#stupidthoughtsinwrting

[lokisprettygirl]

I'm in a mood so I'm giving out big hugs🤗

-T ☺️💜💙💚💛🖤☺️

Hugsssss back dear

[lokisprettygirl]

noooooo ive finished all your series'. ive got nothing to do (im procrastinating) and im bored. im contemplating whether rereading your work or something i dont know what.

I noticed you were reading Lisik recently..hope you enjoyed it 💚 it's the most dramatic story I have written 😂

[lokisprettygirl]

hi just wanted to ask but i remembered there being a playlist of songs for hmn. i remembered you posting it but i just cant seem to find it. i may be out of my mind and making things up but i really think you posted something about the songs used. i dont know, i may be crazy and a nervous wreck but oh well

You're not being crazy dear, don't say that 🥺🤗🤗 here are the songs I used for them ..I hope you're doing well my dear, sending lots of hugs and love

HMN PLAYLIST

[lokisprettygirl]

Hello there darling, hope all is well...

All i ask is if there are anything you can give away with the next part perhaps? That or anything you can give away about future projects perhaps?...

Hello my sweet bug I miss you 💚 how are you?

There are like two parts left for LMTLY series, I'm so glad that I'm finally able to finish two series back to back (okay bluey and bodyguard loki stop staring I know and I'll finish you someday)

This series like i said would end a little differently, when I said it was him and her for life I meant it, it's just going to be them . I just wanted to write something I often think about.. I don't want kids amd i just think two people can make a family together, they don't need to procreate for that. There already was a hint about that in the chapter 32.

I'm kind of scared of sharing more about the new series because some people here really steal the ideas of other writers instead of using their own imagination but like I said it's going to be about soft sweet cuddlebaby post Avengers loki who ends up in readers apartment through tesseract, i actually wrote a one shot about this loki with Indian reader and it has been in my mind since then so I just want to get it out.

Hopefully it will make sense 🫠

[lokisprettygirl]

My thoughts about Hear Me Now

Yaaaay blue my lovely I missed you so much.

Thor piss off you numb nut. Your presence is unwanted and all you lot want with him is for some selfish reason and need. I dont give a damn if odin has perished (maybe i do but mostly because im ecstatic) or if frigga is ill. You have royal advisors ready at your command, use those instead of him. You have no right to ask him of anything after knowing the tortures hes had to endure, the things hes been through and you did nothing. You lot never deserved him so leave him alone.

Bluey my darling, Im so sorry. God all i want is to give you a hug and never let go. Im so sorry darling. Those monsters made you feel unloved and that is all i want to give you.

It sad, the amount of things they've been through, the trauma they've experienced and their still going through its effects. the ptsd. their cautious of answering the door, worrying about stark and now thor, everything

Now she thinking of her mortality and her time with him.

that smutty scene

Its funny how we feel bad about what happens with these characters but the writers are the one putting them through these tortures. eheheh im not trying to guilt writers but i just think its ironic.

anyway, i love that youve written hmn again, i have missed him terribly and im just beaming

Not much, i know but it seems ive missed this too much for words

From your lovely 😊❤️💜💙💚💛😊

I just love how you always have a little message for them and bluey appreciates it very much, it warms his heart 💚💙🥰

And yes Thor really missed the chance to prove that he was a good brother, I mean he did beg Odin to spare his life which is fine but then he could have died or worse turned into a brainless killing machine and Thor knew that but did nothing.

Dammmmm you're calling me out, I always feel bad about the traumas my baby lokis have had to suffer in my fic like

Meanwhile loki is looking at me like ..you did this to me

[lokisprettygirl]

Really just wanted to share some love

😊❤️💜💙💚💛🖤😊

Love you darling

xoxo -T💚💚😊😊💚💚

And I love you darling. Hope you're doing well. Haven't seen you in last few days 🥺💖

[lokisprettygirl]

Wait a damn minute.

Im rewatching The Night Manager and this could just be a common name but the sophie characters real name is sameera (sorry if im butchering the spelling) and this is just reminded me of the sameera in the bodyguard

Now i know loki used to guard her in cairo (if im not mistaken) and a lot of bodyguard loki is like Jonathan but i just realized the detail and it could just be a common name or an easter egg of sorts but i just love that detail whether intentional or not (i still hate that sameera bitch) and i thought id share.

Sorry for the bother but i thought that maybe this can pic compensate perhaps...

Ehehe pardon the quality, i directly took a picture from the tv😅

He's so pretty 😍

It's a fairly common name in India and its also someone I know. But yeah I had also just finished the night manager at the time so it was in my head so I derived the inspiration from it. It was very intentional 🤣

You're never a bother to me my sweets ❤️🤗

[lokisprettygirl]

hi sorry, thought this be a better place to rant about TB because evidently the length of said rant doesnt accommodate the number of character available in the comments. anyway, sorry if this is rather lengthy and if this is ever a bother

nooo wtf. first of all, lokis back story in cairo, wtf sameera or whatever her name was. he was beaten to a pulp, darling im so sorry. Things like that make me want to be there and be the one to comfort and nurse him back to full health and it just brakes my heart that he was beaten up in the first place. That bitch didnt deserve him at all, im so sorry darling that you had to fall for that wretched girl only to be left broken and beaten, im so so sorry darling.

second of all, i understand why he's trying to sever the intimate and sacred contact they shared because, one he doesnt want to get hurt again, two he feels guilty that that bloody bastard steve laid a hand on her and hurt and left a mark on her and he wasnt there to help and save her, three he knows he has to give her up when she get married to steve and he cant be there to save her from the torture she going to endure from him and four he's afraid of the capability and power steve and her father have of hurting or killing him like with what happened with whats her name and the fact that she might do the same thing she did

third of all, I understand y/n as well. shes trusted him and he broke whatever that was they had and it hurt her. it made her think and believe in the things those horrible people said to her. Its also making her think that she like poison, that if she gets involved with someone else they'll leave her or they'll get hurt or taken away from her or they'll use her for their own evil scheme. (honestly this might be a terrible metaphor)

Honestly the internal conflict i have with myself will cause my untimely death, Im always like this, I understand or at least try to see both sides and this is great example of it

and lastly four, erik stevens sounded rather familiar to me and i looked it up and it turns out its actually killmonger (sorry i always call him that and might have forgotten his actual name)

Now wtf (it appears i have said this way to much i apologize) now their separated and they thought they still had that time even though they arent "friends" anymore, it still hurts them that their separated ( i dont think this paragraph makes sense sorry) Now lokis appointed to who im assuming is bitchannah or something (honestly i really dont care for the name of the characters that annoy me)

And steve you conniving asshole, thats it hes a bloody fucking bastards asshole. Honestly, everyone but y/n and loki is a narcissistic, self centered asshole that dont give a bloody fuck about anyone but themselves. (then i remembered her mother and that lady from the shelter, their good)

wow im sorry for the length and if this ever bothers you, im simply ranting of how i perceive these characters and this is a testament to your brilliant writing. You are a brilliant brilliant writer and dont let anyone think else, (even me if i ever do or did, which i hope not, if i ever did it wasnt my intention). The complexity in the stories that you muster up to conjure in your head is already brilliant but to share it to the world and to us or me personally is a privilege so thank you

again im sorry for the length of this and wish you a good day darling and hope you get better soon. sending all the love 😊❤️💜💙💚💛😊

Never apologise for a long comment or ran or feedback as I like to call it. Trust me your comments are everything that keeps me going and makes me want to update faster. 😘😘💚

Yeah Sameera really fucked him up badly, he is broken too, just in a different way and they both need to love each other to fix each other. It's just a perfect fit, he's the safe harbor she wants and she's the validation he needs. But their attraction for each other isn't limited to what they need from each other , they both want to protect each other selflessly and that says alot

And yes the new bodyguard is in

I just wanted to finally bring a side character I really like but never have written before

Whether he'd be a friend or foe? We will see 👀👀

You're making me cry with the last paragraph, lately I have been feeling even worse about my writing for some reason but this made me feel so validated. I try to give my characters a solid foundation and I'm just super happy that you feel so invested in them. Thank you for this ask my dear 😍💚

I'm sending all the love too 💓💓

[lokisprettygirl]

hi sorry to intrude or anything but i was wondering if HMN was done? i know your focus is on the bodyguard right now and believe me, i am absolutely enjoying it but i was missing a bit of bluey. im not trying to rush you its just, i was rather curious of blueys fate. again sorry to intrude or anything, i love your stories and have a lovely day darling 😊❤️💜💙💚💛😊

No no it's not done and I'll update it soon, I'm not abandoning it I promise but yes I'm highly inspired by the bodyguard at the moment hence the regular updates.

You are not Intruding at all, I'm so happy you are excited and miss bluey, because I do too 😭

[lokisprettygirl]

ehehehehe sorry in advanced and here are my thought on LMTLY

damn it. i keep saying that lately with the past few chapters but really just damn it. damn it loki, i feel bad for you. I know you'd rather not be pitied because it shows your vulnerability but darling, come on. You had a fucked up life, i know but that isnt excuse to push people away. i know there are layers deeper than the earths crust of insecurities and fears you have but darling, please let someone tell them how they feel and how they can at least help you because thats what she doing, she trying to help you get past all that shitty trauma but your not even letting her. i know its hard to even realize that she trying to help but calm down, please try to and let her explain it bc just like with birdy, all the trauma that your keeping, all the fucked up shit you keep within yourself, one day its going too be too much and i know you hate sharing or being soft bc it makes you seem week and that what you were raised to believe but darling, please listen to her and let her help you.

those walls you have up have to come down, even just a bit if you want this relationship to progress. being vulnerable doesnt make you weak, if not it makes you stronger opening up to someone, especially the one you love. This sick need to be hurt as its the only way you only truly feel, it is sick darling but hopefully y/n is there to help you understand that there are better and something so much better past that. that you dont even have to feel pain to feel something

now eheheh sorry, i dunno why i tend to go into conversation or speak as if im actually talking to loki but it just happens eheheh. sorry not the next few bits are notes from where i continue to read when they get back from the party, i dunno why but for some reason i feel sort of compelled to make an essay or something because from what i read frpm this morning, this is really bloody good and though you might not have enjoyed writing this, this is truly one of the most necessary and most beautiful ones you've written for this story because it really just shows how comlicatedly fucked up his mind is and how you just wrote it is a bloody damn good way of making us understand.amyway i love this chapter and hers what i took note of whilst i read it again. ehehhe i again apologize though cuz i seem to be making a bloody book on how i think this goes, eheheh sorry….😅

now how closed off he is understandable considering his background but she went through the same shit in some way,of all the people you can open up to luv, she the one

the moments of ignorant bliss before the shit is often cruel dont yah think. they were so happy now, this… how their dealing with it is very different now isnt it, he sort of tries to push everything down and tries to forget it by distracting himself, first making him destructive with the glass then the timing of the call was just perfect enough to destract him to focus on your work. while she's in her room trying to process what she feels via the tears.

these are just my interpritations of what i read, how you choose to see them is how you truly do and im just trying my best to make sense of it all

darling your not a bloody monster so stop calling yourself that please, i beg of you stop it. none of what you did was per your own accord, you were forced to and i know that it doesnt take away the guilt of being the one that still hurt people but darling you have to learn to get past these and start fresh bc… only good things would come out of something new and good, choose to do so and to move on with her help, all good things would come. I promise. Isnt that right writer? he's still trying to protect her even after all this time… (always..😐) and she needs to understand that no matter what happens between them, he always will. right? Well, I believe in him enough to trust him to do so

her feelings are justified but i dont like how she using the night before against him.

their both fucked up i get that but even so, he's still protecting her and for her to think that he'd be that person, they dont know each other enough in that way because of their shit but the way their both hurting just hurts me now…

darling thats just the thing, we have to or you have to because… you just have to for things to work out because neither of you will be happy if you keep something like that burried so deep wothin you.

"But what if I want to share the baggage loki, what if I want to be the part of that pain that you feel all the time? What if I want to be someone you could talk to?"

seee, her saying thiss. i agree with. what if i and her or we want to share that baggage because we love you enough to help you with that. we love you wnough that we want to help you carry, unpack that baggage because we love you. understand that damn it.

that line seriously has me questioning my choices in men. do i want the emotionally fucked up one or the boring normal dude? ehehhe but i want the fucked up one though. i want someone i can take care of and maybe that says something about me but i want that. thats what these stories, especially yours bring. the sense of helping someone even in some weird way, us helping then, even just in our mind is helping us and i just want to thank you for that.

how mature she is compared to the her a few chapters ago just shows how much this relationship is important for both of them. she maturing, realizing that okay maybe you need to let this out bc it isnt healthy but his insecurity is that he the one that needs to go. he makes his insecureties and fears into one and thinks that it defines him or something but it just doesnt. hes been tought that the most horrible things about him define who he is and that hinders any and all relationship he has. any time someone shitty messes up his mind (like that bitch jolene, dont even get me started on her) he closes himself of even more bc he was giving himself to her (jolene, again regretfully) but as he was opening up she couldnt handle him and just fuck you bitch, you and that fucker odin ruined him. it isnt fair. they left him as he is without any help or comfort and now y/n is left to pick up the pieces. fuckin shit come onnn

but i want to know and see those stupid ugly parts of you you moron (sorry…) but what if she doesnt run

now imgonna rage bc that bitch jolene is ruining the moment😡🤬 FUCKIN SHIT YOU BITCH YOU RUINED THE MOMENT. YOUR IN ON IT WITH THOR YOU FUCKER DONT ACT LIKE YOU ARENT YOU SHITTY…..

sorry for that ehehhe anyway, this got on longer, wayy longer that expected and its still isnt enough though. i just wish i could give you my brain (now that i think about it ew) or the scene or feeling and thoughts i was going through as i was reading this. this was REALLLY GOOODDD. please never stop with your wonder, this creativity is somethings else entirely.

i again apologize (you must be sick of the number of time i have) for the length this has gone on too. eheheh i cant help but feel like a bother because i feel like i've continually just repeated myself over and over and i wonder if i even made any sense eheheh. the fact that you're at this part show that you has to wndure that horrific mess that is my mind ehehhe

all i'll say now is that chapter was wonderful, i wish i could have gone on in this with it fresh but i reread once i got home and still as... its just got layers and i find that wonderfully brilliant.

im stopping myself from saying anything further

from your lovely 😊❤️💜💙💚💛🖤😊

-T

Me: upset and crying because of something work related and thinking perfect distraction doesn't exist.

Meanwhile I have this in my ask box waiting for me

Thank youuuuuu 🥺❤️

Okay coming back to this

The biggest issue he have in life is himself, he hates himself and he sees the world in the same way, just because he hates himself and Jolene who claimed to love him but abandoned him, he thinks everyone is going to do the same thing.

With y/n , his beacon of light and reason to breathe, his fears intensifies because she's honestly his last will to move forward and keep going, he's not ready to lose her at any cost and he thinks keeping her in dark would be much better than sharing with her.

If I talk about y/n in this fic she needs to be patient with him, it's been three days like girl just wants to love him but like chillll 😂 Give him some time and maybe he'll change his ways, he did open up a little to Jolene, just a little and she dropped him like a hot potato so his fear isn't just about himself but it's toppled with his abandonment issue and all she needs to do is stay by his side for now.

I think I relate with wanting to be with someone who's emotionally tormented a bit because I'm that way and I don't think I can ever be with someone who's not on the same emotional maturity level as me, like I can't possibly explain myself to a happy go lucky sort of guy who's always happy, I don't know what that says about me. Jolene in this fic also had that "I can fix him" syndrome which obviously didn't work for her 😂

Thank you for such an analysis, you're pretty astute about most of his feelings and fears in this fic my dear and like I have said a million times I absolutely love to hear from you always so never stop . Just you thinking that I'm a good writer or the fact that you wrote all this because of my story means more to me than you can imagine. Love youu 🥹💚

[lokisprettygirl]

hi just wanted to test something out because tumblr wont process my thoughts for the latest chapter of TB

I got this dear ☺️💚

[lokisprettygirl]

My thoughts about TB...

Ohh my darling, for some reason your dark side is turning me on. The brutality of what you did to bucky was beautiful. And I got what I wanted, more actually. I expected nerved shot, paralyzed arms but this is so much better. and buck you ass, sorry but i dont think wakandan arms are available for your stuppid ass. You are nothing but rubbish like yesterdays paper, forgotten and brushed off, like it never mattered. I love how she absolutely didnt give a fuck about him. Her words are of poets to me. A tad dramatic yes

its funny to me, the image of an old nick passing along books to customers with a smile on the face. its very very funny in my head.

I dont think they can ever tire of each other but its their own greatest fear no mater the assurance

and i do expect horrid things to happen to katlyn or what ever her name is. maybe defame her or something. show the world her true colors lovely.

and i expect steve maybe to be next after her

and we nearly got a reaction from rocky about them. why is the molecule of hope growing for some reason but i still hate him

and i also love how eric is being rather protective of loki and his story of how he recuperated after that bitch sameera. that breaks my heart darling. Im so sorry you had to go through that

this is rather short but as always it was brilliant

Im so sorry you had to read through this mood swing. My head is all over the place with class coming next week.

This is the messiest thought ive sent i think but is somewhat accurate of the workings of my mind.

It may be hard to understand and i do apologize for that

from your lovely 😊❤️💜💙💚💛😊

I love that Bucky isn't getting any sympathy after all the shit he has said done to her, she's an empathetic person and that's why she felt a little bad when she heard he was crying but then she remembered what he was capable of.

Ahhh Nick owns a bakery and he hired to loki to do his books, as in his accounting books, Im sorry if that was confusing dear but you have planted an image of him carrying books now 🤣

Yes insecurities are deep rooted and it's not easy to get rid of them, their relationship is still new and they both are still afraid of abandonment.

Katlyn will get her due 😈 Erik is a sweetheart 😘

I love reading through your asks always Nd love hearing what you liked about the chapter so never apologise ..you described everything perfectly 💚

Love love to you, hope you're doing well 💚💚

[lokisprettygirl]

Nooo she finally left the island and now.. Wtf they… Crap im speechless. And the final lines, like mother like daughter, shit come on you too. Ehehehe im losing my shit but this, your work is one of the few things keeping me sane and this story has been wonderful and its sad that its ending but i was beginning to lose hope that this was gonna be a happy ending but then i saw the final note and im really hoping here. he... they... she... they went through all that just to not be together in the end? nooooooo i believe in them and in you enough to know or atleast hope that they get together in the end.

this has been brilliant and i havent interacted much in a while save for a like and i apologize for that but you really, your stories are the few things thats keeping me sane because i have been a fucking shit these last few months and loki has been my source pf comfort and your rendition of him is doing just that. so thank you. for your brilliance, for sharing your stories and for the loki you've created.

this isnt much i know, so really just have a good day darling, happy holidays

from your lovely😊❤️💜💙💚💛🖤😊

I really want to end it before I'll lose the inspiration, it's happening with my stories lately I don't know why. I'm so glad though that I am able to finish it before I start the new one. I feel you when you say loki is the only source of comfort, writing for him is my escape too 💚

I really hope you're doing okay my dear I'm sorry if I don't check up enough on you, I really am not active much here these days so I get no time to go through my dashboard. If you ever feel like talking to me I'm here, just message me. If you celebrate I'm wishing you the happy holidays too 😘🥰

[lokisprettygirl]

thoughts about TNSATSI

very ominous, especially the last part.

i love how he just does everything to at least try to make her feel comfortable. i have a feeling that behavior has a story behind i. it just cant all be chivalry cant it.

how shes very guarded is interesting. the constant mentions of he or them is just the tip of the iceberg innit. she's really traumatized by whats happened that her walls are so high up she could barely trust anyone.

this island is also proving to be very very mysterious. how come of the two other teachers in said island, the both just decided on taking a vacation just as she start working. i mean its understandable through further thought but i just think its questionable. and the towns people, what the bloody hell is wrong with them that they look at her as if she brought the plague. did they have a bad experience with a previous new comer? does she look an awful lot like minola or does she remind the of her? i have a feeling minola isnt/wasnt very kind to the town, either that or shes a tortured soul.

i absolutely adore how this is ramping up to be.

i still cant help but think back to lokis concern for her and the last bit. that'll be nagging for a while now wont it. what does he mean she wont survive the next week i believe? and the sort of protectiveness he has on her is really intriguing to me, (though that might be for personal reasons).

i just cant get over how guarded she is. what happened to her and therapy is a common thing but so far why does every hint given so far make it sound so severe. it quite possibly is but... ill have to wait to know wont i?

i saw your earlier post about not receiving much interaction or feedback and about others having to just want to go straight to the height of action on interest, i mean i know what they mean but the slow starts are as important as that. the structuring of the characters and the steady build up of mystery is what makes a good story. sure jumping straight to the middle, in where the most action is drawn in is cool but others miss the meaning in that. the meaning that could only be realized if you read the start. structuring makes a good story people. personally i think its what made your other stories so brilliantly wonderful. the questions left after every chapter pile up until answered in later pages. the intrigue is palpable if you begin at the very start.

i apologize for ranting but in short of what i meant to say, im sorry that you dont get the proper response or enough of it. your work is absolutely marvelous and other may just be shy but they love it just as much a person who sends feedback. im sorry that you feel down love but if it ever raises your spirits, know that i eagerly wait for your posts as much as a child waits for Christmas. that doesnt mean to pressure you into posting, i am completely satiated in reading your older works as well.

i really just want you to know that your work is deeply appreciated. others may not show it or express it but your writing is loved. it really really is. the amount of times ive talked to myself (i really dont have friends) about your work, the reactions ive expressed are absolutely ridiculous but all of it was caused by your brilliant work and the other talented writers in this app. mere typed words or words alone cant do justice to the praise held up for your work. its just beautiful, from the heartbreaking angst to the steamy smut, all are just a work of art.

damn this got lengthy, i apologize for length of this rant and just hope you have a good one. sending you all the hugs and love i can muster

from your lovely😊❤️💜💙💛💚😊

Yess there are many hidden details, or I should say it's not really hidden though, just a matter of perspective I guess. She feels a sense of safety around him which is surprising even for her.

Also the he person and them she thinks about are the people from her past. Whatever happened to her had destroyed her will to live normally, that's why she thought living at a place where she wouldn't have to interact much, especially with men would be good for her. Epic fail because now she's desperate to seek connections because the house is either haunted or she's losing her mind.

Something is not right at The Slumber Island

Thank you for everything else you said about me and you have a virtual friend here, you can talk to me anytime you feel like. 🤗

Now I personally believe that people can write bad stories even after writing good ones, so sometimes the story just doesn't connect with people. Sometimes the story is just bad, but I KNOW that there are some people who are reading every chapter but they just don't want to respond or give a feedback because ofcourse it takes time and effort, people are busy, have lives, not well etc and I understand that very well but that doesn't mean it's not disheartening for me to be disappointed by the fact that people don't want to engage with me directly.

I think reading a series is not everyone's cup of tea, people just want to read quick smut fics or a oneshot, that's not the issue, issue is that I know they are reading but not wanting to respond. It might seem boring or dragged but pacing is very important for me, even when I'm reading x reader stories if I read a full fledged series where the characters just fall in love with each other even though there were no emotions described, no inner thoughts were shared, it immediately takes me out of the story because I can't relate with these people..I don't know what gives them a substance, a motive. So I try to build my characters, ofcourse it also depends on the plot, hmbomt had characters engaging with each other quickly but there were conflicts and issues that kept coming because that's how it is, people don't just magically start loving the other person madly for no absolute reason.

You never have to apologise to me for literally drowning me in the praises I don't feel worthy of, thank you for taking the time to send me this. Usually after I'm done venting I feel better and I was afraid of complaining again but then it's my blog and people are free to unfollow if it bothers anyone.

Love you 💚❤️

[lokisprettygirl]

My lovely, the last chapter of TNSTSI is an absolute gold mine. It's truly brilliant. I like to think that if i dont understand something or a piece of literature, or it confuses me, i think its clever cause... dear god i dont have the words to express my wild bewilderment. I just... it wont do it justice.

im all round confused. i dont know whats real and whats not anymore with the story. Im just confused but im sure all will be revealed in the next few chapters.

i do apologize if i dont send feedback often. school in full swing leaves me exhausted as i think my body or entirety is yet to adjust to being as active as i am as opposed to the pandemic where we sat in front of a screen for hours. I am completely invested in your works but i only ever have time to read just before i fall asleep so i do apologize for the lack of interactions. i am however eagerly awaiting for your future endeavors and works and just know that i will always be here. i will be here waiting like a child on Christmas morning, awaiting to open her gifts. really all i ever really check her often is if you've posted and the lack of it as of late has me missing you but do take your time with no pressure from others or myself to publish your astounding works.

(The formality, (if it is, as i find it does) uggh. this was not on purpose btw)

anyways, hope your doing well lovely and again, the chapter was phenomenal, i really cant express it enough.

From your lovely 😊❤️💜💙💚💛🖤😊

It's not always the case my dear, sometimes it's just badly written 😄 but I hope it's the opposite in this case, sone of the confusion will be cleared in the next chapter. I'm glad you said that you can't understand what's real anymore because until now that's just how reader has been feeling throughout the journey but now that she has her memories back she remembers everything and everything will make sense now.

I literally forget sometimes that some of you are still studying, I remember my days and I realise how much it sucks 😄 don't worry I'm not really writing much these days so you're not missing out, I have inspiration and a plot for the next story but I don't think many people want to read my stories anymore here and it feels like waste of my time and energy. I would like to finish all my series though so fingers crossed. But If I really do get inspired and it gets to the point where Loki is pressuring me to write again in my dreams then I'll definitely do it I promise.

Thank you my dear lovely for always supporting me like this, it really does mean the world to me, more than you can ever imagine 💚🤗❤️

[lokisprettygirl]

Hi, I know this is a bit late but i was staying over at my grandmums over the weekend and internet is a rarity to come by over there so im still getting caught up but here are my thoughts about chapter 36? (its the last one ive read) of TB...

naughty 😏😏😏

ohhhh kaitlyn bitch, you have no idea whats beneath those trousers and bitch, you cant handle the glorious hammer. you arent even worthy of it let alone see it. and again bitch, you have no idea whats possible. in that bed or anywhere. you wont even last a second with him so i suggest you dive off a cliff now will you, thx

angry bird ehehehe

ohhh shes playing naughty, i like her very very much.

noooooooooo it was bruce wasnt it dont do that tell me, that hurts 😢😭 ohhh darling, her mother isnt dead now is she i dont give a fuck if your old

god if i were y/n, i wouldnt forgive them. she suffered six years of pain and agony, drove her to want to commit suicide and some other horrible thing while their out there enjoying life, being together. Some parent she is.

ohhh darling if you lie to her, she will hate you.

my god you lot really are horrible conversation starters

god these cheeseballs

he means she and they arent ready for her to find out that they lied and abandoned her for years ohhh deary me my god

ehehe reading this without context is confusingly hilarious. Even Im confused but again i took this while reading but even i dont know what im taking about so bare with me. again sorry for this mixed mess of emotions ehehe sorry

honestly your page is the first thing i checked when i got on here soo anyway

from your lovely 😊❤️💜💙💚💛😊

It's not late at all dear, and I hope you had a great weekend at granny's home 🥹💚

She must know what's beneath those trousers, she must have seen it and she is pissed off that she could never get her hands on it or her mouth or her 😏

Yess they're going to feel the burn of it later when she finds out that they have been alive all these years and didn't come for her. I don't think loki should be blamed for any of this because he is so confused, he doesn't know what even is happening so it's better to not involve her into this.

It's not confusing at all my lovely 🥰💚 I think he wanted to be honest with her, there's no denying that he really loved sameera, that's why he married her but then now he knows what's it's like to receive the same type of love.

Thank you for checking up on my page, love you 🥹🥰💚