#the only new year resolution is gonna be not get hospitalised lmao
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#god I've never felt this bad about the whole new year thing#like people talking about the things they did in 2022#I've always felt kind of proud yk? of other people and what they've accomplished#this year i hate it#i feel like a failure and the fear of not graduating in march and subsequently messing up even the only couple of things I got figured out#about my future is kinda killing me right now#and also no therapy for two weeks!#and I'm heavily isolating again and guess who came back? my fucking ed that decided to ruin my life in the first day of 2023 lmaooo#i feel like pure shit#i want things to go back as they were before I don't care that i wasn't ok it was still better than now#'you can't base your relationships on needs' well it worked tho didn't it people used me but at least i had people around#'it's ok if you relapse you're gonna relapse it's normal' not if i kms first wdyt#the only new year resolution is gonna be not get hospitalised lmao#i mean. apart from the whole hip thing yk#sorry sorry tbd#rant
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