#thana.txt

[butchdykekondraki]

Heyyy Reeses hope hope all is well, do you think about how one of the hobbies of Kondraki is photography. Do you think about how Clef’s face is always obscured in any photos, never reflecting who he is as if symbolizing how he refuse to be seen as the man he is and not as the demon he deemed himself to be.

Do you think about how Kondraki wished to capture the man she loves, do you think she aims her camera lenses to try to immortalize him in picture before he fades away. As if she’s scare to loose him as she did with her son, before the foundation too takes that away from her. Do you think one morning, when it was her and clef, she gaze at the empty paper then to him. Do you think she aimlessly took the pencil then without thought she lightly sketch him as they converse.

Do you think she showed him the drawing once everything was said and done, do you think she realizes that every detail of love she put into it reflected on how she saw him. Do you think Clef gaze at the drawing seeing his face, not that of an animal but him through the eyes of someone he loves. Do you think Kondraki realizes that only she held such a thing. Do you think that drawing is the truest reflection of Clef. Do you think Kondraki realize she has touched his heart once again that no one else could dare to mimic nor copy. Do you think Clef realize that there was need for facades. Do you think she final manage to capture that image she always wanted, of the man who brought her the will to continue forward and to seek for something better . Do you think she has that drawing of him in her wallet. COUGHS I think I send this before but that’s okayy cledraki propaganda for all

- @thanatopia-111

THANA? IM GONNA DIE?????

[thanatopia-111]

Hello 🙏,

I am Amal, a mother of seven children ranging from 15 years to 7 months old 🍉.

Due to escalated war conditions, I relocated to the south, leaving my husband in the north to care for his ailing father.

I am eager to reunite with my husband and children as soon as possible 🙏♥️.

I have initiated a fundraising campaign to support our journey, and I look forward to your support and participation to collectively become a beacon of hope in achieving this dream🙏🙏.

Vetted by @90-ghost

Hope you find safety soon, please donate if one can

[cix-blog]

heres my new blog, please unfollow me here!

[disorderboy-blog]

me crying bcos i jst wanna b able to do th cicada 3301 puzzle

[butchdykekondraki]

Hii Konnie!!! Hiii, hope all is well but I hope all is well but for the flag picking maybe Xeno/Neo gender or GenderQueer or Genderfuild :3

- @thanatopia-111

HELL YEAH!!!

colourpicked from my wonderful guy archangel michael .:-) vv

[butchdykekondraki]

Hiii Konnie Hiii, do you ever think about John the Apostle, Do you ever think about the painting which he lean against Jesus, devotion and adoration within his form. Naive to the fate that within this meal which he shares to the one he praises, would be the last. That he will longer be bless by those warm smiles of his, that he will longer walk beside him, no longer embrace him as if his own. And yet he never was his own, not even as he drank his blood and consume the divine meal, for his lips had never grace his and yet the traitor felt them. As he sold Jesus away for worthless coins, as he forsake him to their death, who was the one who kissed him. How he envy the outsider, who was praised by his holy words, how he felt jealousy sting within his eyes as he gaze upon the kiss that he wished was his, how disgusted he felt as for he once again he wished he was Judas, the sinner, the betrayal of such love, the one who held blood their on his hand: to have been bestowed upon such love. The affection which John had long and ache for deep within the night, how he wished that he would look at him the same way. How wish and prays, even within his final moments, his pleads always remain the same. For Jesus to return his devotion and admiration, for his own love which he keep silent to be return. Perhaps he is no better than Judas. COOGHH I am taking the doomed bible yaoi waayyy to seriously ^—^

- @thanatopia-111

hiiii thana haiiii!!!! im gonna start coughinf up blood snd organs about this ^__^!!!

[butchdykekondraki]

I like to think Kondraki left a single green butterfly to watch over Clef even after Kondraki’s suppose death, they never left Clef. Now the doctor speaks to them, late in the night, rambling of thoughts and feeling alike, hoping that perhaps these messages would be heard by her, someday. Until then he’ll keep conversing as if she was there, listening. COUGH anyways how was your day?? :D

- @thanatopia-111

hey thana why is it your life mission to fucking Kill Me Dead <- positive

[butchdykekondraki]

Hiii Reeses Hiii doomed bible yaoi is plaguing my mind and I can’t sleep, soo do you ever think about the last meal. Do you ever think about the words which Jesus spoke, the words which were meant for the man he loves. “Truly I tell you, one of you will betray me.” Yet he still gave him his body to tear into, to consume and devour like no other, so that he and him may become one. One of you will betray me, one of will hurt me, one of you will break my aching soul which still called and long for you even upon the cross. And yet Jesus still poured his blood for him to drink, for him to savor the lingering taste of his being, for his and their soul to intertwine and mend in such a way. One of you will forsake me yet he still ate with him, still slept with him, still kissed him in return upon the betrayal, tasting the wine against his lips. “Truly I tell you, one of you will betray me.” yet Jesus still loves him, he still loves Judas.<- sorry about rib, it just needed to get this out of devotes system before they take a nap ^^

- @thanatopia-111

?!??!!??? HELLO THANA HI. IM GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE?

[butchdykekondraki]

HEYY KONNIE, do you want anything from the gas station, also I think Judas adore Jesus’s hands. I think he adore the scars which embedded themselves within his love’s hand, marks from the years of woodworking. I think Judas love holding Jesus’s hand, he admire the scars from afar or near, a sign of how divinity itself lay in past wounds. In healing skin. I think Judas love kissing the scar’s of Jesus’s hands, gently cherishing them. I think Judas love any scarred which his love had, expect for the ones he caused. I think his soul aches when he saw the nails driven into Jesus’s hand. I think he would weep once he saw them hollow. He can longer hold them. He can no longer kiss them. Divinity now held a wound which can never be healed, a hollow imprint, a hollow betrayal. I think Judas love the scars on Jesus’s hand. All expect one, the one which he himself inflicted. He wishes he can kiss Jesus’s hand one more time.

- @thanatopia-111

WHUH. ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME HELLO WHAT HELLO

[butchdykekondraki]

I was force to go on a groceries run on Butch Appreciate Day, it felt like a crime, save meeee

- @thanatopia-111

whatttt!!! thats so fucked ,,,,, D-:!!

[butchdykekondraki]

Hii Cyrus!!! ^^ I was thinking of trying new neopronouns I haven’t heard of yet and wondering if you could recommend/give some to me!!!!

- @thanatopia-111

hiii thana!!! im not totally sure which ones to recommend but some ones we like are uhhh hx/hxm, dev/devote, si/sin, visc/viscera cor/corvids, rib/cage, mor/mortis ^__^;; <- i have no idea if that like ... helps . at all . but ja .:3

[butchdykekondraki]

Hiii here’s my two cents, I like to think the moment Clef realize he wished to not only live but thrive, away from the cruelty of the foundation, was when Kondraki simply asked with some help with her hair. As he simply brushes it in the deafening silence and atmosphere of the foundation does e realizes that all he wants to do is this. Taking care of the ones he loves, helping her in any ways which he can. As he softly Combes it, showing a gentleness he thought he never had, he realizes all he ever wanted is here. That was the night, the devil himself began to hope. Okay byeeee :]

- @thanatopia-111

OHHHHH THANA IM GONNA KILL YOU FOR THIS ONE

[butchdykekondraki]

A Personal favorite headcannon of mine is that Clef and his shotgun along with ukulele are in a polycue, he regularly takes them both out on dates ^^

- @thanatopia-111

THIS IS SO CUTE ACTUALLY .. ur so right for this truly

[butchdykekondraki]

KONNIE I FUCKING FOUND IT YOU WERE RIGHT LMAO

https://archiveofourown.org/works/26947336

- @thanatopia-111

OH SHIT I DIDNT SEE THIS. WHOOPS THANK YOU THANA!!!!!!!!!!!!

[butchdykekondraki]

Konnie can we please agree that Sebastian is a butch dyke please <- don’t mind xe, they just really likes headcannon xem’s favorite characters as bucthy dyes

- @thanatopia-111

SO FUCKING TRUE ACTUALLY!!

[butchdykekondraki]

Butch4Bucth Clefdraki, thank you for coming to my ted talk

- @thanatopia-111

canon and real!!!!!!