#started drawing him with a cute lil expression and we went from there 💔💔

[cupiidzbow]

umm literally what if i passed out

[only-lonely-lovers]

08.27.2022

notes: rambling about Tanabata vibes... kissy!

Bird is あ / Avvy is つ

あ：I'll just deposit me crumb that I remembered

It's like ah… idk why but it was really suddenly processing that when Nene leaves Amane, the fireworks are just starting to go off, and then we have that illustration of Amane with Tsukasa looking at the fireworks… and Tsukasa has like a lil cotton candy… It's so cute like, as if after Amane had his encounter with Nene he immediately collected Tsukasa and they went back to walking around together, and Amane is all genki and souped up from forehead kiss

I wanted it to be that between Nene and Amane in general being the guiding, excitable force for their time at the festival… that, like, while having a lull, while Tsukasa is looking off kinda distantly and seems listless, that Amane is like ahm…. ambiently horny… thinkos about kiss… and wanting to really like do a gesture to Tsukasa that gets his attention. As if all night he's been trying to be as cheeky and fun as possible but it can't really be as infectious as he wants, so he's lean in… kism. its really like a peck. but I wanted Tsukasa to be so like "wah….?" at it and Amane is all [big grin hehe.] it's… ~ a tanabata kiss~! [as if that's something…]

Tsukasa getting like glassy eyed…

つ：feed the energy back into this. I imagine Amane is as lalala as possible… the fireworks might be what finally 'snaps' tsukasa out of the katanuki hynotism, his brain finally like AH-- FIREWORKS-- WITH AMANE--! WAIT.. my DESIRES

あ：I was thinking a lot about how yugi8 rly feels like a chain of injecting each other with poison. it's kind of delightful. i mean in the first place, Nene develops her habit of… [kiss] + [some sort of 'explanation'… like its a seal of protection,a good luck charm…] bc of.. Hanako…??? But what if young Amane got it from Nene.

つ：i think about this a lot, yeah. that Amane subconsciously repeats what he remembers Nene doing, but then she does it bc of him….

あ：We are so in the chain

つ：I think its where Tsukasa copying/imitating Amane overall is also interesting. you taught tsukasa through example how to be a minxy little thing but his spin on it naturally makes it, different

あ：Serving his own flavor… uncontrollably

つ：its sad to me if Tsukasa was looking so forward to Tanabata with Amane but he has. mental illness so he's trapped in Katanuki for 3 hours

あ：ITS SAD…

つ：but I think due to Nene softening things once they come back together he's just perfectly perky, yes… genki boy.. very holds both your hands and swings them around

あ：ahh the thought of Tsukasa all like alarmed like NO THE FIREOWRKS DX but Amane manifests and is all smiley smiley… and like ah come on!! are you hungry? :3c …. i ate without you :P

つ：lets get to the center theyll look best there…! oh yeah and lets get you a snack how bout…?

brainless little tsukasa is like how long … it been… i saw some JP fan darwing tsukasa like excitedly showing amane a dinosaur shaped katanuki and amane just sortof putting it into a bag with a bunch of others like💔 its not special to him LOL

あ：No one could understand but perhaps Tsukasa has emotions like, a girl who is doing poorly on a date

つ：tsukasa looking like LOOK i did it klg;gjf it made me go omggg no. but like amane would be like ah sigh his shapes [like your kid handing you a crayon drawing] MAYBE SO

あ：getting quiet while lead around because kinda feel stupid. about the katanuki but it already happened but i missed out on Amane eating food [depressed eating this cotton candy]

つ：amane is so gracious about it…. quiet tsukasa like im… im behave nao… mentally im.. good… must experience the Tanabata with Amane…

あ：i'll be so good. when you give me the sparkler

つ：must absorb experience

あ：but like Amane seeing this all is like …….💭 thats too dreary for a festival…

つ：YOU'RE REALLY GLAD THEY GET TO DANCE AROUND EACH OTHR WAVING SPARKLERS AROUND….!!! aaooo streaks of color in the air… I'm sure only Amane exists, to Tsukasa.

あ：this expression….

つ：I UNDERSTAND WHAT AIDA IS GOING THROUGH NEEDNIG TO DRAW THIS STUFF HAPPENING BC IT CAN'T HAPPEN IN STORY

あ：one mo gain just to let you know it DID happen

つ：BUT SHE NEESD YOU TO KNOW THE BOYS WERE HAVING TANABATA BEFORE AND ASLO AFTER!!!! nene just injected a fun energy into amane a real lalalalala so he has no frustration at tsukasa for gettin distracted

its just like lol met a hot girl whoa…. HI TSUKASAAA

あ：[swaggers in]

つ：catches a goldfish later feeling so chad

あ：no big deal It's whatever you know Feeling like hot shit

つ：whys tsukasa out here feeling like fail girl on date and amane feels like hot shit on date wtf….

あ：😭for no reason

つ：FOR NO GOOD REASON…

あ：All you did was neg a girl and eat most of the food She had to wipe the crumbs off your face

つ：god. amane why do you have swagger

あ：I'll treat you reeeall nice

つ：will you now can we see it

あ：might as well burp in her face

つ：god the boy experience

あ：its like by contrast Tsukasa is like. does this yukata look silly on me Amane's all handsome in his dark one sigh

つ：its like he's gotten the sash all askew in the night and amane has to fix it

あ：Your girl is looking out the window moodily. spiritually

つ：she is fsr…. sigh…. really looking off into the night….

あ：but I swear this sort of thing, while Amane is sooo like. smug confidence. is like. it mightj as well be bait in terms of how much he's like oh. I'll cheer you up

つ：I like to think it was simply what amane felt he was good at, once tsukasa came back…. mm time to but really rub you and pet you and say there there all the time and throw you my killer smile and play a little game

あ：entering niichan mode What can be said.. you need me❤️

つ：amane like ahhh I got all sweaty talking to that onee-san… [fuffs around with yukata] [tsukasa inhaling deeply] godi cant wait to get in the futon

あ：A treat for me [fingers crossed the smell stays all ngiht]

つ：incredible smells. i hope we're too tired to bother showering. i hope we collapse into the futon i hope we shirk off the sashes and then just become a heap. and he smels like summer… m

oh for a little rain on the walk home…. a little wet hair, a little refreshment that makes it feel even less necessary to bother with cleaning up or proper regimen… mmmm…. takoyaki breath….. a little drizzle… a nice thing to see after a festival….

あ：Tsukasa does have wishes…. he just doesnt know how to say

つ：tsukasa has this… situation of being… a spectator… to Amane. he just feels patient and observant once coming back. a capacity to really drink in every second. I think he really felt ultimately satisfied…. the festivals were everything he could have ever possibly wanted

あ：genuinely just wishing to be together. to just be there

つ：i'd just like tosmell him. he can just softly burp in bed next to me and i will stay awake a little while extra listening to rain and Amane sounds