#stilllovemylife

[seanfos]

Man look I saw 12:40 and thought, “dang, he coming soon-soon!” Then I remembered it’s Luke 12:40. 🤦🏾‍♂️man!! #beblessed #gettingoldishard #gettingoldisfun #ishouldhavelistentomymom #wearyourglasses #stilllovemylife https://www.instagram.com/p/CIs7m_rLUHN/?igshid=1maog73e04j3o

[pixelmoon1]

Hora del te . . . 📸 Fotógrafo: @frankjar18 . . . . . #tableware #teapot #stillifephotography #stilllife_perfection #stillphotography #photographyismylife #stilllifeisreallife #stillworkingonlife #stillishlife #stillergangforlife #lifestill #stillwaterlife #stilllovemylife #artgallery #homedecor #photographys #artbuyer #portraitsession #timefortea #whitetea #ilovetea #minimalphoto #drawingfromlife #commercialphotographer #teafortwo #modelphotographer #teaaddicts #haworthiathailand

[cherishortfuse]

Literally my night everybody. 😓😓😓 Sorry to break it to anybody who has been around this bunch of sickies. But hey does this picture/filter make it look easy to manage? Because that is an illusion and it isn't. This is a nice picture of an awful night #facts. 😥 At least the littlest has started to feel better but Mike is feeling quite yucky. I'm in for a long night. The truth is though it has been overall a great day. (For me) I worked, saw my niece get married, spent time with my loved ones (lots of family) and yes also held bowls for kids to puke in. 🤢😷 #havingabadnight #everybodyissick #momlife #stilllovemylife #theonetimeisocialize

[linhquiry]

Rant1

I often worry.

About unknown and invisible things.

I take deep breaths, drink calming tea, sleep loads, eat healthy foods, exercise and walk among the beauty of nature, and talk to people that make me laugh.  I distract myself with books, work, and trivial things.

But I'm admitting defeat.  Something is bothering me.  And I don't know what it is.  It makes my chest tighten, my breath short, and I'm left with tears.  I live a lovely life.  A wonderful life.  No adverb needed.  I struggle just like everyone else though.  All people have challenges.  

I know that this will pass.  Like it always does.  But it's been awhile.  And I'm rendered helpless to myself.  Because I can't make my heart stop beating so loudly that it hurts my ears.

Rant over.