#swallowyouraffection

[jeeblie]

I really want to share, a little tidbit from some of the stuff I'm working on

But you SYA fans have to keep it a secret from SYA fans that don't have tumbler- it'll be a little Easter egg secret for the ones that figured out I reside here 😈

Discord SYA'ers- go ham with it 👍👍

chapter bomb spoilers

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⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ spoilers ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

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⚠️s🚨p💥o📢i🚨l⚠️e💥r🚨s📢📢🚨💥⚠️

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"You are like, the softest cutest thing right now, idk where you got your idea about being big and bad-"

Still scratching the back of his fuzzy neck, the puttering in his chest is the loudest its been, and you can see him struggling to get his wits back.

You can't help but laugh.

"Literal kitten." You grin, "Technokitty."

He frowns at you, with his big boar face, and fuzzy eyebrows, and scar marred skin. His tusks are way longer then when he's human, and without much thought you switch from scratching the back of his neck, to grabbing both his tusks in your hand.

His eyes are intense, absorbing your every move with the dialated look of a wolf that found prey.

"Kittens can't break arms." He murmurs, hands sliding up the bed to circle around the joint of your elbow.

His hands were bigger then before, engulfing your biceps and halting all arm movement.

He lightly squeezes your elbow and it forces you to release your grip of his tusks.

"But kittens do go limp when someone grabs their scruff." You try to say confidently in reference to just moments before where Techno was limp with your touch, but his eye contact is incredibly intense and leaves you feeling skittish.

He puffs a hot rush of laughter at you, chin still perched against your chest, large ribcage still pinning your abdomen to the bed, hips still slotted between yours, and tail lazily waving like a flag.

Still completely flattening you to the bed.

You're suddenly more aware of the position you're in.

He doesn't say anything after his puff of laughter, but there's a clear idea in his head as he releases one of your arms, hand quick to slid up under your neck to palm at the base, fingers sliding up into your hair from the roots-

His hand tightens, a gentle but firm pressure that pulls your head upward, exposing your neck.

He scruffed you. By the neck.

As if to say, 'Who's really the kitten?'

A chittering noise in your throat bubbles up, and with your one free arm, you drop your hand onto his snout-

You felt embarrassed- you could feel the heat rushing to your face and his all consuming gods damned eyeballs wouldn't stop being deadlocked onto you

"Alright buster-" you thrash yourself, trying to fight back, "You need to learn your lesson."

You shove his snout off you, wriggling to get out from under him, and you can feel the laughter in his chest.

The hand behind your neck releases, like he can sense your fluster and knows to give you your space.

He's shifting back, human features quick to align themselves into a prideful and amused facial expression. Too cocky.

The urge to knock him down a peg or two is strong.

He relents, anchoring himself up off of you with a snarky laugh.

He won whatever this was- and out of spite, as soon as he was sitting on the side of the bed with both feet against the floor, you bumped your forehead against his arm and nipped at him.

Nothing painful, no force behind your jaw, but a clear drag of your sharper teeth against skin, ending with a pinch and release.

His eyes flick in your direction, and you're immediately filled with a giddy fear- the kind of fear that you get when you're playing tag and the chaser is right behind you as you run.

Your fight or flight flickers to life and it screams RUN.

You fucking flounder off the bed, squealing as you attempt to run by, dropping to the floor.

That lasted all of two seconds as Techno snatches you up before you even make contact. Before you can even get to your feet and start to flee.

His grin is downright evil, hauling your body up into the air, rising to his feet to really increase how much you were dangling.

One hand was against your back, fisting the fabric of your shirt and pulling you into reach of his other arm, which hooks around your ribcage and presses your back to his chest.

"Alright- okay- I show mercy and you pick another fight- I see how this is-" he grits, evil.

You're laughing so hard, flailing in an attempt to be released, but with how hard you're laughing your attempts are downright pitiful.

"Alright- where should I bite as payback- huh?" He huffs, glowering down at you as you grin in pure glee and giddy fear.

"NOoO-" you laugh, all attempts at coming up with an actual argument reduced to a single word.

"Forearm?" He says, using his free hand to grab your arm, forceably pulling it to his face, and you feel him press his closed teeth to the skin.

"NoOooo-" you whine- tugging your arm out of his hold and grabbing his wrist to try to keep him from further manhandling you.

"Shoulder?" He says, curling around you to press his closed teeth to the fabric of your shirt. You still feel his tusks through the fabric.

"TEchnoooo-" you shimmy, looking down at the floor in hopes that the arm keeping you held against him loosens enough for you to drop and run.

"Neck?" He says.

His voice drops to the most serious it could sound, and you genuinly can't tell if it's a part of the bit or if he's actually serious, but the next moment you feel his closed teeth gently resting against the outer layer of skin on your neck and you freeze.

Hot breath pans all across your neck, sending goosebumps scuttling across you.

No bite. Just a threat. Skin untouched other then the teeth resting against it.

You could feel his grin, feel as it started to drop into something more serious.

Hear as he took in an unsteady breath.

Hear his chest gently come to life with a deep rumble.

Before you could say anything, he nipped you, just as gently as you did, only his tusks dug at you, not breaking skin, but dragging in a way that almost hurt.

You audibly 'meeped'. Going limp in his hold and Techno proceeded to set you on your feet and peel himself off you.

When you turn around to look at him (your eyes all wide with how flustered you were) he's already laying on the bed, back facing you and curled into a ball.

"You win- scram nerd-" he says- refusing to look at you. Like he just embarrassed himself. You catch sight of his ears, flushed completely red.

You imagine you aren't too far off from the same.

[jeeblie]

YOOO- GOOD SHIT RIGHT THERE

*eats art*

EVERYONE LOOK AT THE DRAGON 🐉

@jeeblie Made you somethin’.

[jeeblie]

I had a dream abt your universe and I had to share

Tommy: why did you two even get married??

reader, empathetically: Because i love him

Techno: ...Tax purposes

I'M SORRY IT JUST HIT ME LIKE A TRAIN JEEBS

LMAOOO

"Tax evasion"

Is what he says

And then on the inside he's like

"I wuv u 2"

[jeeblie]

Just wondering, don't know if this has been asked or not but oh wElL.

Just need to be prepared.

Will there be any smut in SYA?

Genuinely curious, I'll still read either way, I freaking LOVE this book, I was just wondering because I'm actually asexual, and I don't want to be jumpscared 😭

And if there is, could you put a warning when it happens so that I and others know when to skip?

LOVE YOUR FANFIC <3

Haha- nope, I dont think I'm going to write smut in the book itself- if I do I'm gonna do it seperately

There will be like, kissing and stuff though

Big smooches 😘

[jeeblie]

could you 🎀 pretty please 🎀 share another tinyyy spoiler soon?? we love you jeebly 💗

🤲

Here is but a humble kitchen scrap

[jeeblie]

My theories for why the chapter updates haven't dropped yet:

-Jeeblie isn't preparing a chapter bomb, but a chapter NUKE

-Jeeblie is having writers block [been there]

-Jeeblie actually has a life :0 (AKA is busy)

-Jeeblie is enjoying keeping us SYA readers in suspense

Which ones are correct?

All of the abovvvve???

after how long I made yall wait, your getting an extra chapter or two

My jeeblings deserve it ❤️

[jeeblie]

crash out anon here

Started rr again and I got to Tommy Troubles AND TELL ME WHY. THIS IS THE MOST PAINFUL SLOWBURN IVE EVER READ????? I LOSE MY SHIT EVERY TIME I READ IT BECAUSE 17 HOURS AND ALMOST 80 CHAPTERS LATER. THEY SHARE A BED AND CUDDLE EVERY NIGHT, HOLDING HANDS IS JUST NORMAL NOW?? AND I REFUSE TO GET OVER THE TWO OR SO TIMES TECHNO JUST???? THINKS THAT???

all this to say can I PLEASE politely demand a status update??? I’m absolutely crashing OUT over here. It’s 5:30 am and I have been up reading this. I will go back to the mental hospital.

I have like- 2 complete chapters, two chapters that are 60% complete, and 3 chapters that have a general layout but need filled in

I write during my 30 minute break at work and then when I get home I fall over LMAO

NO MENTAL HOSPITAL CRASH OUT ANON- U GOT THIS, YOU CAN DO IT

[jeeblie]

it is I, forehead bump anon, back again to grace you with another one of my amazing ideas

to add onto the crown proposal idea the other anons submitted—

We all know that Techno would not give Reader gold of his own volition. He very clearly has feelings for her but he’s like ‘meh. don’t need to act on them. what am I, cringe? nahhh—’

Maybe tommy does a little mischief and realizes this, so he (being that he’s in the middle of his arts and crafts phase) smelts some shitty golden bracelets for Reader, and gifts them to her in front of Techno.

Reader is all like “awww my little chicken boy, I love these and I’m never gonna take them off—”

and technos just like— ‘what the actual hell are those. I can do SO MUCH BETTER.’

and so he makes the crown because he’s trying to show that he’s better than Tommy. He realizes that he’s been bamboozled by his instincts after he gives the crown to reader.

cue Tommy being a little guy causing mischief and reader being an oblivious fucker

thank you for coming to my ted talk

BRO I WANT TO PUT THAT IN THERE SO BAD LMAOOO SKSJSOJSJS DYING AND SUMMERSAULTING- BUT ALAS, I DOUBT I SHALL FIND A GOOD SPOT TO WORM IT IN

BUT I LOVE THAT IDEA

Thank you for your Ted Talk :)

[jeeblie]

SYA got me fully inserting my wither-squid OC in and made this doodle to sort of visualise her idk how to draw horns or lava and idk how to make her look like Brother Dearest. Ig Reader is just quirky like that 😔

Here she is on the netherrack trying to figure out how to look and act humanoid (Reader's note to self: learn how to be bipedal by stalking pigmen and endermen (??? Endermen walk stiffly tho))

Sorry for spamming your ask box

YYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAGRGRGRGRGRGRGAYAYYAYKSKSKSK

I AM BEING FED WITH A FANART AAAAAAAAAAA

I love your interpretation

I want to put it in the fanart chapter I have on wattpad

[jeeblie]

I’ve been rereading SYA over and over the past week after the spoilers you posted (which were so good!) and was curious to know if there could be another update on the chapter bomb because it has me on the edge of my seat 🥺. No pressure though, take your time and rest well! And also the first kiss you mentioned in AO3 comments… will it be included? It’s keeping me up at night 🤞

I love your writing so much thank you for blessing us with these tumblr updates! I hope all your days are always amazing and may your pillow always be cool on both sides!

A kith...?

[jeeblie]

IM READING YOUR BOOK AGAIN ITS SO GOOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY IN A GOOD WAY AAAAHHHH

-A silly little person

I LOVE U SILLY PERSON- U LITTLE BLORBO

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How i imagine Tommy's parent/sibling figure dynamic works

How i imagine Tommy's parent/siblings figure dynamic works

OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH I FUCKING LOVE IT LMAOOOOO

ITS SO ACCURATE

[jeeblie]

WAIT DID YOU WRITE SWALLOW YOUR AFFECTION????? I FUCKING LOVE THAT BOOK.

LMAOOO YEUUUP- THATS THE ONE O WROTE

IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE IT

[jeeblie]

bRO I JUST FINISHED BINGE READING SWALLOW UR AFFECTIONS AND GOOD GOD IM SO SOFT I WANNA WAKE UP IN TECHNO HUGS TOO QnQ

BRO SAME

[jeeblie]

not reader’s logic swallow your affections being “techno really loves his friends but since he doesnt have many i just dont kno what counts as 'normal platonic affection' so thats *prooooobably *what this is :)”

techno bby ur dumbass-sexual at this point 😭

FR FR THO 😭

Legit readers thought process

[jeeblie]

I know it’s probably not gonna happen but here’s a silly little idea—

ghostbur gifting reader a bouquet of yellow/golden flowers because awww

Casper the friendly ghost ain’t got nothin on him B))

Now imagine this—

techno seeing Ghostbur gift reader the *golden* flowers……

piggy instincts go *zoing*

man, what a silly little idea

you can imagine what happens next :DDD

-foreheadbump anon

KJSKS

That also sounds adorabld

Big guy has gotta show he's the better partner