#the last 5 hours 😍 and i am terrified bc some of the ppl iwintersctdd w tonight were DEFINITELY sick and even though they took covid tests I
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10 minutes left and then some clean up. i am absolutely fucking exhausted but also grateful for my friends and idk what the results even are but i think we’re going to be ok
#i was doing really really bad for the first hour and a half and then i was sedated with phone art and apple cider and chocolate. but my feet#ache and my throat hurts from talking as loud as i can and i know i am suppressing SO many mentally ill thoughts that have occurred to me in#the last 5 hours 😍 and i am terrified bc some of the ppl iwintersctdd w tonight were DEFINITELY sick and even though they took covid tests I#don’t want to be cavalier about it. Omg the hours between 6:30-9:30 were so fucking bad i genuinely wanted to *** on the spot lol. but im ok#now and i am goijg to sleep a lot and then we have a full work week to deal with lol 🤪#purrs#it was so fucking humiliating to be visibly doing bad too. one of the mentally ill thoughts i had was i am not good under pressure or stress#and i am not good at telling people what to do so i am failing everyone and embarrassing myself and everyone knows im having a bad time beca#because im defective and not good at my job etc etc lol. and i still do kinda feel like that but i have sugar in my system LMAO#omg yeah i was spacing out and stumbling and sagging my whole body it was so . 😞
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