#that'll hurt me so much so i just dont even open the app. now i have no idea if he's seen it or not nd thats all i can deal with atm

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2, 3, 6, 8, 10, 18, 19, get well soon!

thank you!! im actually rlly grossed out bc i just woke up in a pool of sweat so even though i dont have a thermometer i think im running a bit of a fever :/

2. what is your preferred method of non-physical self destruction? oof, i dont do this so much anymore but id used to read very sad fanfics to push me over the edge, or id look at those gore sites. now that im Medicated™ im more likely to listen to music that'll make me sad on purpose or overeat til my stomach hurts.

3. what is your favorite way to self care? making plans w people and actually following thru!!

6. what is something that you’ve always wanted to do but have never been able to do? date or have any romantic intentions w another person... idk if this is a gay thing or a low self-confidence thing but ive just never dated :/// ive tried dating apps recently but i almost feel like its an accidental catfish bc i think i look Ok in photos but then i look a lil fucked up in person lmao

8. what is something that gets to you that you wish wouldn’t? i cant handle joking/light-hearted needling about my insecurities :///

10. tell me about an insecurity you overcame. when i was HS-age i rlly hated my weight (plus it gave me gender dysphoria) and id calorie restrict but now i just dont give a shit... im not 100% happy w my body but the changes id want to make arent entirely related to weight

18. what is something you can’t bring yourself to get rid of? for some reason i hang onto shoes that r too big for me??? as if my feet will still grow?? im 23??? hello

19. tell me something you don’t like telling the people you are close to. im pretty open w/ everyone i know (bc i have no filter or shame alas) but something ive always experienced that i obviously dont want to brag about is my weird inability to truly value n connect w friends...i value what they provide for me (companionship) but i feel like on an individual level i dont view them as distinct ppl in my life and so theyre almost interchangeable ?? am i a freak idk