#stalinwasworsethanhitler

[gloriamoncada]

#happymemorialday missing these two today…my dad never served in the military though he wanted to but failed the physical because of our flat feet. I sat many many hours by my dad watching countless documentaries about war…#thecivilwar, #ww1, #ww2, #koreanwar, #napoleonicwars, #contrasandinistawar, #vietnamwar…my dad was fascinated with #hitler and I learned #stalinwasworsethanhitler I talked to my father about #911, and this #covidpandemic…I know my father is not a veteran but is a#casualtyofwar like the over 3 million lost to this lab created virus of an unseen enemy with a diabolical agenda that is altering humankind using #biowarfare as population control amongst other things I can’t go into. I know no one will agree or understand so I’m ok being labeled crazy because it won’t be the first time. Missing Paw Paw too as he crossed over on Easter and was a #blessedman, my #backdoorrelative, #myfriend, and loved him as he loved me, my favorite #marine who fought #wwii, #iwojimaveteran that there are so few left….the grief has been running deep but grateful for some time and space to cry like I’ve never have before so I can it out and try to be strong after!!!!! #lifeusprecious and #lifeisagift I just wish some things were different and that I knew what do right in the time was left but I didn’t know how much I had even though I felt an instinct I just act fast enough. I am human and an #emotionalbeing, I am weak and stupid but I need to learn not to be so hard on myself and talk to God more to help me with path this is still unpaved. https://www.instagram.com/p/CPiuqWDlygqpH-pa96iEn97IrHr1nsvR77Tl6g0/?utm_medium=tumblr