#the world fundamentally being different now. irreconcilable. unsalvageable. new. frightening. impossible & alien
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I’m literally howling and wailing about Saul Evans the lighthouse keeper rn. The new Hozier song Through Me (The Flood) is literally about him I’m screaming in pain
#bz bz#it’s about your selfhood being dissolved over and over. knowing it’s coming. unable to change the course. the sacrifice.#the love that exists but it’s all coming down with you and it’s your fault but it’s NOT YOUR FAULT HOW COULD YOU HAVE POSSIBLY KNOWN#OR CHANGED ANYTHING#it’s about being annihilated by the sea & by love like let love destroy you. let the world be destroyed by creation#the world fundamentally being different now. irreconcilable. unsalvageable. new. frightening. impossible & alien#& you have just enough personhood left to mourn it agonizing over what was lost. but you are a part of the new & u ushered it i#FUCK!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!#DO YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN??????????#fuck.#and like the last thing you ever did was love so strongly that you may have staved it off almost ALMOST long enough#for it to make a difference. but you’ll never know.#god when love was the only thing that mattered in the end. even if it didn’t it DID. 😭😭😭😭😭#SHAKING AND SOBBING#southern reach
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