#still working on the requests in my inbox btw! its just been a busy week

[dollie-hearts]

ended up colouring that one request by @loosescrewslefty !! ty for the idea hehe : )

[yamagucji]

a series of thank you’s i’ve been meaning to give for a while now. please note i couldn’t get everyone bc im smol brained and im forgetful :(( also its vedy long so i added a readmore link but if it’s okay then i can remove it!

i would’ve preferred to go to your inboxes/dm’s but im scared t🤢umblrs going to glitch on me if i do it again a ha ha

@doublemoons

i remember you sent in my first ever request and i was SO happy like🥺 my account had no visibility on week 1 but then you somehow found my blog and since then you’ve been supporting me. i love the aesthetic of your blog and i always look forward to your rb’s because they so cute and insightful !! ik we haven’t talked much but i definitely perceive u as a gentle person here’s 1k hearts for you and you only <3

@insanityqueen

please i was *intense squealing* and *happy noises* when you said you wanted to be mutuals :’) im definitely uhhh way too immature for u but you still stick with all the caps and !!! i send you😭 you’re such an interesting, talented person. day 1 you got me HOOKED with your art and im gonna say this again,, i have never seen skin look soo s o f t painted. im really grateful for your company and all your cats and the hinata art you made me🥺 i am not still thirsting over it i swear and then you sent me pieces of your writing and i def expected hc’s but then BOOM🧍‍♀️ im so amazed by your writing. also you are vv pretty i hope you know that

@zephyrria

matching heart memes matching heart memes😾 i don’t talk to you as much but our main form of communication is literally exchanging heart memes w/o a word,,, if that isn’t true love idk what is :// anyway i love our little convos so much it always brightens my day! and omg lets not forget when you made me a drabble back😳 like wha- HUH !! i was so touched i rlly went boom boom woosh bc no ones ever written me one back and i!! that yamaguchi gives me so much comfort. you give me sm comfort, thank you bub <3

@beanst0ck

hehe my first tumblr crush😼 as soon as i deactivated my reading account to my a writing blog i was like “ok bean is on my top to-follow list” like i thought you were so cool and i was vv shy to interact with you🥺 and YOU STILL ARE COOL!! your works are really amazing and i am vv much still in love w my matchup w suga :’)

@killuababie

HHHH GRR BORK BORK I LUB U B NEVER GONNA STOP LOVING YOU BHH💓✨ bro,,,, when we switched over to insta it was WILD like— our sense of humor? matched. immaculate. please i love seeing all the memes u send me it makes my day so much like u don’t understand😭 and our convos really go chaos sometimes gkfjdj i love it. u need to pull up and play among us w me sometime 😡

@bewwybun

m-my first spouse🥺 even tho it was a joke the first time and i said sike fkdjdjdj but you still accepted my dino chimken nuggie ring hehe <3 bub your are literally the CUTEST HHHHH LIKE,,, cuteness overload !!! i love talking to you sm and our little exchange of heart memes make the butterflies in my tummy go ✨

@mei-writes

may🥺 imy bub i hope you’re doing well and taking good care of yourself. still very grateful for that time you pulled through to check which of my links weren’t working. and there’s a LOT. like the fact that you took time out of your day for me still baffles me. anyway im lomve you ik we don’t talk as much but you’re still a valued moot to me. im offering u free headpats hehe

@kozsma

hi maria👉👈 you’re so wonderful and rlly amazing w your smaus. absolutely smitten over our chaotic conversations fkfjd we haven’t talked in a while but if you see this just know that i’m here for you <3 take some self care okay? hope you’re doing good bub

@tsukkeisimp

dalia, you wondering being💞 please what did i do to deserve your love >;( we don’t talk much but we have exchanged heart memes before and you’re always out here supporting me whenever you can and like!! tysm bub. i hope you’re feeling better from the last time we interacted, and please do take good care of yourself!

@satorispup

can’t believe you made a reputation of having a piss kink. what power. what energy >>> anyway it’s fun seeing your chaotic energy on my feed/tl. sometimes i won’t even look at the user and say yeah💔 that’s hero alright gkfjdj also you’re so cute what the heck😡😡

@tobiokvgs

[ insert 100 hearts ] this for u bub. im still going crazy over your tsukki lipbalm piece like i was so FLUSTERED you really did that huh😭 you’re so nice and sweet, ty for giving me headbonks as well im really glad to get them😌 hope you have an amazing day bub, and take care!!

@bunnyuuji

cutecutecutest bean ever🥺 you have such wonderful works and im truly in love with your writing😌 also you’re so SWEET WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE U GKFJDJ literally you weren’t obligated to stop by my ask and check in but u did >:(

@yanderepunkin

hehe ik we haven’t interacted in such a long time but im including you!! bc i appreciate you!! i know you’ve supported me a lot especially when i just started this blog and im really thankful for it. also uhhh im still not over accidentally turning off anon when i was- yeah😿 i wish you all the love in the world, and please do take gentle care of yourself 💓

@ahkaahshi

frannn👁👁🤲 yes im gonna start with how big brained you are. your passion for textiles and improving the environment is vv cool to me. and then there’s the fact you write these hq characters so well. yes i am absolutely still living for your character analysis. i am thriving off of them!! here’s me manifesting kita and/or sakusa to show up in your dreams hehe

@sachirou-senpai

i hope you dont mind me sending u stuff every now and then! anyway im in awe of your writing and art skills. you brought a realistic yamaguchi and i ascended😳 i genuinely think you’re such a cool person but also please take breaks!! ik it’s such an overused phrase but i genuinely mean it. i care u <3

@kenmakodzu

you’re so sweet and you do really be sending me back some heart memes😳 i go BOOM BOOM yaya that’s more to my collection;) also you and your hq anon interactions go WILD omg it really does make my day more interesting whenever i see them😂 also i do be seeing some of ur chaotic energy on my dash and i am HERE for it

@tsukkisbean

hemlo clara🥺 d-do you remember me gkdjshsjs i think its been a while since we interacted. you’re so sweet and AHH lmao did u know we were in a poly with wiss😔💔 yeah❤️ n e way i hope you’ve been alright these past few weeks, and if not, please get some break!

@atsunflower

miya twin supremacy😡 can’t believe you made me swerve over to osamu’s lane because of your amazing writing. how could you. the mf audacity. i rlly do fell in love with that piece do so THAMK U and that also goes for the support you’ve given me💗

@lespaghetti

ozzy👁👁🤝 ngl our conversations have been top tier im glad i got to uhmm,,, get some of these *thoughts* out of my head. you’re such a sweet little bean!!! that art/sketch you did with the purple (?) themed uniforms was really cute. im glad to have u as my moot and *cough* my vip reader *cough*

@sleepykarabou

our heart meme streak was strong until school happened😔 but i really enjoy them tho!! it’s very calming talking to you (fun, but also vv calming idk that’s how i feel) loving the brainrots we give each other of our favs from time to time :’) also omg OSRRY im barely active in the server please spare me😿 im lomve u

@nerdybreadcollaborative

gee!! AHHHH KGFJJD GRRR u sweet bean oh my goodness. where do i start- ??? i’ve already gushed so much abt your writing but here we go again; i love your writing so much and your attention to the little details is so great. they flow so well and i hope u get more visibility bc it’s what u deserve!! also please take care of yourself and don’t work too much u nerdy bean

@nishinoya-is-baby

ely my plant kinnie, my spouse (?) and also the blog that i dump my h word thots on😭❤️ ahhh im lomve you, you’re amazing. from your writing, to your makeup skills, and your room, the talent really ✨jumped out✨thank you for supporting me so much, i genuinely appreciate it. i hope we can stay moots despite me being busy gkfjdj anyway take care bbie don’t work too much okay?

@art0saurus

TATE😤 the amount of hq brainrot you’ve fed me is astronomical. idk how you keep coming up with such good ideas but im all for them!! i love your writing so much and the plots are so *chefs kiss* (yes im still gushing over mermaid!bokuto). thank you so much for sending some bits of positivity into my life, im really grateful for it :’)

@dorkyhaikyu

EL!😼 you sweet bean. wish i could bombard ur asks but school is saying no </3 you’re such a sweet mutual and your writing is absolutely amazing. still kinda hurt over that angst u made💔 but anyway i loved it sm. also please wear safer shoes next time on big events so u dont get any more BLISTERS kgjdjdh jkjk

@chickenwingspiker

nashnashnash🥺👉👈 wth you’re so cute and even cuter with the little emoticons u put in my asks. i really appreciate you taking time out of your day to check in on me. i think your works are really heckin cool, im still very into that sock agenda one and the akaashi fic AHH i love them sm. i hope that u have better experiences with online learning and i really wish you all the best on ur art journey <3

@miyastrology

did u forget abt our walk to the strawberry field😿 jkjk heyyy atlas!! im lomve your theme and your writing. i have the urge to say you’re as sweet as strawberry bc im unoriginal like that💔 let’s just pretend i put something kute :’( n e way u are vv cute, make sure to take care of yourself ok!!

@derpeedoo

your rb’s and comments on ppl works... i just... my heart is full. im complete. i go absolute doki doki for you. you’re such a genuine person and you give people so much love❤️ here’s an unlimited supply of my love to you bc you deserve it. ty for all the cute questions btw🥺

🕊 anon - still wondering if ur one of my already-moots or not😳 but anyway dove anon i have a lot to say,,, like how ?? do u go “ok let’s check in on aaron today hehe” like am i interesting??😭 i feel kinda bad ngl you really don’t have to talk to me. but nevertheless im really appreciate of all the support you’ve given me. i genuinely think you’re a cool person and you do all these fun stuff like photography which is amazing. here’s the biggest THANK YOU i could ever give <3 ps. your art is CUTE and AMAZING @bee-kins

@simping-for-tendou

do i??? spam your feed??😭 you’re always liking my posts and i feel so sorry for spamming but also vv appreciate of all the interaction i’ve had with you!! im very glad i got to ask you qotd and stuff because i got to know that you like plants as well!! thank you for sharing plant facts with me, it really made my day. i genuinely think you’re such an awesome and big brained person for knowing all those facts🥺👉👈

@wissaaltje

ngl i was very intimated by you bc of all your angst and really good works which is probably why i never reached out to you sooner😿 ur my uhhh third spouse <3 but anyway your CHAOTIC ENERGY is thru the roof i love that sm and your writing is so mf beautiful i wish more people got to see it😡 i will gib you flower soup and muddy pie to make you feel better ;) jkjk but you’re very amazing and i hope you know that!

@smolbludandelions

hehe you’re in here😼 thank you ???? for supporting me even tho you’re not obligated??? like wh- i- bub🥺🤲 you have all my heart and i rlly rlyy want to stop by your inbox and give you heart memes but me why >;( i hope you have the most amazing day(s) of your life because you deserve it SO much.

@tadashi-simp

FINALLY someone i can simp over yamaguchi with😭 ik we haven’t talked much but AH i love the conversations we’ve had so far and all that insight you gave me about the new wanda film (truly a blessing bc i was so genuinely confused gkfjdj).

@oikaw-ugh

just. JOLLIBEE. can’t believe one of our first interactions was u sending me chain mail smfh i cannot believe you😭 anyway po i appreciate you so much na kaka tawa ako sa mga msgs mo and all the good vibes u radiate. mag bisaya unta ko nimi pero baka mag nosebleed ako😿 im losing my native languages it’s not even funny anymore but when i got to talk to u in my mother tongue, i felt a bit more at home. thank you bub <3

@makemealive

hihi👉👈 idrk what we first talked about, i think it was spending vacation in the galapagos islands??😭 riding turtles??? what a great way to start our friendship :’) i rlly think you’re cool and i just,,,, admire u from afar- yeah. sorry this message is too chaotic but anyway u might not have a green thumb but look at you growing potatoes accidentally😌 anyway i think you’re cool i just haven’t said it before because im s Hy

@lostsealscreams

seal, bub, i genuinely care about you. you’re such a sweet person. i know we haven’t interacted much but im looking forward to more conversations with you!! please find little fun things to do... maybe do some self appropriation if you can, bc you deserve it. maybe even treat yourself... or any self care tasks that make you feel better. i care about you a lot, im just an ask/dm away if you wanna talk about anything at all💕💞✨

@hqgardenia - jkjk this is my spam account idk why i put this here but here probably bc im dumb as fuck

[burnedbyshoto]

Seven Days Late

todoroki shouto x reader

warnings: angst, drinking((characters are 22 y/o btw))

word count: 2,197

A/N: so i was in a bit of an angsty mood, and i attempted a piece, so lets see if its actual angst. also my inbox is open for requests :D

Part Two

Things were wonderful, or so you thought.

Most days all you did was smile, laugh, and be loved. Shouto had been the love of your life for so long, he had been there in every up and down, and even encouraging your choice of aiming to be the number one hero while competing with your former classmates, himself included.

He had loved you through every fight, every battle, every trip to the hospital, and even the one time his life seemed to fall apart before his eyes. So what you couldn’t understand was why he suddenly disappeared from your shared apartment. Why he was avoiding your calls, texts, and even the email you sent to his hero agency.

It had been a week and you’ve heard nothing regarding him besides on the news when he had done something prominent as a Pro-Hero. You hadn’t had the opportunity to actually go out scouring for him, being busy with hero duties yourself, but you knew he was probably either over at Midoriya’s or Sero’s apartment. Furthermore, you knew that if he was this insistent on avoiding you, it would be something you should wait out.

Nevertheless, you continued sitting by the kitchen table refusing to go find him because you knew Shouto, and you knew he’d come back.

But it was killing you.

Your heart ached. Tears building up in your eyes as you tried to remember the last day he was here, trying to desperately recount if you had done something, anything, wrong.

There was a small part of you, however, the part that was screaming at you to wake up and realize that you were going to be getting dumped soon. To realize that you should just start preparing yourself so that when it came you wouldn’t bawl in front of him, but simply nod and be done with it. But that wasn’t happening today.

You picked up your phone for the tenth time today, the 170th time this week, and called Shouto. 

Riiing. Riiing. Ri– This is Todoroki, sorry I couldn’t pick up, try again later. The voicemail looped through your mind, swimming around in your brain as a few lone tears broke away. You sniffled a bit while the now-familiar beep to signal the start of your own message for him sounded, and you wiped away the lone tears.

“H-Hey Shouto, uh, it’s me again, y/n. I just wanted to call one last time because I’m just worried…” You let out a shaky breath and your voice cracked, “W-Why won’t you j-just pick up? Where are you…”

You hung up the call and threw down the phone, another call sent to voicemail, another text left on read and it was just becoming this depressing cycle. By all that was right in this universe, you were exhausted.

Standing up, you went over to the fridge and pulled out a glass of wine you and Shouto were saving for your third anniversary, which was two days ago. Pulling off the cork, you wasted no time in chugging down as much of the bitter liquid as you could until it burned to breathe. Gasping, you tore the bottle from your lips, turning off your cell phone you slumped onto the kitchen chairs and drank another long, slow chug.

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“Do you want to move in with me?” You asked suddenly, looking over at Shouto who had been in the middle of ranting about how much his father annoyed him.

He blinked once. Twice.

“If you have the room for me?”

Your heart only continued to race as a blush covered your cheeks, you pressed a finger to your chin as if you were contemplating whether there was room or not. 

“It’ll be a tight fit since your room is the size of my apartment, but there should be enough space.” You teased him, but a memory flashed in your mind making you puff out your cheeks, “But no completely redecorating the room! My landlady will have a heart attack if you changed the room to look like your room or the dorms!”

“I would never want you to get in trouble because of me,” Shouto whispered as the silent agreement of him coming to live with you was settled.

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You scoffed at the memory as you nursed the bottle in your arms, bringing it up again to your lips. If he was going to break up with you, why did he make you fall so in love with him?

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Crashing through the hallways, you helped an intoxicated Shouto to his room.

After meeting up with your classmates from U.A. and with everyone finally being legal to drink, Midoriya, Bakugo, and Shouto had gone a little… too "Plus Ultra" on the drinking as they all asserted they could outlast the other. Where did it get them? Midoriya was blacked out on the bar with a tipsy Uraraka swearing that she would get him home safely. Bakugo had to be taken to the Emergency Room to get his stomach pumped, Kirishima and Kaminari had taken him although they too were hammered. Now Shouto was with you; Yaoyorozu and Jirou offered you a ride back to your place, as Yaoyorozu was sober since she was too embarrassed about making a fool of herself in public.

You had thanked your friends over a million times on the car ride back to your apartment as you tried to steady the ready-to-knock-out Shouto, it wasn’t that you were plastered, but you definitely were not restrained enough to handle the drunken mess that was Shouto. 

“Ow.” Shouto groaned as he walked straight into the corner of the door despite the best of your ability.

“Shit, sorry!” You apologized as you pulled him through the doorway of his room. You pulled him to his bed and sat him down, he bounced on the bed with a light chuckle as you started to untie his shoelaces.

“Come on, Todoroki-kun, work with me here!” You complained as the drunk man refused to let you take off his shoes.

“My toes get cold.”

“I’m not taking off your socks!”

After a small debate with the drunken Shouto, you managed to get his shoes off and his body under his covers. You were sober enough to be embarrassed about stripping off his clothes.

“Y/n.” He called out for you as you stood up ready to leave to your own room.

“Yes?” You answered, stopping in the doorframe.

“I think,” He yawned sleepily, a goofy smile on his face, “I think I’m in love with you…”

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Fat tears welled down your face as yet another chug of wine did nothing to help with the pain, if anything it seemed to intensify your depression by making you remember the good times. You peered at the currently blurred bottle in your hand and pouted at the nearly empty bottle, and with a bittersweet chuckle, you downed the rest.

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Shouto accidentally woke you up early that morning, his back to you as he sat on the bed getting ready. You stayed in your laying position and stretched your arms above your head, a sleepy yawn escaping your lips.

“Good morning, Shoucchan.” You greeted him, and he stilled on the bed, not turning around.

“Morning.” He replied.

“You go in today? I thought today was your day off?” You asked, noticing his costume on.

“No, it is my day off, uh, I got called in. Something about an emergency.” Shouto responded flatly. You knew he was lying, but seeing how stiff he was, you decided to go along with it.

You propped yourself up off the bed, squinting at the dim light of your nightstand. ”Mm, well, be home on time, Midoriya, Iida, and Uraraka are coming over for dinner, remember.”

Shouto finally turned to face you, the small smile on his face was tight but he nodded his head. Pressing his lips to your free hand, he whispered goodbye and left you after turning off the lights.

“I love you, Shoucchan.” You called after him.

“And I, you.”

When dinner came, Shouto never showed up. You sat at the kitchen table confused, apologizing to your friends on his tardiness. But as the evening continued, no amount of laughter and chatter lessened your uncomfortableness about the empty chair beside you.

“I’m sure he’s okay, y/l/n-chan, I bet he just got held up!” Uraraka stated as she bundled up at apartment doorway, moving her hair from being trapping by her collar.

“Yes, Todoroki-san is very responsible. I am highly certain that it was something outside of his control, let him know we missed his company.” Iida agreed with a nod, his hand waving robotically.

“Call us otherwise!” Midoriya reassured you, squeezing your arm, but you laughed off their concerns.

“I’m sure he’ll be home soon, sorry about that though. Next time you come around, hopefully, he won’t be gone!” You waved your hands as you walked your friends out, waving at them as they left together.

As you walked back into your apartment, you sent Shouto a text before getting ready for bed.

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Your head hurt.

A low pulsing throb seemed to resonate throughout your entire body. Dazed and confused, you realized that you had fallen asleep on the kitchen table, but it must’ve still been a small time-lapse because the alcohol was now firmly buzzing through your body.

“Come on, y/l/n, let’s get to bed.” A voice whispered.

It was Shouto.

“W-What?” You garbled, feeling his arms supporting you as he helped you to your feet. “W-Wait, no!” You protested twisting your body to get out of his grasp. You managed to break free, only to stumble away, your breathing palpitating.

“You’re drunk, y/l/n, you need to be in bed.” Shouto reasoned with you, his eyes trained on you like he was dealing with an immature toddler.

“No!” You repeated, standing your ground while swaying while you stared at him directly, not flinching away from the direct eye contact you were making. “I don’t want too!”

Your lips found the lip of the bottle, but there was nothing left, and quickly after Shouto took it from you and put it onto the table.

“Please, come on, y/l/n, it’s late…” Shouto pleaded lightly, obviously trying not to anger you.

It didn’t work.

“It’s late? How a-about you’re late!” You slurred slightly, your eyebrows furrowing as you glared at your boyfriend, was he still your boyfriend? “You’re seven days late, Shoucchan, and w-what… I don’t get an explanation?? Only a c-command to get to bed, oh please.” You scoffed, you could feel your throat tightening as he just stared blankly at you, but you knew he was annoyed.

“You’re drunk, I am not going to explain myself when you’re not sober,” Shouto explained, his irritation slowly rising to the surface.

“Oh, you’re not?! B-Because what, I’m–I’m too emotional when I’m drunk? I’m not an i-idiot, Shouto, I know you’re breaking up with me!” You spat out, your bottom lip trembled as tears fell down your cheeks unchecked.

The lack of an answer or denial is what really made you choke back a sob.

“Unbelievable…” You whisper to yourself, and those words echo in Shouto’s ears.

“Y/l/n–”

“Stop…” You wheeze out, your body trembling like a leaf, “You don’t call me y/l/n anymore, you haven’t in years… don’t pretend you’re not here to end things.”

The room grows silent except for the broken sobs leaving your mouth despite your best effort to be quiet. You looked at him, but his face was just blank and a crushing awareness hit you.

“You d-didn’t even care, even a little bit?” You gasp, unable to catch your breath, you grasped the chair for support as your head fell to your chest. “I’ve spent all this time wondering and worrying about you. You didn’t think of me once, huh?”

Your eyebrows are scrunched, and your words are pointed, stabbing at him with all you had. “You’re unbelievable.”

“It hasn’t been as easy as you think,” Shouto said, disagreeing with your accusations, but you shook your head not believing anything coming out from him. “I never thought I’d be the one to hurt you…”

“Don’t pretend you care when you’re already one foot out the door,” You hissed, stepping closer to him with a finger jabbing into his chest. “Get out of my apartment, Todoroki.”

You watched in increasing anger as he stood still, his eyes swimming with so many emotions that you just could not understand.

“GET OUT NOW!” You shriek as you shove him roughly, your lips curled into a snarl. “GET THE FUCK OUT!”

You strained and forced Shouto to move, repeating the same four words until he was now outside of your apartment.

“I’m sorry.” He whispers but you slam the door in his face, tears flowing down your face and his.

You stormed over to the wine bottle and threw it at the door with a vicious shriek, and the energy was knocked out of you. 

Sinking to the floor, feeling weak as wretched sobs left your lips. You remained on a pile of broken glass shards and you trembled.

You loved him, but still, he was gone.

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A/N: ahaha uh, well, part two? anyone? no? but omg thank you for the support ive been given by you all, it makes me so happy <3