#the dangerous thing about being openly very mentally unwell and emo is i feel like almost any death would be written off as suicide

[butchviking]

just nearly drowned myself in the sink trying to rinse my sinuses out and all i could think was oh my god if they found me like this theyd think i did it on purpose. they’d think this is how i chose to go out. pantsless, surrounded by dirty dishes and stacks of last week’s recycling.