#sorry ive not been using this blog

[plulp]

IM NOT A DOCTOR BUT I THINK I MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP

[heartorbit]

a mob of emus for an artstyle game on twt! ^_^

[dailyloopdeloop]

DAY 105(128): mspaint again tonite queen? 👀

[around-your-throat]

my ass is not getting into heaven with these pink haired pete wentz pictures on my computer dawg 🤣

[aroanthy]

i have a regular amount of emotions about them

[ID: an edited version of the ‘can’t stand her fake ass’ meme, featuring nanami and saionji from ‘revolutionary girl utena’. it is comprised of two panels.

in the first panel, nanami is repeatedly punching saionji in the chest, whilst he cringes away from her. impact text reads in all caps: ‘bitches be like / cant stand her fake ass!’

in the second panel, nanami beams at saionji with tears in her eyes, exclaiming: ‘oh…! thank goodness!’. impact text reads in all caps: ‘20 seconds later / me and kyoichi!’. ‘20 seconds later’ has clearly been edited over the original text, and ‘kyoichi’ is a screenshot of a subtitle nanami says in ‘utena’. /end ID]

[avephelis]

announcement team i will be taking my regular "week off of social media" break again i need a detox. keep it freaky in my absence.

[plushie-rater]

Can we send requests of our own plushies for you to rate? :)

Thanks so much for asking first of all. I’ve been thinking about this a whole lot (even before I drew the first plushie here) and I think I’ve finally decided that at least for now, I won’t be taking submissions for plushie ratings. Without getting too serious, the main reason is that I’m afraid that it will stop feeling as fun as it does now. I also really enjoy how happy people seem to be when they see a surprise rating that they weren’t expecting, which would happen much less often if I was spending time drawing submissions, too. I really hope that everyone understands

[lollytea]

nothing brings me more joy than Hunter dressing like a cute dork. the button ups and shorts and CROCS for the summer. the fact he has jeans with patches on the knees he sewed on himself. his comfy cozy yellow sweater. and i like his new haircut i don't care what anyone says, Willow did good. he's never looked more SIXTEEN than he does now and i adore it wholeheartedly. that's a BoyTM, your honour!!

It's so sweet that this a kid who knows absolutely nothing about human fashion so he had no reference over what he Should be wearing. So everything he wears is probably something he saw and was like "That's nice. I like that :)" Which includes these breezy button down shirts with snazzy little triangles. I've noticed that Hunter has two triangle patterned shirts. Man just went fucking nuts over shapes. The shorts too. And the crocs. Idek if Hunter ever even wore appropriate clothing for warm weather before. So he's probably amazed like "these clothes are so BREATHABLE! Holy fuck the sun isn't half as awful as I always thought it was. If you're not overheating it's actually really nice." And he really likes the crocs for how comfortable they are. He's spent the last few years wearing nothing but high heeled boots. The crocs feel NICE on his feet okay. Idk it's nice thinking about how all of Hunter's clothes are stuff he picked out himself because he decided that he liked them.

The yellow sweater too. He likes it. It's warm and it's soft. Never worn something so warm and soft before. Oh and it has a pocket!! Which really seals the deal for Hunter. Flapjack's gotta go somewhere. It's cute that he likes it so much that he seems to wear it as pajamas too. He's attached to this garment in particular.

Love the haircut. Love how he still retains that asymmetry. It's all sticky-up cowlicks at one side like he just rolled out of bed and forgot to brush it. And tbh that is probably what happens every morning anyway.

In conclusion he looks like such a dorky kid. I love him.

[nightiingaled]

made it home from the hospital - MRI was clean so now i just gotta wait for the uh....EMg i gotta schedule from my primary. to see if they can check my nerves or whatever. But as of right now I can't use like....part of my left hand. WHich is my dominant hand. EUghhh

[motherforthefamicom]

redownloaded an old art program

[waterfallofspace]

A Word-Filled Update

that no one's asking forrrr~

Sooooo, hiya~ ^^

Realized I kinda dropped out without much word, and wanted to give a lil update to anyone who may care, (and specifically to all the unfilled requests that have been sat in my inbox for months now T~T)

Dropping it under a cut because it gets quite long~ but I'll also TL;DR it with: been a bit burnt out, trying to get back into this, I apologize for all the unanswered asks, and I will be trying to get to the ones I can, but I'll be focusing more on trying to enjoy the process of making content~ Thank you to anyone who's stuck around <3

(Tw for brief mention of mental health/neurodivergencies~ nothing in depth or dark, but just incase anyone wants to avoid that <3)

Nothing serious has been going on, mostly just burn out and a bit of drama in main friend group, combined with free time just being a lot more limited recently~ (not a bad thing, most of it is because I'm getting to talk more with friends I've gotten closer to this past year~)

That said, I've been trying to get back into content, making it, reblogging it, etc, without letting it become all-consuming. I find, with the way my brain works, mostly to do to some wonderful neurodivergent tendencies, I tend to fall heavily into 'all of nothing' mentality.

This shows up in my day to day life, (ie: can't wash the dishes for weeks until I suddenly do them all in one day) and I've definitely noticed it with content creation. Need to write and finish a story in one go, record a wav as fast as possible, always afraid I'll lose that motivation.

But honestly? I love making content on here! And I'm not a huge blog, nor do I care if I am (at least trying not to, if I'm being painfully honest~) but I genuinely love making content. Whether it's just for me, a request that I am hoping one specific person will enjoy, or a story I write with a community in mind, I just love creating~

So, I'm trying to ease my way back into this! Bit by bit, let it be fun, and enjoyable, with less internal pressure to produce as much as I can, as fast as I can, and make it be perfect.

I won't lie and say 'numbers don't matter to me', if I'm honest, they do. But I'm learning more and more how to let it be about the content, and to just enjoy the process~ (and if people like it, that'll be a wonderful bonus!~)

Wooo this is getting so long, I apologize sincerely! Last thing, something I've mentioned a few times previously but never really let myself get into... requests~

I'm so honoured that people care about my content enough to have asked for things, and getting any ask, request, praise, ask lists, heck even just a 'hi!' is honestly the best part of this blog for me!

Buuuut, I definitely worked myself into burn-out before with a "every request needs to be filled and fast" mentality, that led to just... not filling any.

So! I'm going back through my inbox, and deleting some older ones that I don't have a clear vision/motivation for. I apologize to anyone who requested them, though by now it's possible they're long gone~ But I think this will help me not only start enjoying the creation process without feeling so overwhelmed, but also start actually getting more content made~

There are definitely a bunch that I still adore, and am thrilled to get to test out, but if there's one you remember sending, and you really want to see it completed, please feel free to send another ask saying what it is you want done, and I'll see if I can get that going <3

And if you've stuck it out to the end here- uh hi! ^^ I'm sorry this is so long, I'm such a words person, but I appreciate you so much, not just for any support you've offered, but just bothering to read this <3 I genuinely didn't expect most to make it this far, so thank you so deeply <3 and I hope to see you guys around as I start reblogging stuff more!~

[kickedin17]

Girl (Tyler Robert Joseph) if I don't get this job this week AND the Paladin MV still isn't out, I'm gonna **** **** * ******* ****** *** * **** ***** ****** ****

[daily-lightbulbii]

(//i don't normally do text but cw in the tags erm. i went a little off track)

[glitterghost]

I'm sorry, but I'm a firm believer in not putting negative posts about a topic in the actual tag of said topic. Why would you do that? So the post pops up and is forced on my (or anothers) dash? Get that negativity out of here. We don't need that in this house (tumblr). And definitely not in my room (blog)!

[thetisming]

im actually really worried that im not that interested in &j anymore like ivd been having a hard time writing about it and talking about it online and i mean i talk about it a lot irl but idk like people have been knowing more than me and im starting to feel so incredibly inferior that it's hard for me to enjoy it

[pokeology]

I’m terribly sorry but you can not seriously think that Magcargo is hotter than the sun

I really should just burn my degree now that everyone is an expert all of the sudden.