bringing up server rules... do it. ban tommy. your server will die immediately.
wilbur has scolded tommy and now tommy is ignoring him to plot with tubbo
sapnap!
I like the dynamic between tommy, tubbo and sapnap very much
sapnap has joined the game
oh my god I have to pee
lmao dream said tommy scams him often and tommy went 😬
‘everyone will call you bream for bitch dream’
tommy gave him his stuff
oh but some was never picked up
yikes dream is actually mad
damn tommy and skeppy are really going at it
chat says skeppy had the sword that dreams mad about uh oh
hehe tommy is very funny
tubbo is bargaining for tommy since dream killed him and is threatening his cow
if chat is right and skeppy actually has the sword hes pretty good at kying because I believe him but also I don’t know him well so
tommy is telling tubbo to kill skeppy now
aw skeppys stream sniping thats no fun
but anyway was that not the sword dream was looking for that tommy just showed in the chest????
so is sapnap on their side now? I think I missed something
no chat seems just as confused as me so
sapnap about betraying dream: it just seemed interesting idk
I think hes lying
chat has a point... I cant tell if tommy doesn’t realize or doesnt care that dream is watching his stream
wait that was cool
dream pearled away from sapnap but tommy saw the pearl and waited there so he could attack
ok but anyway while theyre chasing eachother around how did the minecart kill dream?? I’m pretty sure it does no damage and if I’m wrong dream was still in enchanted netherite and I doubt he was running around on like half a heart... unless he just did a /kill on himself for the drama??
tubbo broke all the ender chests and put them inside one... hes so smart
oh ok so tommy doesn’t care if dream is watching
fuck a bug flew in my eye
ponk and skeppy just reading the deaths in chat and making small comments lol
tubbo what
sapnap please
I’m very glad dream isnt in vc anymore because I bet he’s very upset and he gets scary sometimes
dont get me wrong I love him but yknow
oh no sapnap dont :(
tommy is getting so nervous about tubbos wifi going out because then itll be him against everyone else online lmao
tubbo: our relationship cannot be toxic because I am not in love with you :))
no tubbo not the pope again
tubbo please my head hurts
woah tubbo just killed tubbo while dream started killing him
oh he logged out and now dream is killing tommy
at this point dream is purposely not communicating with tommy and I’m getting nervous
oh hes back
go tubbo go
yknow what a man can do with 55 sticks?
tubbo accidentally locked himself in jail lmao
tommy is calling dream clay
he does not care
dream logged out (unrelated to above statements)
woah wait what tubbo is leading tommy somewhere secret that he cant even show on stream
tubbo you genius what do you have planned
tommy is playing his vlog to entertain stream while tubbo directs him to the secret
wtf tubbo
also they said sounds have to be off so I think the location might be in the nether or something because sounds will apparently give it away
dying is the only way they can leave??? but it cant be the end though right?
cuz like the achievements would show up
hmm
I don’t want to be too much of a snitch in case any of them actually are lurking on here but anyways tubbo is very epic
both tubbo and tommys mothers are teachers?
but they have a point dont skip your classes to watch someone play minecraft!
tubbo is such a good friend
they also say their in a tournament on the 31st so look forward to it
tommy is really throwing shade at shippers this stream. good for him.
oh and lowkey dnf shade too haha
ha tubbo almost leaked one of tommys video ideas
tubbo just wants to play fall guys
tommy is too self aware
but also he has a point. chat always sides with tubbo because they baby him
its kinda weird ngl
ahh my wifis going out :(
they’re watching the sunrise on tommys balcony while listening to blocks
oop tommy ended the stream because chat was being weird
gg tommy
anyway good stream go check it out if you havent already because I left some stuff out either because I type too slow or didn’t want to leak secrets :))
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momorabu · 6 years
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Code Realize Playthrough - Chapter 6: Negotiated Solution
The very much delayed playthrough of Chapter 6 of Code Realize was finally completed~! This was quite a long playthrough so I’m very much sorry for the delay. (Realised that I haven’t been playing the game for almost 2 months so yikes~)
This chapter’s spotlight is on my favourite Fran (at the moment XD)~! I really like that he had alot of scenes this time as I’ve been enjoying them very much~ <3 Fran was so cool this time even though he may seem to be actually quite dangerous... O////O” Nevertheless, it was interesting to see the many sides of Fran, even if only a tiny bit was revealed. It made me even more interested to learn more about him and like him as a person~ +W+
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The story started with a dream. Someone was running through the wasteland, running away from a land of corpses. It was Fran, and as he flung off his mask, he cried out wondering what had he done. Fran had seen a small child reaching out for help, but ended up dying on the spot, and knew that this hell that he was in, was created by none other than himself. Fran screamed... until he awoke from the nightmare.
(This part probably revealed abit on Fran's backstory. Poor Fran on having to carry this guilt in his heart...) 
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Back to Cardia's point of view, Delacroix II had joined them and came to live in the mansion, and it had been a week since then. But both sides had yet to warm up with each other since... just before that they would still in a kill-or-be-killed situation with him ^^; As Saint had told the others that he would be helping them with the living expenses, they're not in a rush to earn money currently, but still they decided to find a source of income somehow. Cardia wanted to start a side job at home, but since she had to keep wearing her gloves, she can't do very detailed work and thus felt abit discouraged. Also, she wondered when would she be able to get rid of her body with this poison in it, thinking back to her limited past where people had attacked her and used words harshly that penetrated her heart. (Aww... Poor Cardia TWT)
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During breakfast time in the morning, Impey remarked that he was glad that everyone seems to be satisfied with the breakfast he had made since he found it limiting to make them since they could only use preserved food for now (in order to cut down costs). Saint encouraged him by telling the meals were far from boring for him, but Impey wanted to provide more variety of dishes, claiming himself to be a genius chef. Saint decided to diss him that he thought that he was supposed to be a genius engineer rather than a chef ^^; Impey was worried about Van getting sick of his cooking since the latter hasn't been eating much. Van assured him that they're delicious, in fact still too delicious to the point that he still couldn't believe that Impey was the one who made them ^^; (That sounds more like an insult than a compliment ^^;) 
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Saint had noticed that the decrease of Van's appetite started when Delacroix II came to the mansion and wondered whether he was worried about him. Though Cardia was worried about them too, she knew that she can't just jump into the issues that were between them, and started to guess whether it's a bad idea to invite Delacroix II to stay with them... Saint pointed out that Delacroix II did not join them for breakfast again, wondering whether he's alright, but Cardia assured him that he's eating since the plates were always clean when she went and retrieve the food she left for him. 
Just then Impey noticed that Fran was being weirdly quiet too with a serious expression, and asked him whether he had a stomach ache. Fran noticed that he was being called upon, and tried to assure the others that he's alright, but from the looks of it... it's not that convincing =w=" 
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Lupin had been running around to different places so it’s sad that the other guys haven’t been seeing him much, nor he was able to join them at the table for meals frequently TWT Cardia remembered that the last time they all had a meal together was during the time they began to chase after Delacroix, which is probably quite a long while ago by now.
Seeing that everyone seems to be in low spirits, it’s up to our grand chef Impey to create a feast to make everyone happy~! Van thought it’s a good idea and wanted to cook too, but Van’s cooking skills... seems suspicious ^^;
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Impey wanted to invite Delacroix to join them for the party too, and had given the name - Dora-chan~ (I know the translation was “Delly”, but I preferred the original / voiced version so shall call him Dora-chan / Dracula instead ^^;)
Suddenly, Lupin returned to everyone’s surprise, and Fran was curious on what he was up to for the past few days, to which Lupin revealed that he’s dealing with something, and managed to come up with lots of funds for them~ It was a lot of money, which Lupin said that these were his “handling fees” from stealing from the rich.
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(Apparently, it’s really a large amount of money if Impey said that they could buy themselves an airship OWO”)
Of course, Cardia wanted to know whether this money was gotten honestly (since she wasn’t comfortable with capturing Dracula the last time they could earn from it ^^;). Lupin assured her and revealed that he had actually stolen the money from an evildoer, though most of the money he had already given away to the poor and only kept a small part of it for himself. Of course, this amount of money wasn’t to be spent on lavish stuff, so they better spend it more carefully in case they ran of money again ^^; 
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Interestingly, Saint asked Cardia out to accompany him for some shopping in the afternoon~ OWO (I think this may be the first time I get to see Cardia spend some alone time with him +W+)
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After breakfast, Cardia went to bring breakfast to Dracula, but he isn’t in his room, so in the end, she just left his breakfast by the door. Suddenly, she heard a laughter, and peeking to look outside the window, she saw Dracula laughing happily while playing with Sisi. She felt at ease after seeing that he was able to laugh, and remembered how everyone had paid attention to her when she first laughed, she thought that perhaps this was the feeling that everyone had felt the last time.
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(Aww, Dora-chan is so adorable here~ ^/////^)
Cardia headed down to approach Dracula, who was still in the midst of talking to Sisi and did not notice her approaching. But after Dracula noticed her, he quickly took a step back and was cautious against her.
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(It would be good if Dora-chan was always so happy and smiling like this~ >////<)
Cardia tried to have a chat with Dracula nevertheless, by talking about Sisi since Dracula seems to be quite fond of him, and answered his question about why Sisi had a mechanical leg. After knowing that humans had mistreated Sisi and made him like this, Dracula thought that humans are heartless and evils, but Cardia tried to explain to him that not all humans are bad. (Not sure how much of Cardia’s words would be absorbed by Dracula though ^^;)
Lupin turned up soon after since he was looking for Dracula earlier on, and performing a magic trick, he made a suitcase appeared, which Lupin said was a gift for Dracula. Dracula opened the suitcase and was surprised to find that it contained the treasures of the vampires which he was planning to take back. Lupin had gone through the trouble to steal them back for him since in Lupin’s words, he never stole for himself, so he decided to steal these back for Dracula since the owner of these items were making dirty money anyway~
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(Lupin, you look evil when you said it like that ^^;)
Dracula asked Lupin why he is doing this for him since he could not repay him (and Cardia caught him silently accepting the suitcase by pushing it behind him with his foot ^^), and Lupin assured him that he’s not going to take the treasures back from Dracula since he already had his own “reward” by stealing other stuff from these owners (and his handling fees ^^;).
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(It’s cute how Dracula blushed later on and said that he’s not going to thank Lupin for doing this XD He’s really such a tsundere ^/////^)
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(Apparently, Dora-chan doesn’t like the nickname we had for him, aww~)
Dracula affirmed once again that he won’t thank them while blushing before running off, so Cardia decided to thank Lupin on his behalf~ (Dracula is seriously so adorable that I just can’t be mad at him ^^;)
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In the afternoon, Cardia went with Saint on a shopping trip just as what was promised earlier on, to get groceries for the feast later on as well as other stuff which the other members had requested. 
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(Saint is such a gentleman to carry all the stuff by himself, other than two apples for Cardia to carry ^^; Somehow this was part of his ego and he would like Cardia to let him have his moment of glory.)
Suddenly, Cardia was shocked by the headline shown on the newspaper - which reported on their attempt to kidnap Finis on the train and stated that the government would be stepping up on their search efforts to capture Fran since the article had portrayed him to be a violent terrorist. Saint was serious as he told Cardia that they should come up with countermeasures. And thus, they decided to head back...
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But Saint started walking in the opposite direction?! Cardia was confused but Saint got close to her and whispered that they’re being followed, and guessed that the people seem to be from Twilight. He decided to let them follow them abit longer and somehow... it seems like this was the time for hands-on training according to Saint ^^;
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(Okay, at least Saint will still protect Cardia if anything would happen wrongly here ^^; How reassuring~)
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(Seriously I’m just randomly choosing whatever that sounds right for me ^^; Cardia’s answer sounds right to me, but...) 
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(Apparently, Twilight had attacked them in the middle of the streets so the answer doesn’t work in such a scenario D: So... did I even choose the correct option? o.O)
The two of them retreated into the alleyway, with Saint teaching Cardia that sensible tactics were no longer effective if the enemy threw their common sense out of the window. They ran until they saw more Twilight soldiers in front of them blocking their way, but Saint wasn’t surprised at all as he had already suspected that they had laid a trap to lure him and Cardia away from the main street. 
Cardia was brave and told Saint to run away while she buys them some time since she still had the smoke bomb that Fran had given her in the pocket. But of course, Saint isn’t someone who would run away and desert a girl by herself. He’s confident of his combat skills anyway XD
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(I thought I was supposed to feel awed by Saint instead at this time, but Cardia impressed me more instead~ She’s so cool~ XD)
However, a new presence appeared and that seems to scare the Twilight soldiers enough that they quickly retreat. And who was to appear at this time other than Sholmes~!
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Cardia was cautious of him since she still remembered that Sholmes was in their way when they were planning to capture Finis. Saint’s words to Sholmes were very sarcastic, accusing him of following them... which was actually correct I’ll say XD
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(Kind of feel bad for Sholmes for a moment here since it seems like Cardia doesn’t appreciate of him rescuing her =w=“)
Actually, Sholmes was very interested in Twilight and wanted to follow them, and also ended up following Cardia and Saint. He had also heard about the treasures that were said to be owned by vampires were stolen, and suspected that they were stolen by Lupin. Cardia tried to cover up for Lupin, but in Sholmes’ eyes, she was such a bad liar. 
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(Sorry Saint, but Cardia is just too honest and upright as a person~ It sounds as if he’s going to teach Cardia to lie XD)
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(Saint showing his gentleman side again +////+ Aww, I just like these small details of gentleman actions~ ^////^)
Seeing how defensive they were against him, Sholmes had to assure them that he doesn’t intend to do anything other than confirm the facts. Even though Sholmes told them that they won’t be enemies for now, Saint caught onto that and asked him whether that would mean that they would become enemies in the future. And turned out... Sholmes told them that they would be enemies starting tomorrow morning D: He had been requested to help the Scotland Yard and the military to capture Fran, and the government was really serious about it, that Fran might even be killed if it was necessary as decided by them. 
Sholmes’s and Lupin’s views on justice were opposites, and Sholmes had seen Lupin's acts as crimes, and even felt that chaos would be created if the mass had followed his ways. Therefore, if Sholmes had decided to seriously come after them, he was confident that he would soon uncover their location and schemes in no time, even suggesting them to leave Britain. 
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(Saint, your “another option” sounds like you’re planning on just killing Sholmes D: That sounds scary ><”)
Though Lupin and Sholmes’ views on justice were different, Cardia felt that they have something in common. Saint shared her views too and felt that both Lupin and Sholmes were very responsible for their actions, and were also very confident in themselves. But... it’s best not to mention this to Lupin since he still seems sore about Sholmes after being toyed by him on the train ^^;
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(From Saint’s words, Lupin’s ego seems to be pretty deflated after the train incident ><”)
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By the time Cardia and Saint made it back to the mansion, it was already sunset. They talked about what that had happened to the others, and Lupin’s expression turned grim when he heard about Sholmes joining the opposition and would be capturing them. 
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(Haha, it’s obvious that Lupin was very bothered and troubled that Sholmes is on the opposite side, but he doesn’t want to admit that he’s bothered by it ^^;)
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(Hoho, is that so, Lupin?~ XD Poor Lupin’s ego must be shaking by now~)
The group then went onto their most important topic - Fran's wanted notice. They realised that their current location could be easily found if both the military and the Yard were actively looking for them, together with Twilight hot on their trails. Impey talked about whether they should escape from London and hide somewhere, but Lupin decided not to since it would interfere with their search for Isaac.
Suddenly, Fran proposed that he had an idea. He knew that the Twilight was specifically looking for Cardia only, and the government is not involved in that portion. Even though the Queen's guards were the ones who kidnapped her in the first place, Fran deduced that it was Finis using them for his own purposes, since after they've failed to capture her, there aren't any more investigations afterwards to look for her. This would mean that the government was only after Fran, to which Saint wondered whether Fran had wanted to turn himself in in order to divert the government's attention away from them.  
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(Of course, Cardia doesn’t want to hand Fran over so easily T////T)
Cardia voiced out on her discomfort on handling Fran over, which Impey agreed with her too. But Fran assured them that he’s not surrendering himself to be captured as there’s “something” he needs to do, and what he was planning was to negotiate with the government to get them to stop chasing after them. Van had thought that the idea sounds ridiculous, but Fran assured him that he knew that they had a good chance to win this negotiation, and that would mean that they would be able to get Victoria, the Queen on their side if they succeed. 
Fran explained that the Queen had wanted certain knowledge that he has, and she feared that this knowledge would be leaked to other countries. (Apparently the knowledge that Fran knew was very important to the point that it could even turn the whole international situation around and place Britain in a difficult situation if it gets leaked out OWO”) Therefore, Fran planned to use this as a bargaining chip, to ask the Queen to guarantee their safety and freedom in exchange for not spreading the secrets to other countries. He also planned to let her know that Twilight was after them as well so that the Queen could help to restrict Finis’s actions later on. 
But, Fran would not reveal what this important knowledge was about, though Van ultimately agreed in the end. Cardia realised that this plan was not something that could be done easily, since if not, Fran would have done it a long time ago, and won’t have to resort to running away from the government instead. Fran gave a weak smile and told Cardia that she’s right, and revealed that if the Queen doesn’t agree and decided to capture Fan instead, he would end up locked up in the research lab forever and ever. Even though Lupin was worried about Fran carrying out this plan since Fran would be in the most dangerous position, but Fran insisted, saying that he didn’t want to cause trouble for them. 
Fran was serious and he cautioned the group that they would be going up against the most powerful people in the country - Queen Victoria and Finis. If they missed the opportunity to negotiate, Fran knew that they would be swallowed up their power, since Twilight, the military and the police would be closing up on them the more time had passed for them, and thus Fran felt that they had to make the first move before they catch them. He would need everyone’s help to make this operation a success and Lupin did not hesitate at all as he agreed to help him. Fran smiled as he thanked everyone for their help, but Cardia noticed that his smile seems forced.
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The next night, Cardia was reviewing the emergency first aid methods and gun construction plan that both Fran and Van had taught her since she felt that she could be of help if she knew this knowledge, as they would help her to make calm decisions.  She looked out of the window and saw that Fran was in the yard, sitting there silently without moving. Cardia decided to join him, as there’s something she wanted to tell him.
When she approached Fran, he was surprised and almost dropped his book when he finally noticed Cardia was close to him. Fran gave a weak smile and said that he was deep in thought and didn’t realise that she was there. 
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(Fran was surprised that Cardia was still studying late in the night, and worried that she would overwork herself. I wish someone would care for me like this too~ ^////^ Though I’m probably playing games late in the night rather than studying ^^;)
Suddenly, Cardia thanked Fran for thinking about everyone, since if his suggestion really worked out, it would guarantee safety for everyone, and then they would be able to continue on their search for Cardia’s father. But Fran showed a sad expression and said that he’s only doing this for his own safety actually. He doesn’t want to be thanked as he thought that he’s a terrible person. (Aww~ TWT)
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Cardia doesn’t understand why he’s saying that and assured Fran that she had thought of him as a very respectable person since she really wants to make him smile seeing how sad he was. (I really like how these two seems to be supporting each other emotionally somehow~ ^/////^)
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She started to give Fran lots of praises, saying that he’s very kind, considerate, smart and courageous. That finally made Fran showed a gentle smile as he had never heard anyone said that about him before. 
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(It’s a beautiful expression, but it seems so sad at this moment as well T/////T)
In the end, Fran decided to call it a night, but he still stayed there, explaining that he still wants to sit here and think for a little longer. Cardia was still worried about him, but she knew that she should not step in any further to ask about the reason why he seems so sad, or what was he thinking... Thus she decided to stay with Fran and sit with him, even if she could not give any reason. 
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(The last few moments of this scene is so cute seriously~)
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After a period of time, Lupin announced that he had gotten the information he could gather for the plan. First, they would need to find a way to meet Queen Victoria if they want to negotiate with her. Cardia suggested on sending her a letter, but since the guys aren’t sure whether the letter would really get delivered to her (it might be intercepted by the messenger), they decide on another way to make themselves look strong., especially since what they would ultimately be doing was to blackmail her.
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(Poor Lupin had been working overtime TWT)
So Lupin’s plan was to raid the palace and confront the Queen in person! That came as a shock to Impey as he remarked that Lupin was crazy to suggest that. However, Lupin was serious and even showed the blueprint of the palace for the rest of the group. He continued on talking about the plan and pointed out that they would be able to see her when she makes a public appearance during a knighting ceremony. There would be a large amount of the security at the event, and alot of the public would turn up to watch this ceremony. (It was also noted that Van was given the “Most Excellent Order” title at this event~)
Therefore, Lupin planned for the group to burst into the ceremony, and make the Queen promised in front of everyone that the government would not lay a finger on Fran and them anymore. Lupin was pleased with his plan and remarked that he wanted to make it a grand entrance to make everyone believe that Fran had a powerful back up +W+ He also planned to use the civilians attending the event as hostages, but Fran immediately rebutted that idea, telling him that they would become actual terrorists if they do that D: (Please don’t end up being actual criminals guys OWO”) Lupin grinned and assured Fran that he’s only doing it just to trick the Queen and “persuade” her to make their desired decision.
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(Cardia is starting to doubt Lupin’s terms of “gentleman” ^^;)
The group planned to start this operation five days later, and thus started to prepare for the operation. First, they use an automobile to carry the Ornithopter into an alley near a hotel in the city for them to be used later in the plan. The Ornithopter would be used to help them land in front of Queen Victoria at the beginning of the ceremony. 
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When the group began to depart for the hotel some distance from the palace, which they would stay on standby before the plan starts, Dracula was shocked that he was the only one requested to stay behind and asked to house-sit ^^; But reluctantly, he agreed to stay, since there’s no other place he could go either, and would take care of Sisi instead. Even though Cardia had the option to stay as well, she decided to go with the others since they had felt that her skills would be of good use during the plan and that she was also glad to be of help to the others. 
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(Bye Bye Dora-chan, please be a good child at home~)
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On the day of the plan, Cardia could hear fireworks going off while noticing Fran who was looking out of the window anxiously. It seems like the ceremony was about to start, and Fran was sure that he had to make this plan work, for everyone’s sake. Impey tried to make Fran more relaxed, and even Van voiced out that he would be coming along with Fran to help him. Cardia’s role was to stay here at the hotel and wait with Impey, as well as helping with the escape on the Ornithopter if anything happens. 
However, Lupin started to feel that something was weird since it had gotten really quiet at the hotel. There aren’t any footsteps above or below them, and it seems that they were the only ones alone in the hotel right now. 
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(I’m the same as Impey, how could they even know all this just by noticing whether or not there are footsteps OWO”)
Suddenly, they heard a high-pitched mechanical squeal from outside, and soon Leonhardt’s voice rang through the hotel. He demanded the group to surrender and alarmed them to the fact that they were currently surrounded by two hundred soldiers. Saint guessed that the government must have known of their plan, which Lupin was surprised that he’s being traced since he was always so careful to cover up the traces. Van did not doubt Leonhardt’s words at all and felt that it would be trouble for them if they were really surrounded by two hundred soldiers. 
Fran announced that they would have to change their plans. He volunteered to draw the soldiers’ attention while the group get out of the hotel. If he gets caught by the army, Fran planned to tell them that he was the one who threatened the group to shelter him and act with him, so that they won’t be blamed and convicted of their actions. 
Even though Fran assured that he would be fine and he would negotiate after he had been captured...
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(I just can’t let Fran sacrifice himself TWT)
When Cardia refused to let Fran sacrifice himself, Fran was shocked and remarked that this was the first time he had heard her raising her voice. The rest agreed with her too, with Van telling him that Twilight might come and snatched Fran away from the army too, and landing in Twilight’s hands would be bad news as they could hide Fran from the government and also torture him to extract information on Cardia’s whereabouts, so that might end up being bad news for the others instead.
Suddenly, Leonhardt’s voice rang once again, this time boasting that he’s going to revenge Lupin on what he had did last time. (It seems that Leonhardt was more upset about Lupin instead ^^;) Saint concluded that what they should do now was to make sure that none of them gets captured since if that happens, all of us will be placed at a risk as a consequence.
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(Impey’s joke doesn’t go so well with Cardia ^^;)
Fran thanked everyone and decided that they shall just have to force their plan forward at this stage. They would split themselves into two teams - diversion team and negotiation team. The diversion team would aid to divert the enemy’s attention, while the negotiation team would take this chance to get through the guards towards the Ornithopter, which they would go straight towards the ceremony and barge in from the sky to speak with Victoria and start with the negotiation for their safety. He assured that he would help to get the diversion team out if they get caught. Even though this still sounds like a crazy plan to Impey, it’s the only choice they have right now. 
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(Saint sounds overly positive about this situation ^^;)
Leonhardt got impatient since there had not been any movements from them and demanded once again for them to surrender. He obviously was pinpointing towards Lupin this time, that Lupin could sigh and wonder when did Leonhardt’s priority changes to capturing him instead ^^; 
As Van loaded his shotgun and was reaching to open the window, something flies into the room suddenly and broke the window. Cardia realised that tear gas started flowing through the entire room and the group quickly escaped from the room, but what waited for them outside the room were...
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Lots and lots of soldiers! D: Lupin didn’t think that Leonhardt would be this efficient and turned out that he was right, the person who had planned for this was none other than Sholmes, who showed himself and thanked them for falling into his trap. Sholmes explained that he was hired by the government to assist them in the investigations, so that would mean that they were enemies now since Leonhardt had requested him to arrest both Fran and Lupin. Sholmes even helpfully explained how he had managed to predict Lupin’s moves based on his previous crimes, thanks to the large number of criminological statistics he had remembered in his brain. He dissed Lupin’s plan was lacking in originally as ultimately he viewed the “greatest thief of the century” as a criminal simply.
Van was about to shoot at Sholmes, but Fran grabbed the barrel and lowered it. Fran then stood forward and talked to Sholmes, telling him that he just can’t be caught at this moment. Sholmes told them that they won’t be able to escape, since all of the exits had been blocked, including the hallway, the hotel lobby and even the streets as well. Fran was not scared at all as he simply threw a test tube from his pocket at his own feet. That causes an explosion and opened up a hole in the floor as the group fell to a storey below them.
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(Hehe, weirdly I’m enjoying this moment XD)
As the group ran towards the hotel’s exit, Lupin asked Fran whether what he had used just now was a bomb that explodes in direction of its impact and remarked that it would be a pretty handy gadget for him. 
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(Saint looks like he’s enjoying this way too much, how can he remain so calm at this time? ^^;)
Lupin suggested that the group to continue with Fran’s plan, with him, Van and Saint being the diversion team and would handle the enemies around the hotel. (Van is suddenly not threatened by two hundred soldiers anymore OWO”) Cardia would be going with Fran, which Saint remarked that he was surprised that she agreed since he had expected that she would stay behind. 
However, their conversation was stopped suddenly due to the appearance of Twilight, who started to attack them. Van quickly defended and guessed that Twilight would have easily found out where they were by tracing the police and military. As Van was about to attack Twilight, Saint stepped forward and stopped him, saying calmly that he would take over instead. He told the others to go ahead since Van would be required to stop the army’s soldiers instead. Even though Cardia was worried about Saint, Van assured her that he would be alright since he could tell that Saint was actually highly skilled OWO” (When can we actually see Saint in actual combat though?)
The group finally reached where they had concealed the Ornithopter, and...
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Met up with tons of soldiers again. (Seems like Sholmes had seen through this part of their plans yet again D:) Leonhardt finally showed himself and told Lupin to surrender. He didn’t even mention about Fran though... ^^;
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(Lupin dissed exactly what I had in mind at this moment XD)
Impey was anxious and wondered what they should do, but Van was calmed as he told them that they could only do one thing since the enemies had already seen through their plans, and that would be to... defeat them by force!
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(Yes, even though Van was considered a hero, he seems just like a bad guy here, which is soooo cool~! +W+)
Van shot at the army and managed to clear a path, urging the remaining of the group to run for the Ornithopter. Fran took Cardia’s hand (>////<) and together with Impey, three of them managed to get onto the Ornithopter in the end. Leonhardt did not want them to get away though and grabbed onto the side of the Ornithopter as it lifted off. The Ornithopter started to lose balance, and thus Fran had to put Leonhardt to sleep to get him off the Ornithopter, by hitting his face with a test tube ^^; Poor Leonhardt fell to sleep and fall off from the Ornithopter onto the ground (Hope he didn’t injure himself while doing that, yikes D:)
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(Yeah~! Finally, they managed to head off in the end~! ^^)
As he drove the Ornithopter, Impey proudly declared that he had upgraded it to have the horsepower to carry three people compared to before. However, a military airship showed up before them in the sky and started to shoot at them. Fran was sure that the ship was Twilight’s work to prevent them from meeting the Queen, and it was without the government’s direction since they would definitely find it too dangerous to shoot at them in London where there are lots of normal civilians on the ground below. This was the time for Impey to get it together and get them through the attacks and to the Knighting Ceremony.
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(Even though Fran’s pleading doesn’t work, Cardia’s works magic +W+)
Impey managed to get the group over the palace and down they crashed into the middle of the knighting ceremony.
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The civilians attending the Knighting ceremony quickly noticed that Fran was there. Cardia noticed that there’s a woman standing on a stage in front them, and she was surrounded by soldiers. The woman smiled, but at the same time, she radiated so much power that Cardia could even feel that tension in the air was almost palpable. 
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(Impey was pretty much sick of them facing large troops of soldiers yet again by now =w=“)
Fran wasn’t scared though and took a step towards the Queen with a determined look. He bellowed at the soldiers, warning them that it would not be wise to shoot him. Cardia noticed that he was very serious, and even his gaze was coldhearted, which was definitely not like his usual self. If Cardia had not known about Fran was like usually, she would even believe that he is an actual terrorist right now D:
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Fran announced that he had planted bombs all around the ceremonial grounds, and in his hand was a radio switch that controlled their detonation. Impey noticed that the switch was a toy that Fran had requested him to make for him earlier on, and knew that the switch actually doesn’t do anything. Cardia listened to Impey’s whispers and began to worry, since if the lie was seen through, she was sure that they would end up being executed. He requested to have a word with the Queen alone, wanting the guards to stand at a distance away from them instead. 
The Queen agreed, saying that she doesn’t want to land her citizens in danger, and thus the guards retreated to a distance away, leaving just Cardia and Impey being the only ones near enough to overhear their conversation.
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Queen Victoria seems really relaxed as she asked Fran when had she last met him, and that was two years ago. She smiled and remarked that she was delighted to see Fran trying so hard, and talked about how he had respected her alot two years ago, and the current him was just a spoiled puppy that won’t do what was being told. Fran was pissed and asked her how could she say that so casually after doing what she had done in the past.
Moving on, Fran told the Queen that he’s here to negotiate with her. He wanted the Queen to retracted his wanted status, guarantee his safety from now on, and also to grant him pardon for what he was doing now as well. However, the Queen was not threatened at all and told Fran that she would forgive him if he agreed to work for Britain again. But Fran was stern as he vowed to never assist the Queen again in her ambitions and thus the Queen calmly told him that the negotiation was off and he would have to die with his companions. 
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Fran started to bellow at the Queen that she doesn’t have power in this situation and it was him instead. He told her that he’s prepared to release the secrets that she desired to other countries, revealing that he had given copies of this information to a number of compatriots who would release them if anything were to happen to him. Victoria started to get more interested and wondered whether it was due to the influences of his friend that changed him. 
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(Taking this chance to show the Queen’s portrait in different poses~)
The Queen looked over at Cardia and asked Fran whether she was his friend too, remarking that she found Cardia had a very similar feel to Finis. That caused a reaction from Fran, which was caught by the Queen as she expressed a strong interest in Cardia instead. She told Cardia that she would want to keep her if she’s related Finis’s secret, and Impey immediately stood in front of Cardia protectively. (I think this is the only moment up to now that I actually felt Impey can be kind of manly XD)
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Fran spoke to the Queen once again, warning her that he could easily burn up this entire place, but the Queen was stern and told Fran that she knew that this was a lie, saying that he can’t trick her with just a toy like that. Fran showed a surprise face, which the Queen observed and knew that she was right. That made the situation really bad for Cardia’s side D:
The Queen dissed that Fran was no good when it comes to negotiation since she’s good at it is in the politics, telling him to focus on doing research instead as a scientist. However, Fran doesn’t back down and showed a serious look instead, while Impey stepped back with Cardia.
Fran silently took out a single test tube and threatened the Queen that if he dropped this liquid explosive onto the ground, it would cause an impact that both the Queen and him would both die. 
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(Cardia could see that Fran was serious about this... Oh no D:)
Worrying about Fran, Cardia broke free of Impey’s grasp and ran towards him, which gave Fran a shock as he told Cardia to get away from him. But Cardia was stern and told Fran that this isn’t the right thing to do since no one would want him to sacrifice himself. Even though Cardia was still worried about Fran’s feelings, she felt that part of her mind was calm and could understand about the current situation. What they could have now as the last bargaining chip was Fran’s information, which Fran had threatened that he would release it to other countries, but it was a lie which Cardia was worried whether the Queen would look through that as well...
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But, suddenly, the Queen sighed and told Fran that she’s satisfied when she knew that Fran would definitely not become an enemy of the state. She doesn’t know whether Fran was lying about whether he would release the confidential information, but she knew that if that really happens, Britain would be over. She decided to let him off, wondering why had he decided to stay in London since he could have easily fled the country long ago, and knew that staying behind to help his comrades isn’t his only reason in doing this. Fran remained silent and stared at the Queen instead, and thus the Queen left leaving a warning to him, telling him that she would be keeping an eye on him, and he better not cross her ever again. 
The Queen announced to the public that the charges placed against Fran were all false accusations, and thus she shall proclaim his innocence and guarantee his safety. She was stern as she claimed that anyone who dared to harm him or his companions without her consent would be considered an enemy of the country. 
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With that, the incident finally came to a close and the group gathered once again back at the mansion, even holding the party that had been put on hold ^^ Saint thought back to how they had gone through with such a reckless plan even though he knew that they had no choice at that time. 
Saint remarked that the members of Twilight were really going for the kill when they attacked him, while Van wasn’t pleased that Lupin had come to help him, saying that he could continue to fight them (but Lupin knew that Van was running out of ammo at that time XD). Cardia told the others that Fran was really courageous and was amazing at that time, while Fran gave a weak smile and revealed that he was actually so nervous to the point that he can’t even remember what had really happened at that time. Cardia remembered that Fran was different when he came face-to-face with the Queen and wasn’t like the usual kind Fran she had known. She went quiet as she remembered how angry and sad Fran seems to be at that time, which Fran noticed and asked her why she had suddenly become silent. 
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(Seeing Fran’s worried expression is bad for my heart TWT)
Impey decided to bring up the mood again and announced that Dracula had come to join them at the party, which was really rare. Dracula blushed and said that he’s only here as it was his responsibility to care for Sisi and to ensure that he has food. 
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(Yeah~ I get to see Dora-chan’s cute blushing face again~ ^^)
Cardia laughed as she noticed how similar Sisi and Dracula were when they eat and looked over at Fran. She asked him whether they could relax a little since they’re now officially protected by the order of the government, but Fran said that they still have to remain defensive since he doesn’t know when the government might turn their backs on them again. Also, Fran highly doubted that Twilight would give up on capturing Cardia, but Lupin assured him that Twilight doesn’t know where the mansion is so they won’t be able to trace them here. 
Therefore, the group finally get to focus their search for Isaac (Cardia’s father if anyone had forgotten ^^;), to which Fran told them that he actually has a promising lead. 
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(Haha, when are we going to ever find Isaac? XD)
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(Saint sounds like he could live for very long OWO”)
Suddenly, the group stopped talking as they were shocked to hear the doll bell rang. Fran was sure that this visitor was definitely some sort of uninvited guest, and that guest was none other than...
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Sholmes~! (It’s kind of expected for him since he could easily trace them down... ^^;) He saw that the group was in the midst of a celebration and felt that he had appeared at the right time, while Lupin was shocked to see his appearance and wondered whether Sholmes had come to capture them. Sholmes assured them that he would not do that as he prefers to keep his work and private life separated, saying that since they were no longer criminals, he won’t have to arrest them anymore. 
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(Weird that Sholmes came all this way just to say this... o.O)
Sholmes revealed that the Queen was openly chastising Twilight, even though this won’t be publicized, since Twilight had caused damage to London when trying to shoot Cardia and the others down, and that had angered the Queen enough to restrict Twilight’s activities for quite some time. However, Sholmes was certain that Twilight would still continue with their activities, just that they would be more subtle about it so as to avoid being tracked down by the government. 
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(Van, you don’t sound embarrassed when you heard about this news XD) 
Lupin demanded to know how Sholmes had managed to find this mansion as he was very sure that he covered up his tracks. But Sholmes coolly answered that Lupin had actually left traces everywhere for him to trace XD Saint decided to invite Sholmes to the party instead, though in exchange he had to keep the location of the mansion a secret, which sounds like a bribe, Sholmes took it anyway XD
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(It was all too easy that Lupin just had to diss XD)
Seeing at how Fran was laughing and no longer has the frightening seriousness or dangerous aura like how he had confronted the Queen, Cardia decided to relax and enjoy this very moment at the party with everyone else.
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(Saint was very interested and wanted to visit them again, but Lupin shooed him off instead ^^; Poor Sholmes was very unwelcome here I guess ^^;) 
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hi!! summer i love all of your works and i think you're a wonderful and sweet human bean!! and, uh, on twt that you were accepting small prompts so i was wondering /twiddles fingers/ if you could do a roy/riza au;; bc that show is taking over my life and SomeOnE decided to link it into yoonkook //bblows a kiss thank you so much
a!! human!! bean!!! 
; u ; that show has took over my life a long time ago happy 2 provide!! everything links back to yoonkook lbr
in the line of dutysugakookie; fullmetal alchemist au; roy!yoongi, riza!jungkook
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sometimes yoongi dreams about it. 
jungkook tugging on the edge of his sleeve, asking him to follow. looking down at the shallow grave where his now dead father lies, blinking unseeingly at the words that are carved into the granite. limestone, he remembers, withers; turns soft, stone that is not strong enough to grow into trees, not strong enough to withstand the earth. jungkook, blinking back dry eyes, yoongi stupidly entranced by the purse of his mouth, hating himself with each elongated second. 
in his dreams, jungkook tells him to leave. jungkook tells him to disappear, tells him to forget about him and forget about alchemy and forget, just forget, take out all the memories in yoongi’s mind about the past few years and simply vanish. jungkook, in reality, did this: 
“will you go?” asked, simply, without a trace of judgement in his voice. “do you know what it means?”
and yoongi - yoongi didn’t know it at the time, how much he would come to regret the things that would pass. instead, he said, “i’m going. i want to protect people.” what he didn’t say: how can i protect you? 
the jungkook in his dreams always cried, tears running down his face, holding himself away from yoongi. in the jungkook in his dreams blamed; told yoongi it was his fault; yelled about his father’s last days in madness over a science than loving his own child; blamed yoongi for continuing on the knowledge, for continuing on the madness, for believing in the volatile. 
jungkook, in reality: simply smiled. looked away, didn’t cry. he gave yoongi the smallest, softest goodbye, and waited there at the foot of his father’s grave for hours, tracing the alchemical circle on his gravestone with dull eyes. it was not perfect; it would not make any transmutation; and yoongi left at sunset, something lodged in his throat. 
the next time yoongi saw jungkook, he was coated in blue and his hands were red. fire burned blood like it vaporized water, if it got too hot enough. he had turned around to see someone - dark skin - with a knife aimed at his head before - the sound of a shot, the sound of a breath escaping a body, so much like the oxygen that’s needed to let something burn - and his assailant fell to the ground, one single spot at the side of his temple bleeding. 
it was only later did he learn that it was jungkook’s doing; huddled in his afghan and his too-long bangs, his full cheeks, holding a sniper’s rifle and looking at every man woman child body as a target, yoongi thought desperately, desperately - how can i protect you - 
for a moment in the in-between, there was silence. the sound of the battlefield. the staunch scent of blood and rotting meat, bodies, on the floor - yoongi knew what the smell of it was, had it buried into his nostrils, could not sleep at night only to be plagued by dreams of fire and lightning and burning - dreams of how his own personal hell was created by him, enforced by him, by simply snaps of the finger, by an inability to be nothing more than a human puppet pulled at by higher strings - 
and then jungkook pulled down the hood of his afghan, and yoongi remembered how jungkook used to give him a bowl of stew during late nights of studying for whatever inane subject his master sent him, and suddenly yoongi didn’t know how to breathe and felt relief at the same time. 
“lieutenant colonel,” jungkook had greeted him, in that desert with his brown eyes shadowed by black circles, his hands steady, a smudge of dirt next to the mole on his cheek. 
“jungkook,” yoongi had replied, and felt his lungs expand. 
the first friend he made - hoseok - someone who was just honestly another soldier in arms until he pushed yoongi out of the way of a shot - puts a hand on his shoulder and introduces him to the best sniper on their team. yoongi looks at jungkook and thinks about rosy-tinted days and experimenting with candle wicks. thinking that this power will be too hard to harness, too hard to protect, fire is volatile and wild and - 
beautiful, yoongi used to think, warmed by the bonfire, sleeping next to an oil lamp - 
destructive, he thinks now, looking at the open fields where everything has been razed to the ground. 
sometimes he dreams about jungkook on the battlefield. dreams about accidentally burning him alive with all the innocent lives that yell at him to stop. watching jungkook’s wide eyes as he stares at yoongi past the graves, past the books, past the failed tries to spark. reaching out; in his dreams, jungkook goes, “please save me - “ and when yoongi reaches out a hand, jungkook slips right through his fingers. 
in reality: jungkook has never asked for his help. 
yoongi thinks that his dreams are what he wants jungkook to do. be angry at him. hate him. throw him away. 
jungkook does none of these things. instead, he comes up to yoongi when the dust is still settling and tugs on the cuff of his sleeve. the skin of his wrist is covered by gloves and thick cloth but yoongi feels jungkook’s warm fingers anyway. 
“you joined the military,” yoongi says, the first thing he says to jungkook in those absent years. 
“i did,” jungkook pauses, “sir.” 
“don’t.” 
jungkook’s mouth purses. it’s not the same. yoongi thinks desperately: how can i protect you - 
“i was wondering, sir. if you would do me a favor.” 
yoongi swallows. his ghosts come up to haunt him at numerous times. sometimes he dreams about his master, jungkook’s father, half crazed and half genius, laughing over his notes, hiding them like they’re the most precious thing in the world. jungkook watching from beyond the doorway, reminding yoongi quietly that dinner is ready. “what favor?” 
jungkook exhales, and it’s shaky. “burn me.” 
the lines printed onto his back are intricate. they swirl and crisscross in a vivid diagram of red and black, arrows and lines, arrays and symbols. one of the most complex and carefully curved circles out there - one of the most - one of - yoongi thinks he’s going to be sick. 
jungkook crosses his arms across his chest and hunches forward, naked, and yoongi stares at the nape of his neck. his hands are frozen. 
he didn’t think - he didn’t know. he didn’t think a father could do that to a son. didn’t think it was possible to press these lines into someone’s body, someone’s skin, without it hurting. 
yoongi thinks about rosy days and jungkook laughing and reading by the candlelight. they have passed. gone up in smoke. 
“please,” jungkook says, and his voice cracks, and he’s not looking at yoongi. he’s staring at the floor. “burn it off.” 
yoongi - the exalted and slowly rising hero of the war, flame alchemist, looks at jungkook’s back and feels his resolve crumble. feels his mouth dry. thinks about: jungkook sniping from the sidelines, covered by sand and hot air, thinks about hearing screaming - 
“i’m sorry,” he says, and jungkook - smiles. sadly, just like he did that day. yoongi sees a glimpse of it just before he snaps.
sometimes yoongi dreams. 
he dreams about golden days and the hot feeling of love, the redness of cheeks. he dreams about jungkook and his smile, how he used to look after both the fire alchemists in his house without complaint, how he used to play darts in his free time and never missed. he dreams about sneaking out with jungkook to buy shakes from the nearest diner and giving up on his reading only to find a glass of milk and honey next to him when he comes to. dreams about jungkook and yoongi in that tiny house in a far off village where the books piled high with information - knowledge - and he dreams about promises, especially the ones he made to himself, dreams about how can i protect you? 
how do i protect you from me? 
jungkook had always smiled. jungkook never asked yoongi to save him. yoongi fell and fell and fell and jungkook didn’t try to save both of them - didn’t try to stop yoongi from joining the military, from having his dreams of being someone who helped the world crushed as he was forced into being a human weapon - no, he followed. yoongi burned people alive with his hand chained and jungkook took up arms and followed right behind without a second glance. yoongi found himself burning in his own self loathing and jungkook asked him to burn his back to turn any evidence of what his father did into ashes. no more. no more. 
and when jungkook is on the medical bed located in a tent in the middle of their makeshift camp - yoongi hears gunfire and grenades outside. the sound of men yelling, moving, dying. blood seeps the ground. even in here, there is a strange tinge of red. jungkook is unconscious and pale, but his breathing is even, and yoongi rests his head in his hands. 
“please,” he rasps, “i can’t lose you.” 
and jungkook - his eyes cracking open a little, looks over at yoongi and coughs. “thank you, sir,” like yoongi has done him a service. like yoongi is all that matters. 
and yoongi - yoongi knows that if he’s making hell, at least jungkook is here to stop him from burning completely. 
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