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[stxrya]

「—A Love Letter—」

Love. Adoration. Admiration. Passion. Joy.

And more.

Those are the things others and eventually I see in my eyes whenever I see you, whenever I talk to you, whenever I think about you and whenever I talk about you.

My eyes bright up like I've seen the brightest star in the entire universe. You are the light in my dull and monotonous life. You are the sun in my days and the moon in my nights.

You are everything I need.

Initially, I want to say.. I Love You..

..I love you with all my heart.

..I love you from the moon and back.

I would do anything for you. I would die for you.

I want you. I want to do the things every couple would do. I want to hug you, to hold you, to kiss you and to show the world that you are mine..

I love you so much, it hurts. My heart aches for you. I am in so much pain because I know you don't love me back..

I know you don't.

I know you have eyes for someone else..

Don't think that I haven't seen the way your eyes looked at them. Don't think I haven't seen how your attention is always drawn to them whenever they are near us. How your breath hitches whenever they are getting a little too close for comfort.

Every time I try to tell you, the words get stuck in my throat. The three important words is at the top of my tongue, but I can't get it out. As much as I want to be with you, I am afraid to ruin our friendship.

So I will keep these feelings to myself even though it hurts.

..but, it's fine. I am content with seeing you happy. I am happy if you are. I just want you to smile whether it's with me or someone else. I will always be there for you.

I will play the role I always have set it out to be.

I will be the person you can confide in. The person you can always find comfort. The person you can talk about whatever.

Your safe space.

The one you trust so much.

..the person you can call your best friend.

Happy Valentines Day.

—Your Bestfriend, [—] 🤍

I was thinking about posting this on valentines day but school kept me busy..

So after a few weeks, I finally posted this :)

Happy belated Valentine's day <333