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ditch-lily · 1 year

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just a little sad noises post which may get deleted but

i'm in wanting to trying to but can't really write moment. and it ssucks cause I wanna! but also im just soooo tired. work is a lot (more markets, more creative deadlines) so having a weekend where i can do nothing and not create is so valuable yet here i am beating myself up about it lol. anyway idk why i feel so upset and guilty abt this? but welp . im just really exhausted and near tears over it

#tomorrow i slide into a 7 day work week #ending in a 2 day convention #then i get like one (1) day off before i have to hit the decks runnning again and its all oh i make my own schedule i can take breaks??#but if the work doesn't get done #if the art/product isn't done by the deadlines i don't have that art/product later down the line and i don't get paid #so yeah today i have beaten myself up about not writing a bunch of times but lol i need to be kinder #so instead i made this post and writing it out im like yes actually #its fine if you wanna girl lay down and read fic all day #so thats what im gonna do #sorry this is a mini emotional moment TM i will probably delete #just needed to get out the stress

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