#springpurge

[crzyfckn-gemini]

Today i took part in something ive been told is a #springpurge honestly I didnt know how it would affect me, but I decided it was time to remove myself from things that were no longer helping with moving forward as a person. This included my deleting twitter, grider, scruff. I went through my snapchat purging people I had no idea existed. The sad reality of doing this was the number of people I know ive met yet never talk to. The number of people ive slept with and cant remember the names of. As a 21 y/o now, i feel like I should have a better grasp on who I should socially allow myself to associate with and the actions I allow myself to be apart of. I want to start growing up and part of that includes letting go of things i believe are kinky or taboo. In my personal circumstance, these behaviors lead to bad consequences that I dont think are beneficial moving forward. Sadly, I have Avery addictive personality and some of these things will perpetuate in other aspects of my life. I guess the best i can do is try my best to avoid them because i believe going without them will make me a more focused and deliberate version of myself. I’m posting this here because its the only place I can save my anonymity and not be limited by a word count. I know its a relatively long post, so if you read this far... thanks.