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rikotin · 2 years

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me getting the highest possible grade on my photo portfolio that I slapped together in about 4 hours is not only a testament to my hyperfocus but also the sheer queer audacity of succeeding

#talking technical and self-reflecting more like pulling word out of my ass and slapping them together bon appétit #and then somehow succeeding #unstoppable force vs immovable object #(thinking I'm naturally talented in everything vs my persisting impostor syndrome despite my success and constantly exceeding expectations)#bitches be so fucking annoyingly proud and cocky of their skills and simultaneously so fucking not (I'm bitches)#someone might think this is a weird flex i can promise you it's not i need to be assessed for adhd i can't stand myself #what I'm trying to say I don't actually KNOW jackshit I simply vibe and it frustrates me so much #rambles

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