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#sorry for all the misspellnigs too i dont really have the energy to fix them tbh
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i amb. Dissociating
#low health
#<- this tag for mental health too ig
#ask to tag
#i dont know why i am brain not working
#literally do not know what is causing this
#havent been able to focus at all yesterday or today
#probably longer than that idk
#id ont know who i am or whos nearby front
#i dont think our brain wants echo anumore but we dont have a replacement what do we do
#we almost got two relplacement but they werent fit for being host for various reaosns
#i keep just. like. going blank for so amny minutes at a time
#jsut staring at nothing midsentenece and never finishing the thoght
#sorry for all the misspellnigs too i dont really have the energy to fix them tbh
#brain is being not ok but i dont know why its happening or what can fix it
#maybe its hust fall idk
#fall always fills me with dread for like. many reasons
#like soon im not gonna be able to walk as much and im almost never gonna be able to leave the house once winter hits
#plus fall seems to be exactly when bad things alwys happen to me so
#thank u august 2020 for that oen
#but its not even august anymore youd think if it were connected to the august incident itd fuck me up during august
#i dont know. i dont know whats wrong or why my brain is upse t
#and i dont know how to fix it
#i keep thinking 'talking to friend will help' and maybe it is i dont know i cant tell
#but im too fucking dumb and anxious to do that half the fucking time anyways
#... i think i have trust issues
#not in the sense of 'i think everyone around me is hiding something' or shit like that
#btu more in the sense of 'i am so scared at every second that i am going to fuck this up'
#so i never even try bc it's the only 100% guaranteed way to not fuck up right????
#wrong then i lose all my friends bc i dont talk to anyone ever
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