#struggling kuroP

[mintys-musings]

going insane over the gacha that was announced and at first i thought it was water but as i looked closely its looks like madara is crying & laying in the water 🫠 also the gacha cards kinda mirror madara’s myriad colours scout too ugh i feel like im going crazy 😩💗 - struggling kuroP

NO BC I SAW THAT IMMIDIATELY I WAS LIKE HES MAKING THE SAME FACE AS THAT OTHER CARD AND HES CRYING IH GOD I NEED TO KISS HIM AND HOLD HIM AND AAAAAAAAAAA

[seangelfish]

been a hot minute since i dropped by ur blog 🫡 i was busy reapplying for university; happy belated birthday though ‼️🎂 i hope you had a wonderful celebration 💞

take ur time the requests and most importantly have fun with it 🤸🏼‍♀️🕺🏻

- struggling kuroP

Ooo good luck with uni btw, and thank you!! 💝

I haven’t been writing as much as I used to tho haha I think I’m burnt out 😭 but tysm! I hope to complete them one day 😩

[mintys-musings]

as usual my brain always short circuit whenever it comes to kuro 🤩✌🏼 that card makes me want to top him and i'm like the last person who'd ever do that LOL. he can tell me what to do and i'd do it no questions no hesitation. like i want to be under him always but somehow . whatever happyele put in that card??? ILL BE THE SERVICE DOM.

i still can't articulate my thoughts haha crazy right the tghings kuro ddoes to me .. head in hands. he can fuck me till the sunrises and i'd still ask him to do it again. 💘

- struggling kuroP

sOOO REAL. these artists had rent DUE making this card i understand. god bless whoever decided to put that slutty fishnets around his tummy. i cant wait to see the actual front of the fit bc rn it seems like he's wearing a tight cropped tank (read: sports bra) and ouuugh— to anyone who plays JP and wanting to pull, gl o7

[seangelfish]

CHIAKI AND JUN CONGRATS⁉️💗 praying for the energy for exceed bcs these point events are exhausting 🫠 i did kuro’s event earlier this year and my god💀 i forgot were getting kaguya hiyori too ……. i want tatsumi ….. but my dias …… 🤕 - struggling kuroP

also that leo angst to nsfw in ur wip is definitely something 👁️👄👁️ everytime i think abt leo i start crying it he has my whole heart😭 weakest leoP if u will

Thank you!!! 💖 True that, but at least it isn't a tour event (I hate those lmao), so I could just leave it on auto!

I want Kaguya Hiyori so bad, so I'm going to have to save up a bit more :( I was wondering which of the two (Hiyori or Jun) to get 2/3 copies of. I've maxed out event cards before, but never of shuffle/unit events since getting 22m points is just way too hard LMAO

I hope you get all the cards you want to scout for though. It's rough out here 😔

Oh yes!! The Leo angst to nsfw was requested, so it's actually quite difficult for me to write for since I never really saw Leo in that light. To me, Leo's a cute, little guy! His stories are sad, you're right about that!!

[mintys-musings]

not me coming off anon just say i enjoy thinking about this line of his out of context 🤸🏼‍♀️knowing the exact tone he says it in too - struggling kuroP

why would you put this quote in my mind.... /lh

anyway. does anyone know how to turn into a motorcycle real quick?

[mintys-musings]

ure welcome that thought never ever leaves my head its there 24/7 🤠👍🏼 if u ever do get around to sprting ur body mod hcs or piercings in gen for these boys id be down to read them 🤸🏼‍♀️🤸🏼‍♀️ kuro & madara esp - struggling kuroP

god if there was someone whod be into body mods despite being an idol itd be madara. my beloved... he also has dick piercings (1-2) and i like to think he gets a few tattoos (one around his waist, on his thigh on the opposite side, and one on his bicep same side as the one on this thigh) he'd be so down for just cool designs, but he'd also get a few that are sentimental in meaning

also a tongue piercing. either venom/frog eye or a regular middle one but i lean more towards a venom for him...

[mintys-musings]

kuro telling himself its okay that he cant cum yet but the denial is killing him 😵‍💫 and when he finally gets to fuck you he losses it but is torn between not wanting to hurt/bruise your body and wanting to just. fuck. but he would fuck you very passionately still. and then HE unintentionally overstimulates you from fucking. im biting his shoulders and unintentionally leave teeth marks but thats okay 👍🏼 - struggling kuroP

oh i used ‘struggling kuroP’ so you knew that it was the same person 🫣🫢 im okay with that sign off.

gotcha o7

kuro's too nice to complain (and also he really likes seeing you all blissed out), but orgasm denial will always just lead to him taking out his pent up energy on you for longer and longer imo... his fave position for this might be cowgirl, but where he's resting against the bedframe and holding your hips so he fucks into you at the pace he wants. plus points since he can hold you and snuggle in this position

your legs will be sore but you got the best man for aftercare by your side 💚

[seangelfish]

happy to see you getting into paradox live !!! actually happy in general that its getting more exposure now that the anime dropped lol been into since 2021 and its so fun to see the community's growing bit by bit

i hope the anime is well received enough to get a s2 so we can see the second half of teams haha but im biased bcs my favourite inukai yuto 🤸🏼‍♀️‼

- struggling kuroP

It's SO good. I knew about it for a while now, but I had no incentive of starting it until the anime came out 😅 Compared to Hypmic, Paralive is getting a lot more attention from what I've seen, and honestly, it's really cool! Hopefully because of that, they'll produce more merch so I can buy them for a reasonable price lol

Ooo yes, hopefully they do make a season 2 because I'm also interested in Goku Luck too. 'Stronger' is literally the first song I've ever heard from Paralive!

[mintys-musings]

omg bouncing off that anon ask abt rinne’s caller tone; alternatively he pranks meru so that every time he locks his car taio cruz’s dynamite plays - struggling kuroP

YALL SDKFJHSDF

meru is so over it. he's so done. he gets back by asking niki to put infused chili oil in rinne's next meal

also i do not blame midori for getting down to rompe. like shit goes hard. I get down to rompe by daddy yankee sorry askdjfh

[seangelfish]

if it wasnt for kuro & jun, i wouldve mainly produced leo 🫠😬 he’s literally my weakness ☹️ we won’t talk abt the unhealthy times ive read checkmate hsksbdjsjks but hes such a sweet guy honestly but i can see now hes a bit hard to grasp for some cause leo is def a character that u need lots of time to invest in order to really understand (but this also applies for literally every enstars character). its what i like abt it cause it feels so rewarding when u do. n e ways‼️ CHIAKI 4* sir looking handsome as everrrrrrr 💗 - struggling kuroP

You’re right!! All the characters are complex in their own way and that’s why it’s so fun analysing them and meeting them through the game 🥹🫶🏻 Though, there are characters that are just easier to grasp than others lmao the way I have to do research on some characters for some of these fic requests 🙊

CHIAKI LOOKS SCRUMPTIOUS IN HIS NEW 4* 😭 I love him so much ahhh 😫❤️‍🔥

[seangelfish]

STOP kanata calling angelfish ugh thats so cute 🙈💗 i love him but if he ever hands me an isopod plushie 🧍🏻‍♀️ like those things are my biggest fear omg. but that dorm story is so fun and i love how we get to see their rooms. i play a mini game with myself guessing whos bed is whose every time theyre shown in stories lol

also‼️ chiaki came home …. he was. a bit stubborn though but now i gotta save up again for juns event …… the things i go through for the little boost of dopamine they give me - struggling kuroP

Kanata would be the lover who’d call you all sorts of fish nicknames, he’s cute like that 😫💖 Aww, but isopods are kinda cute haha but that’s because I first saw them in Animal Crossing!!

YES! I love guessing which bed belongs to who. Sometimes it’s really easy whilst other times it’s kinda tricky (Kaoru).

Yay, congrats!!! Even if he took up all of your pulls 😭

Chiaki came home to me too. And guess who else came home? JUN’S FS1 😭💙💙💙 OMG I WAS CRYING TEARS OF JOY. I couldn’t get him during his banner since I was out of dia, so I was hoping I could get him when I was scouting for Chiaki. I knew Jun loved me back ☹️💓

But yes, now it’s time to save up again. I wish you luck on Jun’s Exceed event, struggling KuroP!! I literally cannot wait!! 😫✨

My lover, thank you for coming home ☹️💙

— struggling KanataP AND JunP.

[seangelfish]

THE JUN FS2 UNBLOOMED 😭😩 the groceries…. over the shoulder….. what id give to experience domesticity with this man 🥹🤕 saw a tl where apparently hes out with us (producer) and i just ☹️ let me love him begging on knees. also yea jun fs2 does fall short compared to the others in eden. ‘lets all dress fancy and not tell jun’ but we got his back exposed at what cost 🤨🤨 im guessing his front looks similar to the rest … they need to drop the mv outfit i cant do this - struggling kuroP

HIS UNBLOOMED IS SO CUTE. I WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THIS MAN 😭 I literally just wrote (and posted) a fic about it because I'm that down bad!!!

They should've just drawn him with his chest out again for his fs2 5* tbh (like fs2 room outfit). Let us see his abs, let us see his muscles!!! If they weren't going for the formal look like the rest of Eden, they should've went with this.

LET HIS CHEST OUT.

[seangelfish]

sazanami ‘not yet, another one more please’ jun and who am i to deny him 🧘🏻‍♀️🤨 his bridal unbloomed is so morning after vibes THE MARRIED LIFE OHLORD that its forever living in my head rent free 🤕 need both him and kuro in ways that are concerning to feminism i fear. not normal will never be normal about them - struggling kuroP

(NSFW mentioned!)

EXACTLY. If he wants to do "one more round", then we're doing it!

MY GOODNESS. HIS BRIDAL UNBLOOMED IS PERFECT... I especially love how we could see a piece of his chest... He's just so dreamy...

Struggling KuroP, your words are always so true and real...

I need Jun to fuck me. Hard.

[seangelfish]

actually still unwell cause just as i recovered i got sick again 😩 BUT IT DOESNT MATTER BECAUSE. JUN FS2 OH HOW I LOVE BEING A JUNP 😖💗 the ex-expo-exposed back ….. with the gloves … thats a lot of beads too sir i love him. ALSO that jun nsfw u have me seated if u ever do write it into a fic 😬🤸🏼‍♀️ him getting easily flustered is so cute but also having lots of stamina … hmm - struggling kuroP

iirc in aquarium (! era) kanata mentioned his mother being alive or smthn and then in altered (!! era post ss) it said shes dead 🤨 i was thinking bcs basis era stories were written so long ago that they probably forgot but then again. why dont they keep a record of key points in their story as it goes on to cross ref ygwim

Nooo, I hope you get better (again), struggling kuroP!! 🥺💓

OMG YES!! I WAS SO EXCITED WHEN YOU INFORMED ME ABOUT JUN'S FS2. I was literally thinking about when his fs2 was going to come out the other day... HIS EXPOSED BACK! He's sooo sexy. I need him so bad. Although his fs2 card isn't as extravagant compared to the other Eden members (which was kind of disappointing), at least we got his exposed back...! I cannot wait to see how his unbloomed looks. It better be cute!! 💙

Stop... I'm literally head over heels for him 😭 He's definitely a guy who keeps going even when it's time to stop, even when you've orgasmed enough. He'll stop when HE'S out of breath. (I am actually obsessed with that shared headcanon.) Anyways, the Jun nsfw is in the works, and I cannot wait to finish it!!

I'm glad you see my point relating to Kanata's backstory. Having his mother actually be dead would've been more impactful to both his character and the story, so I don't understand why they went through the 'faked my death' route. It honestly doesn't make sense. His mother's death was also something that developed his character too. They should hire me in their writing department. I've studied literature for years after all~ /hj

[mintys-musings]

BABY MADARA AAAAAAAAAAARGH preciousman i lovehim this gacah would be the death me - struggling kuroP

ive not known rest and i fear the day it comes to kr. its v funny to see ity bity madara knowin he grows ta be one of the tallest in the cast ~

[mintys-musings]

not the same will never be the same after that kuro fic of yours. my brain short circuited a bit 🙂 on my knees thank YOU 💗 for that read it before i head to bed now im wide awake thinking abt it 😵‍💫🤸🏼‍♀️- struggling kuroP

waaaaughhh ;u; im glad yall liked the kuro fic 👉👈 ive learned writing soft doms makes my brain go mushy so im happy it was comprehensible enough. sowwy i made ya lay awake a bit tho ~ ^^