#thank god my heart meds come in double doses or i'd be TRULY fucked
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im this fucking close to snapping ngl
#after everything while i wasn't looking#i ran out of half my meds#i'm going through withdrawals#thank god my heart meds come in double doses or i'd be TRULY fucked#and couldn't afford my meds#and for whatever reason my psych isnt renewing my antidepressants#like LOL wtf is wrong with people i am just trying to mind my own business and live my life ha ha#my FA came in yesterday which is good but it's a bit too little too late at this point yknow since. withdrawal and everything#and im gonna be real. living with 4 other ppl of which the eldest is 25.... bad#this cannot be permanent but idk anyone else here that i could room with so i'm looking at 675/mo minimum which.... my FA is approx 2k/mo#so i can barely fuckign swing that#ig i get a job but my hands are already so full and my social skills suck and i cant do labor stuff bc my heart#not to mention my upcoming top surgery#double incision is like a 6-8 month healing process and i cant do heavy lifting or lift my arms too high for that entire time#like. hey. can we not do this. please#like i understand its always something n im fine with that but dont u think this is a all a bit much
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