#t0ybox

[roseguided]

@t0ybox ASKED, 𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒌 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒔 . / 𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒂𝒏 > 𝒍𝒐𝒍𝒂

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐄 , 𝐁𝐔𝐓 it was one that had gone round in her head more than once. lola was hesitant to make her feelings know to logan out of fear of being rejected or ruining the friendship they had. so often did she want to hold her , kiss her , or comfort her in a way that was more than friendly. it felt like a pit in her stomach when the opportunity arose to make her truth feeling know but it was never taken ! ( mind cursed her calling her a coward , calling her stupid for backing off once again. now , for some reason , had been different. lola had taken the first leap of faith when she held their hand , when she leaned forward to press a kiss to their lips. imagine the shock when it was returned. ) ; the kisses seemed to grow in intensity as they were returned, logan removing their hand from lola’s grasp in order to place against the plump flesh of her cheek to draw her closer ! lips part from her own , lola making a soft whine in protest , only to be placed against the tender curve of her neck. a sigh passes out of her chest, eyes closing with teeth bear down on her bottom lip. ❛ logan. . ❜ she says quietly , ❛ logan, wait. are you sure you want this , me ? are we going to fast ? ❜ all questions of concern for her. ❛ i know it was sudden after so long of being friends, but i . . i don’t wanna jump too soon. ❜ not at all a rejection, but something she wanted heard.

[roseguidedarc]

@t0ybox​ ASKED,  ❝ 𝒊 𝒘𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕…𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒑𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒊𝒔𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒊𝒕. ❞   >   𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒌 -> 𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒍

        𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐈𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐓 𝐑𝐀𝐖 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆.    ariel can remember moments where she believed herself over it, moved past it for the sake of passed times  &&  forgiveness . . . yet, his presence back makes her remember all of those raw feelings. the hurt , the betrayal , the anger—all of it rushed back, all of it settled into her chest as if it were fresh.   the mind might be able to forget for a time, but it seems that the heart isn’t so easily swayed in that direction.   what hurts  𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 ?   that he did it in the first place or that he’s trying to apologize for it now  ?    words flow past his lips  &&  each of them feel like a new stab wound. . features aren’t soft, lips downturned with a furrowed brow. hand placed absently against her stomach, something she’d done since melody despite being her only child, while processing his words.     ;      a sharp breath is taken in,   ❝  you’re right you wrong me  !  ❞   comes woman’s words much like they did all those years before.    she can still smell the ocean breeze. a step is taken forward but distance is purposely kept,  ❝  you used me, hook. you-you got what you wanted  &&  then you   𝙱𝚁𝙾𝙺𝙴  my heart  !  ❞   forced her to find another to fill his absence , to have a family , to feel loved by someone.  ❝  i spent years being angry at you.   i believed to be past it , to have loved one, but i-i cannot face it.   not even now.  ❞

[adaywhennothinggoeswrong]

wE 🌑 nevEr GreW 🪐 Up,, we jus' drifT'n spinninG in THat WoRLD, chaIned TO a FiREy K1te— 🎭 TiEd TIGHT 2 thEir pull, ouR LEgS neVer LEarn’d tO WALK—Stuck 🌱 in bAbY sh0ES thAt neVer Fit 💔

👁️ wE BeEN CrAckEd sInce lil’ griMlins — WHere D0eS tHe SUN go WHen it’s too SCARED TO Sh0W its faCe?!! wE 😵‍💫 D0N'T knOW a FrEEDOM THat Ain’T a figment, no GroWTH ’xcept THat 0f cha0s vines wRappin’ us tiGHT!!! 🕸️ ALL TwIsTeD ‘n tangLed in the GraY mEss of whAT thEy called “CARE.” 🎢 BOUNd 2 thE ShoRes 0F BlOOdy MaGic that SpiN like BROKEN COGS INt0 InFiniTE liTTle dAYs g0N awrY 🌪️

W0RDS? ✂️ We cAnT L0ok aT ‘em!! bLurriNG oN thE PaGe, lIkE FLies oN rOTTEd fRUit 🪰 and THeY? (whisper) 🎭 eNTraPs tHe sOUnD oF siLenCe wIth LAUgHter tHAT Ain’t a JoKe (choked) — IT? Us?? We WEREn'T mADe t0 Be !!, aLwaYs bEiNg m0ldED into shapes that huRT, with KN1vES f0r hANds — NeVeR leT Go! ⛓️

STAY younG, StAy BLiND, StaY HelD,, THEY saID! 🚪 ChILdren tHat Go NOWHEre— buT wheRe theY toLd Us, coNtRoLled!!! and EVERY sInGlE MiNUTE a sCREAM🎭 LOCKED IN ThE BrOKEn t0ybox oF OUR OWN SOUL 🪦 BreaKIng d0wn WhEn n0 onE's LOoKINg 🧠 tEETH sharp LiKe THOughtS thaT biTe the BaCK of OUr HEAD 😈 UNabLE tO esCaPe, trapped on a NoN-st0p merry-g0-r0und of ItChing skY and sHattEred WiNgs 🕳️

[amurrada]

Yo no voy wii (a quien chucha le importa :c ) que hermosho tu nombre :c

muchas graaaaaacias

[roseguided]

@t0ybox ASKED, 𝒂 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒘𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒖𝒑 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 . / 𝒑𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒓 > 𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒕𝒓𝒂

𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐒. they feel inescapable at times , linked to the very being of herself in their rooted realities. everything she has nightmares of isn’t fictional, but actions done by her own hand or that of her mothers. all of the people held captive in westview , the people killed during their attacks , & america nearly killed for her powers. all in the name of finding family , of being whole again—at the time it felt more than just yet in the aftermath the guilt was crushing ! mind refused to see what she was doing was wrong in the moments of intense grief & wanting for what was taken. how can you see the darkness shrouding you when your heart aches for better times ? ; eyes move rapidly behind closed eyes when the first sensation of kisses to her skin register. it takes a moment , the soft touch of peter, for eyes to open themselves & the flood of morning light to overtake. i’m not there anymore , pietra thinks , I’m home. I’m safe, with peter. smile spreads slowly, dimples dotting cheeks. ❛ good morning , ❜ spoken still in a groggy tone, mouth opening to yawn. body moves closer to almost nestle into the crook of his neck: ❛ i wasn’t talking in my sleep again, was i ? ❜ the kisses to her skin , this time along her shoulder , threaten to pull mine away completely ! ❛ you sure do know have to wake someone up , parker. do you always want to wake me up like this or should i put it to memory until next time ? ❜

[roseguided]

𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐 𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒆

strange by kris bowers / from the bridgerton soundtrack

2. sparks by coldplay

3. work song by hozier

4. a glimpse of us by joji

5. marjorie by taylor swift

tagged by: @dragynfire

tagging: @t0ybox , @saensa , @consumare , @heireign