#thank youuuuuu dee ily <33

[deadrlngers]

💐 🌱 🌪️ for ves and 💌 🌈 🌠 for nix? :3

aughhh my two most precious baybays,,thank you so much dee <33

oc asks

💐 BOUQUET - create a bouqet for them! what do those flowers mean? are any of the flowers their particular favourite?

viola - for the color mainly, the name means purple too in italian and she’s my purble baby so yea <3 bluestar - they symbolize determination, endurance, and strength. these are all qualities she has and that i admire! chrysanthemum - white ones are a symbol for grief, my wish for her to understand that instead of hiding grief and pain she should let herself experience those feelings more freely. she doesn’t need to be strong all the time dahlia - i just think she would really like those flowers <3

🌱 SEEDLING - what is their most vivid memory from childhood?

a lil depressing but it’s her parents fighting. she can replay some of the shouting and insults in her mind if she thinks about them, her dad crashed on the couch nearly black out drunk and beaten up and her mom shouting and shouting at him. she can remember her father’s tears too 

🌪️ TORNADO - what is the biggest change you've ever made to them? how have they changed from their original version?

i must say many of my initial thoughts on vesper sticked. appearance wise, she had gold vamp teeth lmao but when i had the chance to make this in game i just,,didn’t click anymore. i think her personality nearly stayed the same, i made her less “grumpy” in the end maybe, she was supposed to be a lot more unfriendly which is somthing that still sticks..sometimes. she’s that kind of hard shell-soft inside type of person. also biggest change is that she wasn’t supposed to be back with fenix hskdjfhskj but that literally got out of control and they naturally attracted each other back into one place, i was powerless <3

💌 LOVE LETTER - do they like love letters? what kind of messages do they leave for their partner?

he doesn’t strike me as the love letter kind of type, i guess if he would receive one he would laugh about it a bit but end up being very touched though. he would write little notes and leave them around the house probably, nothing outright sweet and lovely because he would cringe while writing them, he would go for something more cheeky and funny. something like “don’t miss me too much while i’m gone, i’ll be back very soon and (joke about either sex or...yea any kind of physical touch tbh or somthing dumb as usual)”. he prefers to be romantic when in front of vesper, a sappy note would be written proof he’s a softy, that would break his image skdjfk

🌈 RAINBOW - what advice would they give to their younger self?

live, laugh, kill ur brother. okay no, but probably if he could go back in time he would do something more about him, or maybe something less so he wouldn’t end up having to kill his parents with tancred and losing his fingers for said bastard. also he would probably tell his younger self to be less of a piece of shit because that will end up getting worse and worse with time and he could’ve avoided maaaany tricky situations if he wasn’t such an asshole sometimes (i love him)

🌠 SHOOTING STAR - if they could make any wish with no repercussions, what wish would they make?

he would turn back time and never hurt and leave vesper like he did. he’s a bit tormented by the thought of all the time he lost with her and the pain he caused to her and himself for stupid fears (u can’t control them king,,it’s okay. but i’m also punching him). he doesn’t like the idea of have made suffer someone so dear to him. also, he’s not admiting this at all but maybe he would wish for a normal family, like...how would it feel to have a family that loves you and so on so forth. maybe he would wish to have ephraim back, be part of his life again, have more time with him, never leave him as he did...it all comes back to time and leaving huh..inchresting mr fenix, tell me more