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bo0zey · 4 years

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1. Name cianna [see-ah-nah]

2. Nationality mexican irish german romanian hungarian french

3. Age 20

4. Birthday december 17, 1999

5. Zodiac sign (or your primal zodiac sign) sun: sagittarius; ascendant: leo; moon: aries

6. Gender female

7. Sexuality uhhhhhhhhhhhh idk but i will willingly kiss either gender

8. Your looks (add a picture or describe yourself) /tagged/my-face or u could just google pictures of fat rats

9. What do you/did you study? I’m currently a sophomore nursing major!

10. What's your current job like?/What job would you like to have? I’m currently a microbiology TA and I love it :) My dream job would be something with animals, like a vet tech or veterinarian

11. Your birth order i’m the oldest!

12. How many siblings do you have? 2 younger brothers

13. Do you have good relations with your family? my mom was my best friend, my dad and i get along better now that i’m in college, my brothers and i get along pretty well & we’re staring to get closer now that they’re getting older n growing up n developing their own personalities lol

14. How many friends do you have? errrr idk this is a hard question. i have a lot of acquaintances but i’d say i have maybe like less than 10 real friends??

15. Your relationship status single :D

16. What do you look for in a SO? funny!!!!!!!!!must be humorous!!!!and sarcastic and a little weird w darker sense of humor so we can laugh n be dumb together!!!!!!! also i would like them to be kind to me and those around them bc mean ppl suck. also they have to like animals. also i would like them to be loyal and trustworthy and 110% in love w me. and for physical stuff idk kinda attractive but NOT CONVENTIONALLY ATTRACTIVE like i personally don't really like the typically ‘attractive’ person???

17. Do you have a crush? currently in love w the cute chinese boy who lives across from my dorm room even tho i have never even spoken to him n he is totally unaware of my existence!!!!!!!! hahah oops :D

18. When did you have your first kiss? i mean technically 3rd grade i think but that doesn't really count so like maybe 16????

19. Do you prefer serious and meaningful relationships or casual dating/one night stands? i mean in the long term i would definitely like to have a serious relationship but at the moment i’m only into casual stuff bc my heart isn't ready to be broken again sknfkjdbnkjd

20. What are your deal breakers? errrr i’m not sure....cheating is a no no, ppl that are interested in fucking every single person they see is a turn off, DUMB PEOPLE like ppl you can't even have a proper conversation with bc they're so DUMB, and ppl who r mean/judgmental/arrogant

21. How was your day? ok! accidentally slept thru my math class but caught a glimpse of my crush across campus when he was abt to smoke a cig and i got chipotle n i online shopped a ton from shein

22. Favourite food & drink deep dish spinach pizza from giordano’s & orange vitamin water

23. What position do you sleep in? i fall asleep on my left side hugging a body pillow

24. What was your last dream about? ate a braid of hair and inside the braid was bacon

25. Your fears not going to make it thru nursing school, not being financially stable as an adult, not having a family of my own, probably more but those r currently top 3

26. Your dreams i don't have any idk....maybe having like a house of my own and having as many animals as i want?? and i would like a loving partner with a daughter of our own

27. Your goals survive nursing school and lose 40 pounds and don't die before my cat

28. Any pets? i have a dog named cherry Cola, a cat named Leto, and a betta fish named Perc

29. What are your hobbies? writing stories about people in love, listening to music

30. Any cool places in your area? in my college town??? NO it sucks. in my hometown??? Not really it’s a small lil village with only restaurants and parks. but at home i’m near downtown chicago so that’s cool i guess

31. What was your last awkward situation? the first thing that comes to mind is my FIRST and so far ONLY encounter with my crush. we live in the same dorm building and i was wearing my nursing scrubs and had no make up on and about to go upstairs to my dorm, and then i heard footsteps and i was like ‘hahaha what if its my crush’ AND THEN HE FUCKIGJNG appeared from down the hallway to go back to HIS DORM [which is RIGHT ACROSS FROM MINE] and i literally STARED at him, then threw open the door and RAN UP THE STAIRS LIKE I LITERALLY DIDNT EVEN HOLD THE DOOR OPEN FOR ME AND HE WAS LIKE SO CLOSE BEHIND ME I WAS JUST SO NERVOUS MY FLIGHT OR FIGHT RESPONSE TOOK OVER AND I FUCKING FLED I LITERALLY RAN AWAY FROM HIM I AHTE MYSELF SO MUCH IM SUCH AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!

32. What is your last regret? errrrr idk i regret a lot of dumb things.......

33. Language/s you can speak English n a LITTLE bit of Spanish

34. Do you believe in astrological stuff? (Zodiac, tarot, etc.) i’m really into zodiac stuff and i have got to say they are pretty spot on in accuracy idk

35. Have any quirks? ummmm ofc!!i am the quirkiest person i know hajnjfxbkjx like if u asked my roommates/friends they’d probably be better at answering this than me bc i don't see anything abt me as quirky but they always tell me i am quirky and do weird things but idk man I'm just existing

36. Your pet peeves err idk currently its ppl that constantly brag about dumb shit

37. Ideal vacation somewhere warm with me + the ocean + the loml + unlimited alcohol

38. Any scars? yeah :D both emotional AND physical!!!!

39. What does your last text message say? ‘ok thats a more than fair statement’

40. Last 5 things from your search history how many carbs should i eat, chipotle bowl calories, is the grim reaper the angel of death, ceftriaxone adverse effects, red man syndrome

41. What's your [device] background? lockscreen is a peach-theme background i made and home screen is my weight loss goals

42. What do you daydream about? the characters in my stories.................and being skinny

43. Describe your dream home pretty brick house??? flowers outside??? 3 floors--main floor, basement and upstairs??? 3 bedrooms n 3 bathrooms maybe??? master bedroom has its own bathroom!!! and open concept main floor. big kitchen and very homey n warm all around. as for like an apartment i want something cozy and aesthetically pleasing and warm

44. What's your religion/Your thought about religion i don't have a religion but if ppl do have a religion then thats not my business

45. Your personality type entj but only bc i got 3% extraverted; i am very closely related to intj tho n i think i fit that one better

46. The most dangerous thing you've done uhhhhhh probably operating a vehicle while high out of my mind. definitely the dumbest thing i ever did 0/10 would recommend anyone ever doing that

47. Are you happy with your current life? its ok but it could probably be better. i want to be done w college and skip to the part where i have a successful career and my own home and i can lay up w the loml every night

48. Some things you've tried in your life alcohol???weed??gummy edibles....

49. What does your wardrobe consist of? sweaters/sweatshirts/leggings

50. Favourite colour to wear? black, maroon, peach, purple, gray, idk

51. How would you describe your style? oh jeez idk i wear whatever i want so like e-girl when i really try and basic white girl when i don't care

52. Are you happy with your current looks? no i hate everything about myself lol

53. If you could change/add something to your appearance - impossible or not - what would it be? more freckles on my face....also be thinner n have longer hair

54. Any tattoos or piercings? my nose and septum are pierced!

55. Do you get complimented often? kinda by my friends but i always yell at them to stop so they don't compliment like as much bc they know i hate it but they still do it sometimes idk

56. Favourite aesthetic? i wanna be an e-girl yo!!!!!!!!!

57. A popular trend that you dislike nobody has a crush on me and i hate it

58. Songs you're currently obsessed with? pied piper by BTS

59. Song you normally wouldn't admit you like. anything by BTS lol i used to like be embarrassed for how much i like k pop but now i don't really care lol #stanBTS2020

60. Favourite genre? rap/r n b/alternative

61. Favourite artist/band/genre? i listen to every genre except country sooooooo yeah i really like billie eilish, BTS, the weeknd, juicewrld, lil nas x, trippie red, post malone,

62. Hated popular songs/artists? i don't rlly like selena gomez or justin bieber or taylor swift

63. Put your music on shuffle and list first 5 only - RY X i.f.l.y. - Bazzi novacane - frank ocean jungle - drake bang! - trippie redd

64. Can you sing or play any instruments? no and no

65. Do you like karaoke? no but i like to sing along to songs when I'm alone

66. Own any albums? haha noooo i got apple music son

67. Do you listen to radio? What stations? errr RARELY i used to listen to r n b stations tho

68. Favourite movie/series? idk donnie darko?? i also just finished tharntype n that was really good. also i liked tokyo ghoul. AND GIVEN IS REALLY GOOD

69. Favourite genre of movies/books/etc i like horror/scary/paranormal/funny movies and i like love stories in books

70. Your fictional crush/es danny phantom, ken kaneki

71. Which fictional character is you? uhhhh idk...

72. Are you a shipper? List your otps, if so frerard, ryden, taekook, mewgulf

73. Favourite greek god? idk they all kinda suck but maybe hades

74. A legend from where you live that you like i don't really know any:(

75. Do you like art? What's your favourite work or artist? i like to look at art! i think van gogh is cool

76. Can you share your other social media? ig: ciannnna venmo: ciannnna

77. Favourite youtubers? i don't really watch youtubers but maybe shane dawson and emma chamberlain

78. Favourite platform? twitter

79. How much time do you spend on the internet? too much time

80. What video games have you played? Which one's your favourite? i once played GTA5 that was fun!

81. Your favourite books (manga also counts) idk i don't really read anymore:/ i was into the hunger games and the twilight series when i was young. now i kinda read online manga and i really liked BJ Alex and killing stalking. and like for online books the unholyverse series, a splitting of the mind, the anatomy of a fall

82. Do you play board/card games? no but i like to play checkers and uno and cards against humanity

83. Have you ever been to a night marathon in cinema? nopee

84. Favourite holiday halloween is cool also christmas is alright bc gifts

85. Are you into dramas? i’ve been getting into thai boys love dramas lol sue me

86. Would you use death note, if you had one? um YES.

87. What changes would you make in the world, no matter how impossible, if you had the power to? everyone needs to be a little kinder and have a crush on me

88. Could you survive a zombie apocalypse? absolutely not I'm not physically fit and don't have useful skills

89. If you had to be turned into a paranormal being, what would it be? vampire duh [or maybe ghost]

90. What would you want to happen to you after your death? i want to see my mom

91. If you had to change your name, what would be your pick? idk something cool ... i love the name Daisy

92. Who would you switch your life with for a week? idk probably kylie jenner

93. Pick an emoji to be your tattoo idk the alien? 94. Write 3 things about yourself - only one of them must be true -im very productive with my time management skills -my favorite color is purple -i don't get nervous when I'm alone in public

95. Cold or hot? cold

96. Be a hero or be a villain? anti-hero

97. Sing everything you want to say or rhyme? sing if i’m good at it but if I'm not good then rhyme

98. Shapeshifting or controlling time? shapeshifting

99. Be immortal or be immune to everything aside from natural death?immortal

100. ..... or .....? ......?

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morinover · 4 years

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Tagged by @trensu

Rules: Answer 20 questions, then tag 20 bloggers you wanna know better

1. Name: You know that joke, “Nice name, did your mom pick it for you?” My given name was actually the only one chosen by my mom. I do like my nickname/chosen name better, though. Now I can be like “Thanks, I picked it myself!” It’s a very unusual name, spelled the very usual way, and I like it that way. I still have to spell it out sometimes(???)

The Hebrew version of it means “My friend”, which I like a lot. (Shoutout to Public Universal Friend)

2. Nickname: Technically my chosen name is my nickname on official forms. “Morin” has been my online nickname for 20 odd years, with all sorts of variations. It was the last name of an author of some paper I found interesting and I just chose it when I had to pick one. I never thought it would stick around for so long.

3. Zodiac sign: Hufflepuff. Kidding, it’s Taurus. I don’t believe in it, but my BFF likes it. I still think Hogwarts house/HDM Dæmon etc tell you more about a person.

4. Height: 163 cm

5. Languages: Fluent: Hebrew, English; almost conversational, or used to be but aren’t anymore: Romanian, Spanish; Used to have basic vocabulary but lost even that: German, French, Latin.

6. Nationality: In the process of changing

7. Favourite season: Winter, mostly bc I’m always hot. Also, no bugs. Snow is still a novelty. 4 distinct seasons are still a novelty - I moved from the California-style climate of wet season/dry season to a place with 4 actual seasons. So I guess I love all of them except summer bc too hot. Summer rains are nice though.

8. Favourite flower: Wildflowers, growing wherever they please. Not indoors.

9. Favourite scent: Until recently I was anosmic - that changed with hormones - so I’m still figuring it out. I love the smell of my spouse, I like the smell of frankincense, I like the smells of various flowers and foods.

10. Favourite colour: Cyans: turquoise, aquamarine, teal, etc. Not sure if I have a favorite shade.

11. Favourite animals: I love cats but I’m allergic; Love dogs. Mostly love the others from afar - I’m not educated enough for in person interactions, and I live in a city.

12. Favourite fictional character: Depends on time of day 😂

13. Coffee, tea or hot chocolate: Tea, preferably English Breakfast, black or white but not green. Camomile infusion also acceptable.

14. Average hours of sleep: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I think I manage to keep 8 a night usually

15. Dog or cat: Either one as long as they’re chill and I’m not allergic.

16. Number of blankets you sleep with: usually one; when very hot, just a sheet; when cold, sometimes a throw over the blanket

17. Dream trip: My parents are really into travel and dragged me all around the globe to see both natural and human-made wonders. I like the city, I like exploring neighborhoods I haven’t been to and coming back home. The only reason I travel now is to see friends/family.

18. Blog established: 2014. I started @paramorin as a fan blog and then started befriending tumblrites, and needed a non-fandom blog to post other stuff. My actual main blog is technically my side blog.

19. Followers: about 300 for @paramorin, about 200 for @morinover.

20. Random fact: I’m usually reading 3 books at a time: one in bed before falling asleep; one for subway/bus rides, waiting etc; and one in the living room. Books get chosen based on how engrossing they are, how likely they are to make me cry etc. (like my father before me, I cry because of songs on the radio and other minor provocations; it’s not sobbing, just a few tears sliding out. I assure you it’s very manly. Healthy masculinity or something)

Tagging whoever wants to, no one has to.

Would be cool if these people will do it, but no pressure: @stillnotanonymous, @impishtubist, @aturinfortheworse, @theragnarokd, @badwolf109, @tehanulilac, @iofthebunny, @bricrocodile, @mama-bop, @verasteine, @amit-rider, @zelenybish, @angelchrys, @not-a-lizard, @princefuckyouknickers

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not-close-to-straight · 7 years

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Waiting (Part Five)

ADDITIONAL CHAPTERS HERE Enjoy :) ***************** “This is weird, Tony.” Steve confessed, and Tony squeezed his hand a little tighter, leading him through the displays of the Smithsonian. “I don’t like seeing myself on a picture board.” “We can leave if you want.” Tony assured him. “I just thought you would like to see how we remember the team. My dad helped put this together, he and Aunt Peggy. Veterans weren’t as honored back then as they are now.” He turned into the huge room dedicated to the memories of the Howling Commandos and the missions they ran. “But Dad wanted to make sure you weren’t forgotten. Not you, not anyone.” Steve's throat closed up as he stared up at the life size figures of his team, at the carefully preserved uniforms and weapons on display in glass cases, the personal effects that had been donated by the families. “This is Dugans.” He said, tracing over the familiar insignia on a jacket. “He never took it off, not even when we were home. Wanted all the ladies to know he was a soldier. Let all the old men buy him beers.” “He never took it off after the war either.” Tony added with an affectionate smile. “He let me wear it one time, I was maybe six years old. He dropped it on me, laughed until he couldn’t breathe over how big it was, then took it back. In fact, it was only a few years before he passed that he let Dad even put it in the exhibit. Wore it every day until then.” “You knew him?” Steve asked in surprise. “I didn’t realize Howard stayed involved with the Unit.”

Tony nodded. “Oh yeah, I knew them all. Dad worked real close with Aunt Peggy for most of his life, and even after you disappeared, they all kept fighting. Uncle Dum Dum was one of my favorites. Uncle Gabe too.”

“Gabriel Jones.” Steve smiled fondly. “There wasn't a dame he couldn't get. He spoke fluent French, did you know? Told me he only learned it because the French girls were prettier than the German girls.” “Yeah.” Tony snorted a laugh. “First time he told me that story, that's exactly the version I learned. As I got older, that version got more and more about the women and less and less about French. Uncle Gabe was a dog. Him and Jack-Jack used to trade stories in French and laugh so much about them that I learned French just to understand their jokes.” Tony shuddered dramatically. “They were all awful. All of those jokes were awful.” “Jack Jack?” Steve repeated. “Jacques?” “Four year olds can't say Jacques.” Tony retorted primly. “So you knew… all of them. They all survived. You grew up with them?” Steve sounded a little sad, a little jealous, and a lot lonely. “Yep.” Tony looped their arms together comfortingly and moved him towards a display full of wartime propaganda, most of it featuring Steve as Captain America back when he was just the pretty boy performing with all the pretty ladies. “They were all around for a long time. All except you and...you and Sergeant Barnes.” “Bucky.” Steve's voice broke a little, coming to stand in front of the memorial dedicated to his best friend. “Why does it say that he---” he traced the letters uncertainly. “That he’s the only one not to come home?”

“Dad never wanted to admit that you might not have survived crashing the plane.” Tony said quietly. “So Sergeant Barnes is listed as the only member of the Commandos to be killed in action. Dad always insisted they put you as missing. He always knew you’d come home one day.” “Yeah. Home.” Steve sounded bitter, and Tony leaned his head on his shoulder, his fingers sliding up to rub over Steve's soulmark. “Home was always where Bucky was. My whole life. After Bucky fell off that train I didn’t think anything would be home again. Just kind of wandered around. Didn’t want to be the one to tell Bucky’s mom and couldn’t bring myself to admit---” he stopped talking when Tony turned into his arms, snuggling as close as he could and holding him close.

“They always said you were never the same after that.” Tony's voice was soft. “Always said that you had this level of dedication that was bordering on obsessive, said you never quite got over losing Bucky.” “I used to hope that maybe he’d been selected for Hydras super soldier program.” Steve traced the heart breakingly familiar face. “When I rescued him and the team on that first mission, he was separate from all the others. Strapped down to a chair. I thought maybe they’d experimented on him, but he never talked about it, and I never asked. But after he fell, I always hoped. And I know that’s awful, but I thought at least then he might have survived.” “Um.” Tony cleared his throat. “You know, I could find out for you, if you want.” “What?” Steve's eyes widened. “How could you possibly find out what happened? No one knows what happened.” “That Doctor… Zola? You ran into him once or twice, right? He defected to our side before the war was over. SHIELD spent a lot of time picking his brain, and he gave us lots of information. I'm sure it's all out there somewhere, and if it exists, I can get to it.” Tony shrugged as if it wasn’t even a big deal, as if he hadn’t just offered Steve the only bit of hope about Bucky he’d had in decades. “Trust me. I’ll find it.” “Even if it did exist, “ and Steve hated himself for even hoping. “Wouldn't it be sealed up somewhere with no access? They don’t just let information about super serum infused soldiers out on...whats it called?” Tony smirked. “Its Wikipedia, handsome. And honey, there isn’t a computer system in this world I or my AI can't hack into. Hell, I designed half the security systems for the government anyway. And if it's not held somewhere on lock down in some creepy government facility, there’s a legitimate chance it's in my basement amid the boxes of crap I inherited from dear old dad that I can't seem to get rid of.” “You’d do that for me? Try to find Bucky? Or at least tell me what happened to him?” “I'd do anything for you, Steve.” Tony answered easily, then sent him a sideways smile. “If Bucky was always home to you, then I'll find him. Do whatever it takes for you to feel like this is home. Here with me.” Tony couldn't quite hide the sadness, thinking of his soulmate pining for someone else. “Were you and he, um back in the day, were you guys--” “No.” Steve shook his head quickly and held Tony a little tighter. “Just friends. Brothers. Nothing more, honey. You’re the only one for me. Just you.” “Well, as long as I don't have to be jealous of those baby blues--” Tony teased, pointing at the picture of Bucky. “Let’s get out of here and I'll get started looking for him. We can consider it a wedding present.” “Wedding?” Steve asked, raising an eyebrow. “There’s going to be a wedding?”

“Like I'm gonna let you walk around without a ring on.” Tony grabbed his hand and started heading for the door. “We might be soulmates, but I still want everybody out there to know in a very obvious, sparkly, expensive kind of way that you are mine, and mine alone.” ******************* ******************* “Honey, I found something.” Tony called for Steve, rolling away from one desk and checking another computer. “Honey!” he called again. “Steve!” “Sorry.” Steve opened the door to the lab, carrying a plate of food and a couple drinks. “I was getting you some food.” “Oh, I'm not hungry.” “Yes you are.” Steve corrected gently, but firmly. “You haven't left your computer since yesterday afternoon. You are absolutely hungry and maybe even a little sleep deprived.” “Wait, is it tomorrow?” Tony asked, rubbing his eyes tiredly “Is it already tomorrow? Holy crap.”

Steve dropped a kiss on Tony’s head-- his heart squeezing because he couldn't believe he was even allowed to do that sort of thing--and told him, “No honey, it's today, but yes, you’ve been down here overnight.” “And your muscly ass didn't carry me to bed?” Tony complained and reached for the sandwich. “Why am I dating-slash-banging a super soldier if he cant even carry me to bed?” Steve tried not to chuckle because Tony was absolutely irritated with him for not carrying him to bed, but when his eyes looked so big and soft and sleepy, it was a little difficult to take him seriously. “I wasn't here last night, Tony. I went back to base. You don't remember me telling you goodbye?” “Apparently not.” Tony took a big bite and sighed in delight over his first bit of food in hours. “Which means it must not have been a very good good-bye kiss. But that’s not the point. The point is, we should talk about you not sleeping here. Why aren't you sleeping here?” Steve took the chair next to Tony and shrugged. “Because we’ve only known each other for a week, Tony. I have an apartment on base, and even though I spent the night the other night… I mean..” he spread his hands vaguely. “Did you want me to stay? You didn’t ask so I didn;t want to assume.” “You should always assume I want you to stay. Assume I want you to move your perfectly toned ass in.” Tony grumbled, licking mayo off his fingers. “And yeah, we might have technically shaken hands for the first time like nine days ago, but we’re soulmates, Steve. Why the hell aren't we sharing a room? And by a room, I mean my room because there is no way I am living at SHIELD. Forget the room. Why aren't we sharing a bed? My bed. Can we go to bed? Steve I am so tired. Wow.” Tony took another big bite. “I am so tired I could collapse right here.” “So you want me to move in?” Steve ignored the fairly hilarious ramble, his cheeks staining pink. “I thought we would wait for that until…” “Until what?” “Until we were doing more than just this.” Steve waved his hands between them. “Like maybe if we... if we did get married? If that’s something you still wanted.” The blush got worse and Tony almost melted over it. “You know what I mean?” “First of all, it’s only a question of when we get married.” Tony countered. “And if your catholic boy sensibilities are bothered by shacking up before marriage, let’s go down to the courthouse today. Solve that problem. Solve that problem no problem.” And then he giggled and Steve had to look away and bite his lip so he wouldn’t laugh at Tony-so-tired-he-was-delirious. “No, that's not--” Steve cleared his throat, steered the conversation back on track. “I mean, yeah one day we should talk about marriage. But I meant more along the lines of once we are doing more than-- more than--” He floundered, and Tony took pity on him to finish--“Blowjobs and dry humping. Is that what you mean? Which is awesome, by the way. I am just super enjoying it.” Tony nearly choked laughing on his bite of sandwich at the scandalized look on Steve's face.

“You know what, it's fine.” Tony took a long drink from the water bottle. “You’re right. We haven't even been together officially yet, so we can hold off on moving in together until then. I'm fine with that. i’m fine with waiting if you are.” “Alright.” Steve said quietly, and for a split second Tony thought maybe he was disappointed. Like maybe he’d wanted Tony to push for either sex or moving in and was disappointed Tony hadn't. My oh my, Captain Rogers. “So you found something.” Steve reminded him. “Right? Before we got distracted by the--”

“Blow jobs and humping?” Tony cracked another grin and spun back to his computer. “Look at this right here. This facility right here. Look familiar? Or maybe you remember it blown to bits after you left that patented Captain America mark on it.”

“That's where I rescued the team.” Steve said immediately. “My very first mission.” “Exactly. Man you’re smart.” Tony sent him an adoring look. “So I stumbled across some random files that talk about testing a serum on several prisoners of war, and how all the men died after injections, because their body couldn't handle it.” “All?” Steve whispered. “They all died?” Tony patted his knee sympathetically and kept talking. “So, listen. A different facility, same type of files. A soldier was found at the bottom of a ravine in the water, barely alive. When they dragged him in, ready to try to force the serum on him, they realized that he’d already been given the serum. And survived.” Tony's eyes were wide. “Right here look--subjects blood is already infused with serum. Perhaps a survivor from another camp. Perhaps the allies are experimenting with serum as well.”

“At the bottom of a ravine.” Steve went pale, his hands suddenly shaking. “Tony do you think--” “Babe.” Tony grabbed his hands and kissed them comfortingly. “This is Bucky. It has to be. Who else would it be? He survived the fall.” “But-- but--” Steve tried and failed several times at a sentence. “But wouldn't he have come back? Why wouldn't he have come home?” “We have to assume they kept him as a prisoner.” Tony supplied. “Maybe to experiment on, maybe not. But Steve, if his serum was anything like yours, even if it wasn't as good as yours… the chances of him surviving the war are huge. Huge. You survived seventy years in the ice. Bucky could absolutely have survived seventy years as a soldier.” “So you think--” Steve licked his lips. “You really think--” “Look at this.” Tony switched to his other computer, tugging Steve along with him. “There is some top secret program call the Winter Soldier Program. Apparently it started way back in the war with the serum thing, and ended up growing into this idea to create assassins that could be kept in cryogenic freeze, then basically woken up and activated to carry out missions, then put back asleep.” “So...?” “So. If Bucky had been kept as a prisoner of Hydra for years, maybe he ended up in this program. His body had already accepted the serum, he was already trained as a soldier. He would have been perfect.” “So Bucky's been an assassin for...seventy years?” “There’s all these rumours and myths about a Winter Soldier.” Tony scrolled through a few screens. “Hes credited with all these crazy high profile kills, but no one can pin him down or trace it back to anything solid.” “So we don't know anything?” Steve said with a disappointed sigh. “After all that, we don’t know anything?” “Well...” Tony's eyes sparkled. “Not anything legal. But look what found while poking around in places I wasn’t supposed to be.” He pulled up a photo from somewhere in Western Europe, a tall figure ducking around a corner into an alley. “This is the only picture in existence of the supposed Winter Soldier, and I had to promise some pretty terrible things to my AI to get this. Take a look.” Tony tapped a few buttons and the picture magnified, pixels clearing and colors becoming sharper. “Tony.” Steve's plate tumbled off his lap and onto the floor as he jerked forward. “Tony that's--- Holy shit, it’s--” It was Bucky. Bigger than he’d ever been. Looking scruffy like he hadn't shaved in a week. Long hair, his left arm hanging awkwardly. But the stubborn look on his face and those pale blue eyes were all too familiar and it was Bucky and Steve could barely breathe. “That’s Bucky.” he said hoarsely. “That's him. How is that him? When was this taken?” “About a month ago.” Tony clicked on the date. “Thank god for random traffic and corner cams. There isn't a place you can go in this world and not be photographed.” “A month ago.” Steve repeated dumbly. “So if we can track him from this point, I can find him.” “Right.” “Tony, I don't know how to thank you for this.” Steve ran his hands through his hair. “I don't know how to-- this is huge. This is--” “Why don't you start with taking my pants off?” Tony suggested with a grin. “Best way to thank a genius is with sex.” then he shook his head. “Or not sex, not yet if you’re not ready. But maybe take my pants off anyway? And also carry me. That’s necessary. Carry me.” “I love you.” Steve surged over him, slotting their mouths together in a hungry, anxious kiss. “I love you, you amazing man. Genius. Brilliant. You are wonderful.” “Flattery will get you everything, Cap.” Tony murmured against his lips and Steve stood to his feet, picking Tony up and cradling him close to his chest, close over his heart. “Let’s go to bed. Ill carry you.” “Best idea ever.”

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