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jellybeanium124 · 5 months

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nobody has mentioned this so hopefully that means you would... not be mad? haha? maybe?? maybe I can mention having a very stigmatized kink and it'll be okay? hopefully?? everyone can be normal maybe? I'm still me I haven't changed hopefully this won't change things at all and I've been terrified of sharing this part of myself for no reason??

#honestly genuinely really scared to post this #the recent vocal tummy love has made me less worried #because even if y'all don't have a kink related to it maybe you understand?#but I'm scared loving tummies is ok until you have a wg/stuffing kink and then you're a gross fatphobic evil predator or smth #someone thinking I see a fat person and want to do things to them against their will #is no better than someone who thinks all gay people want to have sex with everyone of the same gender all the time.#I don't think I have to over-explain myself #I mean I can #I've thought up entire essays as a way to come out about this #the autistic need to be extremely verbose continues #but part of me doesn't want to be... like do I need to write 5k words about my journey towards self acceptance?#do I need to explain myself any more than: this is a part of me. I don't want to hide anymore.#because I was born this way and I don't want to hide anymore #haha what if I delete this in 2 minutes because I'm a fucking coward

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