#sunny is an exmo

[agoddamnedrayofsunshine]

Proud of you distancing from the Mormon church, and possibly from religion as whole. There’s a lot of mental abuse poured into indoctrinated kids, I came from a Catholic branch I’m never going back to, and you’re really brave to pull back and reorganize what YOU want to think independently from any church. I hope you get a long chance to heal, and then later get to pick out what faith means to you on your own terms.

I appreciate you, anon. It's definitely been one wild ride trying to figure shit out but it's worth it in the long run.

[lemuel-apologist]

It's absolutely hilarious that, when Charlie Day talks about the Mormon Church Air Conditioner Pit where he got drunk, I know EXACTLY the kind of area he's talking about-- despite the fact that I have never been to Rhode Island.

[fieldmemory]

tagged by: @bartallen ♥️ily !

answer 20 questions and tag 20 people

nickname: aster 4 now

zodiac: aquarius 🙄🙄

height: 5′7", ~170 cm

last movie i saw: Us, spooky shit

last thing i googled: what the name of that episode of spongebob was when he was sick and wearing that hat bc im also sick and wore a green beanie to school today hdsjkl

favorite musician: i got a whole list of musicians im passionate about in general like Aaron Powell from fog lake, but currently id say Alejandro Aranda cus that dude's a fucking legend

song stuck in my head: in the dark by soft streak AND make it forever by george clanton🎶 honestly both of those albums are always in my head lately

other blogs: ive got a loT; @sp00kydj is uhh jus for stuff i find interesting ig, and then @asterpit is my sunny aes blog, my exmo blog is @exmost, sims4 cc blog @astesims, @bluecarpetstain is for weird vibes, @abedofgoldenflowers is for ut/dr, and @foghostling is Another aes blog but directed at my own personal style. andd like. 15+ other blogs..

followers: 203

following: 1,155 😲

amount of sleep: 5/6 hrs on the weekdays and 11+ on weekends yeehaw 🤠

lucky #: 6 !!!! it always has been 😊

dream job: music director for films or animation!!! 🎬🎶💻

what i’m wearing: dark green high waisted straight leg pants & a b&w striped long sleeve sweater with a dark red rose necklace ✌️ yes i napped in this,

favorite food: edamame and chia seeds............. not together tho

language(s): english, but i plan to learn spanish all the way thru one day 😊

can i play an instrument?: does owning instruments and screwing around on them count??? if so then guitar, piano, kalimba, & harmonica

favorite song: ill never have just one favorite song, but i will never forget "i miss you so" by salami rose joe louis 🎶

random fact: i actually have a second brother!! he's just a half brother though, and he's even older than my brother, and we've never met sooo

describe yourself using aesthetic things: old pictures of my mom in the 80s n 90s, power outages, heavy fog, long road trips, bruises + bandaids, angry hot grls wearing lipstick, really specific pieces of abstract art, comforting hugs, cloudy days, weird nature smells like dirt or petrichor, disposable cameras, being alone in my room & literally any color of light in a room that isn't just white

uhhh i tag @didifeynman, @snailsnart, and anyone else who wants to at all!!!!!!♥️♥️

[agoddamnedrayofsunshine]

Hi hello I am here

Welcome to my blog, AKA "wait how did I wind up here?" Hopefully you find something fun while you're here.

I'm a nonbinary genderfluid sometimes-man-adjacent-being, any pronouns besides She are acceptable. As for my age, let's just say by Tumblr standards I'm a fossil (read: late 20s)

Hope ya like Naruto cause I've been obsessed with that nonsense since I was like 11 years old. Expect random musings and gushing over my various ships (Sannin OT3 n KisaIta ftw) at unpredictable intervals.

I also hope you like Baldur's Gate 3 because I am irrationally in love with this game and currently have a metric fuckton of fanfic of it in the works.

You can also expect various nerdery including Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, X-Men, Death Note, and like a hundred other fandoms that strike my fancy at random intervals. Occasionally I am also known to have a thought.

I am the writer of the world's okay-est fanfic over here:

(Don't ask about my original works I am way too insecure and you don't get any here)

Most of my work can be considered "dead dove" content so please heed any content warnings I apply.

If you follow me and need something trigger tagged please feel free to ask. However I'm autistic and an airhead so forgive me if I miss something.

Terfs, fash, and pro-life weirdos will be blocked on sight I do not care. Same goes for bigots of any stripe. Be fucking nice.

As I am a writer and artist, I feel like I should also make something clear:

I am not in the business of morality policing fiction. I do not care what people ship, nor do I care what others think about what I ship. I'm also not into pearl-clutching over le grimdark tropes in stories so please miss me with that nonsense. Basically, if nobody in real life is being harmed, I really do not give a solitary fuck. Not really into this pro-vs-anti shit I'm just here to have fun, mm'kay?

Though I don't have a DNI I do block liberally and with no remorse. Be a clown and I will screenshot your nonsense to laugh at with my friends and then block you and promptly forget about you once the laughter is done.

Basically, if you're chill I'll be chill. If you're an ass, you get the boot.

I DO NOT REBLOG ANY POSTS OR PUBLISH ANY ASKS THAT ARE ASKING FOR DONATIONS UNLESS I PERSONALLY KNOW YOU. This isn't to be callous or a jerk. I just can't suss out who really needs help from all of the scam bots floating around. I'm sorry but I've blocked so many bots trying to swindle people.

My tags:

Sunny said a thing: I said a thing

Sunny is committing wordcrimes: I have written a fanfic/I am talking about a fanfic

Sunny is an exmo: Various rants and thoughts about growing up and leaving the Mormon cult.

Sunny is angy/Sunny rants: exactly what it says on the tin

Vegan Talk: Also what it says on the tin. I am not one of Those Vegans and I do not care if you are a vegan or not. I am not here to preach, this tag is solely to mark posts that address the subject. I tag out of courtesy so you can filter that out if you like.

Aminals: animal posts

Anyway I hope we can have some fun and be friends!

[agoddamnedrayofsunshine]

To all my fellow ex-mormon Tumblerites this General Conference weekend

Especially queer and POC ex-Mormon Tumblerites:

Stay strong. I know the bullshit is strong, and if your family is like mine you're gonna be getting a few earfuls of the "revelations" brought up by the crusty old white dudes standing at their pulpit looking down on us.

You are loved. You are wanted. You are not broken or dirty or wrong or a sinner. You make the world a better place just because you exist, and you don't need any organization's approval for that to be true.

Have a safe weekend.