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snifferz · 2 years

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no genuinely i fucking quit writing novels bc my english teacher always gave me a grade under everyone else bc the plotline was too complex or it was too much

my writing was decent AT LEAST like i poured my heart out into that shit and it was usually a form of allegory for something that i went through

shoutout to miss ayub /s

#the narrative i wrote for my gcses was about samael having a breakdown over its abuser #and gradually going from high and mighty and godlike to HIGHLY sensitive and small #and it uses the symbol of tearing down a statue to represent trying to get over how he feels #and it BANGED. i dont have it anymore but it was SO GOOD.#but yeah she literally tried to get me to cut out the most emotional part of the narrative bc it wasnt needed #and literally complained about me describing pointless things too much (i described the setting as being grey and boring to contrast.)#THERE WAS SOME RLLY GOOD FUCKING LINES IN THERE #the fact razor and sylvains relationship was a way for me to project me grooming trauma + a lot of the narrative focused on this #kiiiinda makes it worse. like my teachers knew i got groomed and it absofuckinglutely showed in my writing.#thank you for ruining my love of writing!!!#my english teacher whines abt ppl not looking deep enough into shit #and then when i use fairly obvious metaphors to represent that razor is a god + dictator it goes over her head #and then when the theming is generally about trauma she ignores it #'this is very political' i fucking know thats the point #I SHOWED IT TO MY *PHYSICS* TEACHER AND SHE FUCKING LOVED IT.#GOD BLESS MY PHYSICS TEACHER SHE POINTED OUT MY FAVE LINE AND WENT 'oh my god i love this bit'#MISS DUDLEY THE TEACHER EVER

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