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#that said with osts like each drop & dynamis i listen to the piano covers more on spotify
noxtivagus · 2 years
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listening to endwalker ost outside of the game hits different fr 🥹
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#endwalker's been out for nearly a year now but there's just smth still so unreal about it for me#maybe bcs i haven't played as actively as i did for the past year as compared to catching up on so much in 5.5?#that said with osts like each drop & dynamis i listen to the piano covers more on spotify#so. when i do listen to the mp3s i have downloaded from them#oh my god#^ me listening to each drop rn i am Emotional 😭 i really love this game so much it means so much to me#yk that one part of the song that#sounds like a drop. yeah#THAT PART. BRO. UNFAIR THE FEELS THE CHILLS THE EMOTION SOB#the. this ost feels so emotional n all but it's also just so#hope. hope as a central theme in endwalker n oh my god soken you genius#he's really so good at making the ost fit so well with the stories n game n narrative n wtvr!!!! i admire composers like him so much!!!!#to be so fitting for canon as well as also be uniquely special to each individual. i love creators. i love people who give#i love the way things cld be analyzed from so much perspectives? i think on that often#relating to the media itself for example & also varying per each person w their own experiences and judgements n wtvr#my heart wait dynamis makes me so emotional#HERMES. EMET-SELCH. MY BELOVEDS. SOB#i love how. goddamn. it really just sounds like 'hope'. with how it rises n. the harmonies. that steady beat in the back too n#all the instruments 🥹 the composition is just so beautiful n hdfkajsdlkfjsdkfs i don't know exactly what i'm talking about but yeah#i still have that assignment i'm nearly done with due in less than an hour but i feel so at peace right now#this is one of the aspects of my live that i thrive the most in#that eagerness to learn so much n appreciate all these details n just. live with it being a part of my life. i love it so much#i want every single ounce of knowledge i can get. in my own time i want to get everything i can take in n have in this world. in this life#i miss ffxiv raiding though sob i love the challenge sm n just learning n improving n optimizing n memorizing n YEAH#nyways i rmb again that i'm the type of person who'll achieve a lot in my life n that'll always stay true for me.#i'll remember to hold unto that. remember myself n what that means for me n i know i'll continue to reach greater heights.#i shldn't be so harsh on my past i'll just try to do the most of what i can moving onwards to the future yeah forge on ><
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