#terriblestcrm

[saudadexmses]

test muse: Dorian Belrose (43 (???).  fallen angel/warlock. Works as a University librarian/bookbinder. they/them)

" Isn't it a bit late for you to still be here?" Dorian frowns slightly as they glance over at the other." Don't you have better things to do than to make my work harder? It's a beautiful Friday night go and enjoy yourself."

@terriblestcrm

[etxrnaleclipse]

Cont. from @terriblestcrm || Freddie and Milo (x)

"Oh- Oh, no, I'm sorry." The Scot quickly jumped in, feeling awkward as a hand came up to rub at the back of his neck. "I've just been out of the game for a long time, I didn't really want to misinterpret anything. But absolutely... I'd love to."

[divinedxsign]

closed starter for @terriblestcrm

Lainey could see the questioning look on Perry's features when she stopped in the doorway, seeing Lainey still laying on the sofa. "It’s my day off, okay? I've earned the right to be lazy." The blonde defended herself, before a lopsided smile spread on her lips. "Feel free to join me if you want." Lainey patted the small space beside her, though she'd scoot over if Perry actually agreed.

[scinglives]

@terriblestcrm

Ben cursed to himself as he noticed the other at the party, he hadn't seen her since they had broken up. But she was close to his sisters, she meant a lot to them. Of course they had invited her to their 21st birthday. Ben had been downing the drinks since he clocked her, just trying to get rid of the pain and anxiety he felt at seeing her again, sighing slightly when he noticed her coming towards him.

"It's nice you came..." He said with a polite smile, God this was painful. "I know Eden will be happy you're here..."

[tyliocellier]

NAME: I go by N online

PRONOUNS: she/her

MOST ACTIVE MUSE(S): At the moment it's Tylio, then Holly

RP PET PEEVES: Over-formatting to the point where the reply becomes hard to read...

EXPERIENCE/HOW MANY YEARS: 16 years

FLUFF, ANGST, or SMUT: Angst/drama mostly, with a little bit of smut and fluff.

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: I can do both, but I love when the thread fascinates me so much that the replies just get long.

TIME TO WRITE: Like 1,5 hour? Depends on the length really, sometimes it's much faster, sometimes it takes hours lol especially when I gotta do research or I am really into the thread and thinking very hard about my reply.

Tagged by: @noiranamnesis

Tagging: @loveaffairxc, @archxngxl, @terriblestcrm and anyone else who is interested!

[hlfmoonshine]

perfectstcrm is now terriblestcrm

this is not a dreary commentary on my life right now, though that would be clever. i am just making a switch from taylor swift to less billionaire type artists at the moment. terrible storm is one of my favorite songs from my first tegan and sara cd my mom got me as a kid. if you wanna give it a listen, feel free. love you all, i'll be around on im and discord. if you are ever unsure if you should reach out or not, please know that reaching out does in fact make me feel better. less alone. however, i am off to bed. so. tomorrow. if you want to reach out, you can tomorrow or after and such. love you much friends.

[introversions]

to do list 3/9/24

i'll be doing starters first while the ideas are fresh, but drafts are being queued in the meantime! let me know if i forgot something!!

drafts: (10)

lua x victoriana for cannib4l

phoenix x tanner for julybloom

dustin x buffy for cvpidswings

liam x ezra for vvhimsicals

oli x axel for dialsdrnk

jace x avery for girlyraves

beam x minjun for fadinglights

seb x karenna for hclysins

beam x laramie for terriblestcrm

liam x charlotte for supercutts

memes: (2)

phoenix x matt v. for clearwinged

[muse] x yongsun for r3dblccd

starters: (14)

phoenix x charlie for wasteddawns

naomi x apollo for wasteddawns

birdie x ryan for moticnsickness*

phoenix x spencer for moticnsickness*

sebastian x zoie for moticnsickness*

sanjay x ophelia for spillurgvts

dustin x polly for spillurgvts

oli x minnie for spillurgvts

hanni x ahin for iinvu

sebastian x japser for iinvu

oli x woohyun for iinvu

danika x joseph for falscgcds

liam x nova for falscgcds

dustin x nova for falscgods

[saudadexmses]

[ panic ]

[ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack

They often had nightmares, always the same, there is no escape as his being consumed by the flames, no matter how much he tries to scream, to ask for help but nothing comes out and the desperation only grows. He wakes up panicked, desperate for air, sweat running down their face as they try to make sense of what is going on, feeling just as trapped, trying desperately to escape, it's how he ends up on the floor terrified and unable to breath.

Hearing the others voice it calms him, heart still beating fast, hands holding unto the other in desperation." A-Am I dead?" Maxime asks, tears at the corners of their eyes.

@terriblestcrm

[saudadexmses]

[ clean ]

[ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body

Henry wanted to act tough, sure he was good at stealing things, of blending in and going unnoticed but when it came to violence he wasn't made for it, as luck would have it he had gotten caught and had it not been for the other, well, he wasn't sure if he would have made it.

" Thank you." The thief whispers, glancing out at the wound." You saved me." It wasn't an admission that he would have said so freely but he meant it, still shaking from the experience." I'm sorry for troubling you."

@terriblestcrm

[saudadexmses]

[ rainfall ]

[ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain

Anita wipes away her tears, she didn't want them to see her like this, wanting to maintain her happy self at all cost, it was she did best but how could she when her heart had been broken." He broke up with me." She says a sob escaping her lips as she shakes her head in disbelief. " Two years together and he decides to break things off on our anniversary! Who does that?!"

@terriblestcrm

[saudadexmses]

[ bullet ]

[ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver

" No, no, no! " Levi presses their hands against the wound, that bullet wasn't meant for Darius it was meant for them, this was their fault, if only they had been careful, only they had been paying attention. " You idiot! What do you think you're doing Dar?!" They couldn't lose him, it would break them, destroy them even." Look at me, Darius, look at me." Levi pleaded, voice breaking as they tried to remain level head but how could they when the love of their life had been shoot.

@terriblestcrm

[saudadexmses]

NAME: M

PRONOUNS: she/they

MOST ACTIVE MUSE(S): Currently I'm not sure, my muse is all over the place.

RP PET PEEVES: When it's clear the person didn't read the rules, even like go threw them quickly, anything.

EXPERIENCE/HOW MANY YEARS: I have lost count xD

FLUFF, ANGST, or SMUT: Fluff and Angst!!

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: Both, both is good. Sometimes short replies are good for when my head is a bit eh long replies are also good to take things slower but also work with the scene :)

TIME TO WRITE: depends on how I am feeling and life.

Tagged by: @ofholocenemuses thank you for the tag!

Tagging: @islandofmuses @radicalrascals @rowan-revelry @terriblestcrm who ever would like to do this!

[scinglives]

@terriblestcrm

"You're really not going to take no for an answer, are you?" Sofia asked with a smirk, the other had been trying to ask her out on a date for weeks now, and each time she said no. Mainly because she had fallen for bad guys before, she'd had her heart broken. "Fine, you've worn me down. One drink."

[saudadexmses]

okay i got 15 threads in my drafts, the rest i dropped because im going to slowly try and get muse back.

I have 6 threads for @terriblestcrm ( sohail & sam, willa & adrian, beth & viktor, booker & noelle, patrick & ridley and lucien & henry)

I have 3 threads for @rowan-revelry ( minwei & adrian, valgrim & ezra and dheval & elian)

i have 2 threads for @cdditiess ( logan & alice and javed & noelle)

i have 1 thread for @ofginjxints ( napier & elian)

i have 2 threads for @archxngxl ( beatriz & liam and elvira & adrian)

and 1 thread for @radicalrascals ( liam & wil )