#there are deities I sometimes chat with dont get me wrong

[galahadsknight]

Im gonna be honest, the idea that you constantly chat/have conversations w your deity I think fucked me over in the early stages of developing religion.

I constantly felt like I should be having a little chat with them every time I gave them offerings. Which made me not want to give them offerings because I SUCK at chatting. Especially with deities. To the point where I was googling “what to talk to deities about” and then I learned that it, in fact. Is not a requirement, and is a pretty modern notion.

And now I say my little prayers, give my little offerings and say a little thanks for what they do and that works so much better for me.

[phightingheadcanons]

HIII HELLO HOW ARE YOUUUU ‼️‼️

I'm that same anon that submitted the one where subspaces adoptive dad was the leader and subspace would have freckles and also broker scythe and medkit all being siblings one AND IM HERE WITH MORE!!

... I like Subspace if you can't tell

HEADCANONS 🗣️🗣️🔥🔥

I really like the idea demons have patterns like animals, and I had the idea over Subspaces right eye (pre-rot) there was a spot there :D like a cat spot over an eye

SNOW LEOPARD SUBSPACE GRAHHHHH

Although Subspace cannot taste he can however LIKE TEXTURES so whenever he eats something and he dislikes it... It's because of the texture. That is literally it

I was doing research for like my headcanons on blackrock and people in mountains have shorter limbs/are usually shorter (please correct me if I'm wrong) but Subspace is either considered tall or he wasn't spawned in blackrock (which is VERY unlikely like I really doubt it) but my personal idea is... He's just shorter (L)

Grey skined subspace!! Give that white boy some melanin

Although unconfirmed I love the idea that subspace was born gearless and made their own gear, because it is so far away from the original gear and not even the shades are similar and it feels so unbelievable that his gear was made so far off form the original to me and it's such a interesting idea that subspace wasn't born with a gear, and it would make sense since his crystals do look VERY familiar to the crystal inside of a subspace Tripmine... Also subspace tripmine isn't subspaces name technically and I had the idea in blackrock if your born gearless you just get a number for a name so subspaces name would be 146 😭 poor chat but at least they have a name now?? Also I maybe love the idea that the horns of a demon are based on their gear and since subspace doesn't have one does that mean he dyed his horns??? (The red dye ran out so he went to pink)

She/him subspace... Masc (most of the time..) presenting!! Most people just call her a he because of there appearance but sometimes they like to be called she although they don't tell anybody BECAUSE THEY DONT TALK TO ANYONE

I don't like the idea that subspace was unaffected by the Disaster BECAUSE SHAUDHSHAJSHDHWHHSA the had so much potential for subspace there and they didn't use it!! So here's my take on it. Subspace also has delt with nightmares due to the disaster, these are rare due to the fact subspace doesn't sleep like the dumb little idiot they are. Subspace does suffer from PTSD. They try and bottle all their emotions form the disaster and they out all there emotions on experiments, and if jit caught medkit, MEDKITS COOKED.

Has no general opinion on banhammar except for "really stupid, all brawn and no brains, there is no way is mom is a deity"

If he were to be a follower of any of the deities it would be either illumina or darkhart, but I'm leaning towards illumina for this one!!

This down for subspace (not the medkit one) is me projecting for some reason

Autism spectrum with a side Narcissistic personality disorder... I might be projecting with this one but it's ok

Subspace (hypothetically if genders actually existed and they weren't all agender) would be tranmasc trust I'm still projecting

Subspace cant say there th and never went to speech therapy and just.. hates getting made fun because of it

Insomnia (I'm literally writing this at two in the morning)

Here's a medkit one

Moosekit idk why when I saw medkit I first thought "moose" and that's stuck with me

Can I be "subspaces rot anon☣️" pretty please with cherry on top.wirh icing and whipped cream and I think you get it!! C:

My mummy told me I was special!!

"Subspace fans either make them miserable or very fucken badass. I love it"

[softapollo]

your practice is allowed to suck

i've not been doing a lot last year in terms of tarot, apollo, the whole thing. it didn't work last year, i had too much going on. apollo never truly left, but i barely worked with him.

i've fallen back into it the past few days. i've grown exponentially as a person since the last time--i won't get into all the details bc frankly, who cares, but yea, i figured out i'm not cis for starters.

anyway. friendly fuckin' reminder that you can be fickle and fall off the wagon and stop doing things for months. shit happens. to quote ratatouille, chaos is nature. sometimes a break is what is the most honorable thing to do.

i am back and i dont feel any less loved. i feel a whole lot better, and a whole lot more myself than i did before. you are not wrong, you are not broken and you are okay.

it's okay to have the weirdest practice and do goofy stuff for your deity if that's all you can or want to do. i've fully engrossed myself in my guilty pleasure songs this morning for apollo. tonight i'm gonna sit and chat with him and read some cards, perhaps. his offer today is a few spicy tomato chips he desperately preferred over the dry cookies i was considering, and some water. the chips are lying on an uno card because i couldn't find a dish fast enough. it is what it is. it's about the intent and the care, not the thing itself. dedicate something you do already that you care about to your deity. go all out when you can and want to, but don't feel like you are any less when you can't. lying in bed thinking about them is enough if that is all you can or want to do.

feel free to ask me questions. feel free to message me if you want to talk about anything. I miss talking about shit with y'all. I might even do some free readings for people if they want any, let me know and i'll set something up.