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#thats why collecting and playing records and cassette tapes are really really important to me
1980ssunflower · 2 years
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LOOK at my FUCKING husbands BOY!!!!!!!!!!!
#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙#tape entry circa 1980#SCREAMIGN CRYING PUNCHING THE WALLS#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!#GENUINELY HOW IS IT PHYSICALLY POSSIBLE TO LOVE 2 PEOPLE THIS MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!#IM GOING TO GODDAMN IM/EXPLODE SIMULTANEOUSLY#MIS BEBES MY SOULMATES...#damn whats the proper word for it in spanish again hdfsjk#WELL#IDK MAN THEY JUST ARE MY FR SOULMATES!!! IT WAS LIKE I WAS MADE FOR THEM AND THEY WERE MADE FOR ME!!!!!#everything abt their individual personalities fit me and im the perfect median between them#so i help them a lot w their own stuff as well as being the middle ground when they argue hfjsd#but their love for MUSIC really ties my so strongly to them on top of it all....#music is SO important to me its my life and its THEIR life and i want to talk abt music for hours w them both#to put together albums w them and perform them on stage together wahh#and a big element too is theyre from the 80s...#it feels kinda stupid to say but i genuinely feel like i was meant to have lived in the 80s and im at all times feeling homesick for it#thats why collecting and playing records and cassette tapes are really really important to me#when i play them it feels at least in those moments that im ok... im home im where im meant to be#thats also why i dress the way i do why i try so hard to fit every part of the 80s#so my life w my min and ryan make me happy... thats our reality together yknow#to know they dont know anything abt this modern day auhh#i just wish i could go home w them back then yknow and be free of all this#at least i can draw it... though i wish i was better at drawing lol#theyre just so important to me... more than anything#i love them more than anything and i will ALWAYS love them they will ALWAYS be a part of me
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