#they deserve to have a lil situationship going on. as a treat.

[porschesbabydaddy]

The besties that participate in platonic bdsm together, stay together

[iliveforyouilongforyouvesuvia]

full hc request: platonic m6 with mc who is going through a break up after a long term relationship and is just down in the dumps and crying at random times and m6 just make them feel better

The Arcana HCs: M6 comforting MC after a bad breakup

~ @elysian-chaos here you go, lil sis, I hope you like these and that you receive whatever comfort you're needing from them :) ~

Julian

So, here's the thing: healthy coping mechanisms are not his forte

Yes, he wants to see you happy, yes, he wants to see you heal, yes, he wants to bring you comfort

Offering to get blackout drunk with you is not the best way to accomplish that and he doesn't realize it until he sees the look on your face and hears himself make the offer

... tell you what, you tell him what you're hoping to accomplish, and he'll try to use that big brain of his to find a way to do it

Assuming you're of age, he's still going to offer you a little alcohol, if only to make it easier to talk about things more freely

If he figures out that hugging you helps, then he's giving you hugs every time you're sad (and considering how all encompassing they are, it's very good for making you feel a little whole again)

No matter how messy or weird things were, there is zero judgement coming from this guy. He's had his own share of toxic/questionable/inadvisable/problematic situationships

Nobody knows poor self-esteem like he does and he's quick to nip any kind of self-punishment in the bud

Never gets tired of hearing you talk about it and is not at all fazed by messy crying. He's a doctor, bodily fluids are normal, and he's happy to use his handkerchief to dry your tears and blow your nose

Asra

Genuinely one of the best people you could ever go to for comfort. They're here, they've got you, they love you unconditionally, and they will always prioritize your feelings and personal wellbeing

So many hugs and cuddles. He'll curl up with you in a pile of soft pillows and blankets and hold you for as long as you need to cry

Whatever you want to do to cope, they'll do it with you and somehow find a way to make it even more comforting

If you want to talk about it, he'll brew your favorite tea and give it to you in one of those big, two-handed mugs so you have something warm to hold and focus on

If you want to get back at your breakup, they'll come up with all kinds of devious tricks to make their life inconvenient

If you just want to cry it out into a tub of ice cream while you watch movies, he'll grab some pumpkin bread to go with it and keep his shoulder and some tissues handy to cry on

There's no space to feel down about yourself. They will beat any negativity to the punch and heap you with more words of affirmation than you really know what to do with

There's no such thing as a "bad time" for him. He starts trips at midnight, if you wake up lonely at 2 AM he's down to wander through the dark streets with you until you can sleep again

Nadia

She's a little ... torn

She cares about you very much and wants to see you happy

Which is why seeing you cry gives her both the urge to make you smile again and to track down whoever's responsible and serve them some sweet, sweet justice

Talking to her about it is great if you want perspective and analysis on what went wrong, and really really great if you want solutions and strategies to help you move on

But Nadia is a fixer. She has a hard time listening to pain when she feels like there's something she can do about it, and an even harder time when it involves someone important to her crying

She'll end up pampering the daylights out of you

Seriously, you deserve good things, after going through something so painful she wants you to remember what it's like to be treated according to the value you truly hold as a person

She'll take you on platonic dates to boost your confidence and spoil you out of your low self-esteem

And hey, if it's a post-relationship makeover you need, say no more

She'll take you shopping for your new look, she'll help you pick out the new hair, she'll let you smell all of her scents if you want to switch to a different perfume/cologne. She's got you

Muriel

He's ... not great with words. He knows this. You know this. We all know this. Talking it out is not his thing

However, if you just need a quiet, safe space to detach from everything and fall apart for a bit, he can relate perfectly. Stay as long as you need to, sleep as much as you need to, but don't yell

If you want to yell, just let him know so he can take you to a better yelling spot that doesn't involve stressing out the chickens

He's not going to initiate much comfort, because he's not sure what you want, so if you do want hugs you'll have to ask

But he will make you soup. And eggs. And egg soup. And some of the weird tea Asra left lying around several years ago (actually wait, let him try it first, he doesn't know what it does or if it's still good)

And he will bring you plenty of blankets to wrap up in and mountains of firewood to keep the hut warm and cozy

If you want to talk about it, he'll listen. Depending on how messy it got, you might get a slightly judgy look here and there, but it's you he cares about and it's you he's listening to

Speaking of, he can hold a grudge. Whoever broke your heart is going to get some major stinkeye from him if they ever meet

Inanna's not a lapdog, but she's a cuddler if you need it. She can and will curl up on top of you if you need the comfort

Portia

Portia's an exceptionally empathetic person. It's what makes her so good at connecting with people across divides and seeing things from multiple perspectives

It's also what makes her cry almost as much as you do when you go through your breakup. If your heart is broken then so is hers

Which is why she is the best buddy for joining you in your sorrows and keeping you company. She will watch the sappy movies with you. She will eat the tubs of ice cream with you

She will get absolutely furious with your ex and curse them out until she's red in the face with you. She will offer to help you sabotage their future attempts at romantic connections with you

(don't let her do that last thing, she's going to accomplish it a little too effectively and then you'll both live with the guilt)

(unless of course said ex has a pattern of being seriously toxic/cruel to their partners, in which case, go ahead with the Countess's blessing and let her know if you'll need legal backup)

Bear hugs. The biggest, tightest, comfiest bear hugs

And self-care, when you're done with the ice cream and movies. She can set up an impressive at-home spa day

Pepi will follow you all around the cottage and even give you the honor of curling up and falling asleep on your lap. Don't move

Editing to add:

Lucio

Lucio doesn't have the easiest time processing his emotions, much less helping somebody else process theirs. He's very happy to help you but it's not going to be conventional by any means

You look angry. He'll take you somewhere good for sparring so you can let the aggressive feelings out instead of thinking about them

You look sad. Would you like him to throw you a party to cheer up?

Not even a distraction party? Not even a "good riddance" party? Not even a "I'm going to show off how many friends I have and how good I look in this outfit so they know what they lost" party? No?

Huh. You really don't process stuff the way he does, then

On the other hand, he will take your side no matter how messy it got. You're the best, you're his favorite person, and therefore anybody who causes you suffering is clearly in the wrong

Surprisingly good at giving you pep talks. He's a charismatic guy and he wholeheartedly believes every good thing he says about you

You're the best. End of discussion

He gets really uncomfortable if he sees you crying though. He just hates seeing you sad and he hates not knowing what to do about it

Mercedes and Melchior, on the other had, will lick your tears away until the only thing left on your face is dog slobber

[moneytrixxx]

Hello! I was wondering if you can share your honest thoughts about Jack’s relationship with his girl Toriii. Imo, I find what they have confusing. It seems like a long situationship.

Hello :) So I've been getting messages for quite some time now about this so I hope I make myself very clear.

Me personally - I am very confused also. I had to get filled in on the whole situation because I had no idea what people were talking about. Umm..with that being said..at this point whatever they are or aren't having is just fucking embarrassing. For both of them. I am EMBARRASSED for them. Okay, yeah.

We don't have any information on anything. We are only guessing what happens behind closed doors.

And I've started to have very mixed feelings about Jack as a person. Because he gives these strong male vibes, he claims to be an alpha or whatever but when it comes to actual situations in my opinion he just seems insecure af. And very messy..like the fact that he ain't addressing shit is messed up in my eyes like really? you care SO much how people view you? you give THIS many fucks about what people think of you? if this really your "main chick" or whatever, the fact that you are so comfortable with her looking like a complete idiot in the eyes of so many of your fans and the public in general, is very concerning to me and it shows a lot about you and who you really are as a person.

As far as this girl..she a mess.

I've always said that women are their worst enemy. This is one of the very reasons why.

Who in their right mind would willingly be somebody's booty call? Who would let another person have that much effect and control over them? Like girl go and take care of you children wtf? In what world are we living in guys? How can you (a grown ass woman; 30 sth years old) ditch your children somewhere and go have fun with some rapper in a hotel? This shit crazy.

What's even crazier is that none of that can be happening. And she just post all this random shit trying to start shit, trying to keep his fans busy or like engaged in some way. And once again this shit weird af. She be pulling some real desperate shit. Like the most recent one - posting on her story that she was wearing that one shirt with lil nas x's face that Jack wore to some red carpet in 2022. What are you trynna do? And who are you doing it for? You are putting yourself in a such a shitty position, pulling some shit that even the teenagers don't pull nowadays. I can't imagine how Jack has to feel if that is the situation. But yet again if I am uncomfortable with someone being in my space - they are not in my space.

At the end of the day in my eyes she is not a worthy woman and a mother. Period. Girl has no fucking self respect for herself. Jack has no respect for her and apparently for himself if he really be fucking everything that moves near him.

If I ever am treated by my man like that, girl he ain't my man. He ain't even a men. Nobody deserves to be treated that way. And nobody should settle down and be fine with that. But she clearly don't give a fuck if she keeps coming back.

And that is across the board.

[latenightbreezeinheaven]

Just broke up with my not-really-my-boyfriend who had his moon in my 12th house and his sun and mercury in my 7th house and his venus in my 8th house.

I mean I'm not sad at this point because I was already lowkey expecting it and I was also already kinda fed up with him because of his mental inconsistency and everything. I initiated the break-up and I am really surprised that I don't even want to cry even like tiny a bit. I just feel angry that he still dared to talk to his exes in a naughty way in a facebook public post while I am there. That is so disrespectful to me and I can't just stand that type of behaviour no matter how much I love him. So, I dropped him and now it's a blessing because that shows that my self-respect has increased than the past and I have come to know my worth and I'm not a little kid who will put up with everyone stepping on her or belittling her. This saturn retrograde is teaching me serious lessons and also this upcoming mercury retrograde in libra wants me to abandon this guy I guess. And the thing I wanna tell you girls out there is to let go of something that hurts you even if it's a lil bit. If you already know what you're holding is a heavy hot stick and you won't let it go, it's gonna burn you in the very near future. Let go of the things that don't serve you right. Let go of people who don't treat you the way you deserve. Let go of people who disrespect you. Love is such a bullshit word. Love doesn't exist. In the end, it's just a feeling for someone and it doesn't satisfy your hunger or it doesn't make you happy (unless you're with the right man or woman). Now the only thing that I say to everyone and to myself is "let go and let it flow in or out". Trust in the universe and your intuition because they never lead you to the wrong path. The reason why I tell you to follow your intuition is because there were voices in my head telling me to stop that situationship-relationship with him but I was kinda against of that idea and I was like "let's wait and see". And now you see what happens? I also really thank my spirit guides for leading me to the right path and now, I believe this is the right one for me. Have a great day and stay healthy!! 💘

[reallifemutant]

Eddie Munson Fic Ch. 2

Hey besties! Here's Chapter 2 which seemed extremely longer than the first part but oh well. I also have a lil author's note at the end so pls read if you liked it :)

Eddie Munson x Reader

Warnings: Cursing, talking ab school/college, graphic depictions (mainly dialogue from the show), uhm I think that's it but lmk if I missed any

Sunlight beams through the window whose curtains you obviously forgot to close last night. The events of yesterday begin to play through your foggy half-conscious mind as you think about Eddie and how he treated you. Sure, you’d had flings before none of them ever becoming more than an awkward situationship, and after a seemingly endless cycle of that, you weren’t sure if you were willing to expend effort to see what a fling with Eddie would look like. So, you push him to the back of your mind and roll over to check your alarm clock on the bedside table. The red numbers on the analog clock read 12:34 which means you had slept in - as you rightfully deserve - college hasn’t been the best for you and any inklings of peaceful rest are gratefully accepted. You didn’t have any specific plans for the day and decided to visit your two friends at work to discuss the events of last night. 

You rolled out of bed and stumbled into the room’s connecting bathroom as you’re thanking the gods above for a break from the life of a communal dorm. Fumbling for the light switch you’re greeted with a view of your exhausted face, spent from the rough semester. Thankfully you had picked your spring semester classes well and mainly had final projects due in the coming weeks. Which was a nice change from the calculus and physics-loaded fall semester with seemingly endless tests. After brushing your teeth and managing your appearance you retreated to the bedroom to promptly tear through your duffle bag grasping your favorite pair of jeans. Even though it was spring you somehow always preferred to wear pants you didn’t know if it was because you absolutely detested chafing or just appreciated feeling less vulnerable. You continued rifling through the bag and grasped the rest of your outfit. It wasn’t anything spectacular but you’re just going to pester your friends at work and quite frankly the cute nerdy boy saw you in even fewer desirable clothes, so anything is better than your ‘I want to be comfy driving home’ clothes. 

Lacing up your sneakers you grabbed a bomber jacket and your trusty tote bag on your way out the door. After the short drive to the Family Video, you excitedly got out of your car and entered the store yelling “Robin! Steve! Did you miss me?”

Unlike Dustin, both Robin and Steve had come to visit you at college and attend a party or two. 

“Hey! I thought you weren’t coming back until later tonight?” Steve said as he briefly hugged you. 

“Yeah, Steve and I had all these plans we were going to hide Sixteen Candles for you so we could watch it with you. But anyway, I’m glad you’re back.” Robin remarked as she gave you a bone-crushing hug. It had only been like three weeks since you last saw them and usually, you called them at work at least once a week. So, it wasn’t like it had been that long since you last saw them, you guessed that their weekly trials of being single were weighing down on them. 

“How’s Vicki? And uh what was her name again Steve? Helen?” You asked the pair.

“I almost let Vicki know I had a crush on Tammy Thompson yesterday during the pep rally-” 

“Her name was not Helen you really just do not listen to me-” Robin and Steve blurted out their answers at the same time. 

“You almost what Robin? I know you like her and all but please please be careful.” You said then turned to Steve, “I am sorry Mr. Hair that you have far too many dates for me to keep up with.” 

Steve opened his mouth to retort but Robin quickly beat him to speak, “I know. I just really like her and sometimes it’s hard to stop myself,” She glanced around the empty store, “I mean when you like someone it’s just hard to not say something. I mean at least for me I don’t know about you two,” She waved her hands gesturing to you and Steve,” We can talk about that later, you know not in public, anyway y/n how has your dating life been?” 

“Oh, relatively boring. But uh, I went to Dustin’s little D&D club last night, right? And the DM or like the head of the club, Eddie Munson, -”

“Eddie Munson, you mean Eddie ‘The Freak’ Munson?” Steve scoffed and used air quotes to emphasize freak. 

“Yeah, I uh don’t like the direction this is going in already. Isn’t he like a super super super senior? What do you even call someone who’s become a triple super senior-” Robin began to ramble and you quickly cut her off, “Listen I don’t know but he like grabbed my hand and fucking kissed my knuckles like you know how gentlemen approach a woman in Jane Austen books?”

Both Steve and Robin’s jaws were on the floor looking at you incredulously. You took this as a sign to continue your story.

“Anyway, he also like grabbed my chair and scooted me closer to him. Oh, and he flirted with me for the entire game which was like five hours. He also talked to Dustin and told him that he liked me and wanted to take me out. After knowing me for a solid five hours.” Once you finished your train of thought you were scrambling for air. Unknowingly, just talking about Eddie made your heart rate skyrocket and brought heat to your face in embarrassment.

“Oh my god, you like Eddie ‘The Freak’ Munson,” Robin exclaimed. Her head slightly bobbed after every word to emphasize her shock. 

Steve just brought one hand up to his face to rest across his eyes. 

‘He truly looks like a disappointed father.’ You thought.

“Hey I mean he can’t be that bad right?” You said and almost with impeccable timing the door swings open and you’re greeted by your cousin and his friend Max. 

“Did you hear the news?” Dustin stammered out between breaths moving quickly behind the counter and pushing Steve away from the computer.

“Yeah, we saw it earlier when we were putting on our morning movie why?” Robin says. 

“Hey! I need that you can’t use it! what are you doing Dustin?” Steve mutters while trying to stop your cousin, 

“Setting up base of operations here. I need it to look up Eddie’s friends’ phone numbers.” 

“Oh, your best friend who you think is so much cooler than me because he plays your nerdy game.” Steve retorts over Dustin’s shoulder. 

“Yes. I never said that.” Dustin looks back at Steve with shock and confusion written on his face. 

“Hey listen you can come in here and play on Monday but it’s Saturday, our busiest day so.” Robin remarks while she begins stacking up VHS tapes.

“This can’t wait until Monday.” Dustin frustratedly exclaimed.

“Oh yeah because calling all of Eddie’s friends is an emergency,” Robin says with annoyance lacing her voice.

“It is!”

Steve comes up and stands behind Robin whispering, “What do you wanna strangle him, or should I?” 

“We could take turns.” Robin looks at you with an exasperated face. 

“What is going on?” you finally ask after just seeing that extremely odd conversation. 

Max turns to look at You, Steve, and Robin and heaves a sigh signaling this isn’t going to be a short explanation. 

“Last night I saw Chrissy Cunningham go into Eddie’s trailer, yes, the Chrissy Cunningham don’t look at me like that I know what I saw. Then like five minutes later the TV flickered and the lights did that weird thing where it looks like there was a power surge. Which isn’t out of the ordinary where we live like that happens, but I heard Eddie screaming then running out, jumping in his van, and leaving. And he looked scared. Like genuinely scared. And this morning I saw Chrissy’s body on the floor of his trailer. Dustin and I don’t think Eddie did it. We think it’s back. And the only way to know that for sure is to find Eddie” 

Your stomach sank and by sank you mean fell through your ass and straight through the center of the Earth. Your greatest fears had come true, it was back and here you were in Hawkins without more than half the people you fought with last time. You looked at Max and said, “Alright let’s find Eddie and hope to God that it's not that.” 

You weren’t even scared of the fact that the boy you were developing a budding crush on was the main suspect in a murder investigation. The image of Billy with the Mind Flayer’s tentacle through his chest was on your mind. The sharp teeth and smell of carrion that always followed the demogorgons that made your eyes water were on your mind. The fear that you had worked so hard to push away had a chokehold on your body and you hoped that Eddie had just murdered the girl. However awful that thought might be it was better than the alternative. After all, you had barely come out of the last fight alive if it wasn’t for Billy, you would be gone.

 ‘Hell, we all almost barely came out of that alive how can we possibly do this again?’ you thought to yourself.

After roughly 30 minutes to an hour of everyone calling anyone who might have a notion of Eddie’s whereabouts, Max concluded of Reefer Rick - Eddie’s supplier. 

‘Oh, great so not only is he a murder suspect and a super super super senior but he’s also a drug dealer great you really do know how to pick ‘em don’t you y/n?’ You mentally berated yourself. 

 There weren’t many Ricks in Hawkins and Robin believed that they could probably find this guy in their system. Before you finished your thought, they had an address. Now all we had left to do was investigate. Everyone bounded out of the store and into Steve’s station wagon ready to go find Eddie and get to the bottom of this. 

Dustin was pounding on the door and ringing the doorbell incessantly while the rest of you held flashlights up to the windows of the darkened house trying to catch a glimpse of Eddie. Max turned away and began walking away obviously noticing something the rest of you didn’t.

“Hey! Guys!” She yells at the four of you.

Gathering around her and following her gaze you all spot a large shed with the door open just a crack.

 ‘That has to be it,’ you thought, ‘he’s definitely in here.’

You all entered the dark and musty shed walking around looking for any signs of life while Steve grabs a random oar hoisting it up. He begins to gingerly poke at a boat in the center of the shed holding what appears to be tarps.

“What are you doing?” Dustin whisper-yells at Steve.

“He might be in here.”

“So, take the tarp off!”

“If you’re so brave you take the tarp off!” Steve whispers back and Dustin begins to move toward the small boat. You’re standing on the opposite side of the boat with Robin and Max as you see the redhead noticing a small pile of trash.

“Hey look at this, someone was here.” She says to Robin, “Yeah maybe he got spooked and ran” Robin shrugs her shoulders.

“Oh, don’t worry Steve will get him with his oar.” Dustin spits out.

“You know I know you think you’re being funny Henderson but considering everyone in this room has nearly died about a hundred times, personally, I don’t find it funny in the sligh-” Steve gets cut off as Eddie jumps out of the boat and shoves Steve against the wall armed with a broken beer bottle.

“WOAH WOAH WOAH EDDIE IT’S DUSTIN. IT’S ME.” Dustin panics at the sight of Eddie about to cut out Steve’s jugular.

You make eye contact with Eddie’s feral and unrelenting gaze as Dustin introduces Steve and reassures Eddie that Steve isn’t a threat. His eyes move back to Steve with an immense rage behind them.

“Steve, why don’t you drop the oar?” The oar clangs to the floor and Eddie jumps at the loud noise further driving the shard of glass into Steve’s neck making him whimper slightly.

“He’s cool man he’s cool,” Dustin repeats with his arms out like he’s approaching a scared animal,

“I’m cool- I- I’m cool” Steve stammers out.

“What are you doing here?” Eddie basically growls, his voice gravelly and weak from screaming the night before.

“We’re looking for you,” Dustin states.

“We’re here to help.” You speak out which garners Eddie’s attention away from killing Steve.

‘He looks like he’s either about to start screaming or crying,’ You think not knowing which one would be worse.

“These are my friends. This is Robin she plays in the band. This is Max, she’s my friend that never wants to play D&D. And y/n, my cousin who you met yesterday. We’re on your side. I swear on my mother. Right, guys?” Dustin slowly says and gestures at the three of you.

“Yes, yes we swear,” Max breathes out,

“On Dustin’s mother.” Robin finishes, and Steve glances up at Eddie whispering, “Yeah…Dustin…Dustin’s mother.”

Eddie suddenly pulls away releasing Steve from his grasp. He’s shaking as he turns and slides down the wall. Dustin slowly approaches him, “We just want to talk,” while you kneel down to quickly check Steve and help him off the ground.

Robin and Max inch toward Eddie while saying “We want to know what happened.”

Eddie glances away grimacing and sniffles like he’s holding back tears and bitterly spits out, “You won’t believe me.” He sniffles a little again while shaking his head which makes you want to go comfort him. Even though you know that Eddie definitely didn’t kill that girl - which confirms your deepest fears – you feel the need to hold him. After seeing the fear on his face, you know only the select group of your closest friends and family are the ones who could manage this.

 ‘We’re the only ones who know the truth and know how to help. This feels like we’re being forced back into war.’ You feel as you move towards the boy.

“Try us.” Max declares.

Eddie’s brows furrow, confusion growing on his face. He began to tell all of you what happened last night. You retreated into yourself and listened to the tale of the newest horrors that have emerged from the hellhole under Hawkins.

“We know it can be a little difficult to take,” Dustin calmly explains, “You know how they say Hawkins is cursed?”

Eddie glances up, “Yeah?”

“They’re not…way off,” Dustin explains trying to condense the definition of the upside-down into the easiest terms.

“Sometimes it bleeds into ours,” Eddie blinks with surprise, “You mean like ghosts and shit?”

“There are some things worse than ghosts.” Max states, “Did you see anything?”

“That night, did you see anything?” Robins steps forward.

“Dark particles, maybe?” Max continues.

Eddie’s eyes are glassy as he shakes his head not remembering anything but the horror of last night.

“It would almost look like dust, swirling dust.” Dustin clarifies for Eddie.

“No man there was nothing you could see or uh…or touch. You know I tried to wake her, man. She couldn’t move. It was like she … she was in a trance or something.” Eddie says thinking back.

“Or under a spell,” Dustin affirms.

Eddie suddenly begins to understand what Dustin’s implying, “A curse.”

“Vecna’s curse,” Dustin breathes out.

“Who’s Vecna?” Steve asks looking between the two D&D players in front of him.

“An undead creature of great power.” Dustin gulps.

“A spell caster.” Eddie finishes Dustin’s description, “A dark wizard,” Dustin clarifies.

Recognition passes through their eyes.

'This is definitely a D&D context clue that the rest of us have no idea about. But I'm sure we'll know soon enough,' you thought closing your eyes wishing to be anywhere but Hawkins, Indiana right now.

A/N: Hey guys let me know if this sucked lol anyway . . . if you catch anything that's wrong like spelling/grammar/pronouns pls pls let me know. If you want to be added to the taglist here's the google form!

Also I did write the main character as an engineering major bc I am an engineering major and idk it's hard for me to imagine life not as one. Sorry for this one being so late I started reading The Song of Achilles and I simply could not put that book down for days so yeah. Hopefully I will be posting chapter 3 like later today!

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[heartofholland]

tom recs <3

hi guys! here is a fic rec list i made of all the fics i’ve loved. personally, i consider myself an avid fic reader so i have read a shit ton of fics. these are just my highlights. let me know if you want more like this! and if you do end up reading any of these please make sure you REBLOG them to spread the goodness. these writers work their ass off and deserve all the credit in the world. enjoy! <3

SERIES

riding my by @worldoftom this fic is barely started but i love everything this writer puts out. very smutty, very hot. innocence kink check!

breaking curfew by @wazzupmrstark ASSHOLE TOM! my weakness. enemies to lovers but make it FWB. what I wish my summer camp was like instead of my thighs sticking to chairs and lice outbreaks.

eighteen by @angelic-holland corruption/innocence kink! basically all smut but damn do i want bad boy tom.

the situationship by @fairytelling can’t say enough about this fic. the definition of falling in love with your best friend. if my relationship isn’t like this i don’t want it.

happiness is a butterfly by @blissfulparker soft mob!tom and they’re forbidden soulmates! updates are WELL worth the wait!

i only feel you by @stuckonspidey the first time i read my watch thought i was working out for how high my heart rate was. shit keeps you on your toes. there is a sequel fic but just a heads up you will want to unstan tom on multiple occasions.

make me love you by @mrs-hollandstan frat boy player tom turned soft. mans does a whole 180. fuck dom.

perfidy by @peeterparkr couldn’t be more obsessed with this fic. they’re both so fucking stupid but too afraid to get hurt. also the social media posts are so fucking cute and crucial to the story 

eloped by @worldoftom getting married to tom in the most beautiful vacation spot? sign me the fuck up

you. by @txmhoelland i think there’s definely worse men to be set up with as a PR stunt.

erotas by @farfromparker i have definely read this fic for more days than i’ve been on this earth but every time i lose my goddamn mind

dare you to move by @starksparker-archive the best version of FWB tom is when you’re his roommate…

gone by @dahliaspidey this one… hurts. but i just know it will bounce back.

take me out by @angelic-holland warning this one is really dark. like serial killers. but it was so fascinating i am completely obsessed with the psychology of it all. jake is featured and please don’t imagine the mr. music the entire time like i did </3

single all the way by @heyhihellowhatsup0 i read this whenever i need a lil christmas pick me up

sweetener by @keepingupwiththeparkers cute awkward relationship. it is so real i feel like it could actually happen to me.

ex on the beach by @heyhihellowhatsup0 THE ANGST GIVES ME LIFE

SMUT

bartender by @t-o-m-holland tom happens to own your favorite bar. your subtle flirts aren’t working. the banter between reader and the fam makes me wish i didn't have social anxiety.

siren by @rosyparkers don’t get me wrong i will scream ACAB til the day i die but police officer tom could definitely get it.

best of three by @mrs-hollandstan one of the 3000 threesome fics i have saved. imagine not getting one of the hottest men but TWO.

roommates by @hollandbaby what a coincidence we both want to fuck each other! this checks all the kinks my man. i’ve read this probably no less than 100 times.  

that was that by @moorehollandplz dom!tom but something flips and he’s never been more gentle. mans got both sides of the playing field covered.

know your enemy by @angelic-holland short but sweet. hate sex is always hotter behind the scenes.

wasabi by @angelic-holland literally everything about alice is phenomenal but this is on of my faves. when i read this it makes me feel smarter. also body shots.

say good night by @madmadmilk this writers work never fails to blow me away but this time she managed to encapsulate my entire life. (minus the execution with a very hot and experienced best friend).

buwygf-ib by @hholyholland just ignore tomdaya for a sec and take in the hottest dom!tom i’ve ever witnessed.

cocky by @sykoxartist yeah he’s an asshole but he’s your asshole. at least that’s what he thinks.

sovereign by @farfromparker sub!tom is so hot. man will beg for DAYS.

summer vacation by @kidney9-9  when is hate sex ever like…. not hot as fuck?

ride by @tomhollandsstan face riding. period.

coincidence by @starshinebucky actor!reader and tom fuck… at least they’ll have good chemistry next time.

skin by @hollandbaby dom!tom is not ok with being a sub. unless it’s for you.

you can bet on it by @kiwi-bitchez all of this writers smut makes my pussy throb. this is my fave. just wait for the twist.

a rose blooms by @cornacopicimagines prince!tom drives me wild. but wait til he finds out you’re not a virgin.

begging by @raewritesfiction tom makes you beg for it.

self reflection by @stuckonspidey this is actual proof tom has a praise kink.

minor inconvenience by @angel-spidey toms an idiot but at least he can get you off.

flesh by @starshinebucky cocky tom kills me.

keeping him nice and warm by @marvelouspeterparker mob!tom the gif itself to sends me.

after hours by @cornacopicimagines never had sexual tension with a teacher but this will do.

ANGST

josslyn by @multiharlot messy situation but reader handles it like a champ. if your heart isn’t broken enough, the last line will make sure it’s unfixable for days on end.  

moral of the story by @kelieah listen to the song while you’re at it to make your cry sesh take a turn for the worst. 

cherry by @xoluvx this one hurts real bad. so does the song. 

a complicated love story by @samhollandssweaters an emotional rollercoaster for real.

he dies in the end by @allfandomxreader ignore the title and just cry your eyes out with me.

eighteen by @fancyxholland you’ll be confused why it’s in the angst category but trust me.

all the lies by @peteywillproceed getting cheated on but the girl is toms gf, how do you tell him. 

memories by @nycparkers i sob to this whenever i need a good cry. 

don’t be a fool by @nycparkers breakups that dont end messily make me so fucking jealous.

FLUFF

kiss currency by @madmadmilk borderline smut. confused and oblivious harrison. dialogue inspires me to talk to males.  

plank all over me by @waitimcomingtoo FILRTY TOM! THE BANTER! i really am a whore for well written dialogue. there’s additional parts but i won’t spoil.

 playing cupid by @marvelobsessedteenager you set everyone else up but wait a damn minute how did you forget about tom?

 little flirt by @webslinger-holland oh to flirt with tom while he’s sweaty from intensely dancing for the lip sync battle.

pour it out by @rhapsodyparker i don’t know what it is but famous!reader going on talk shows or having interviews and they ask the reader cheeky questions about tom might be one of my many kinks…

hubby by @t-holland2080 it’s the small things that make me want to bawl my eyes out for being so lonely.

going live by @redrebecca the dialogue makes me cry of happiness! tom doing a live (what a concept).

paddy’s crush by @tom-holland-is-spiderman jealous tom but of his younger brother.

 wannabe by @sailingintothenight the cliffhanger at the end demands a second part.

flawless by @missnxthingg  tom is a simp.

you and me by @sunshinehollandd best friend tom makes me soft.

dick appointments. web shooters. the duality of a man. by @porterporker  it gets a lil steamy but man is “web shooter” a funny name for a dick.

best day by @thollandss dad!tom gives me baby fever even though i am a virg.

 tom asks your dad by @blissfulparker can i just skip through the bad boyfriends and just marry the love of my life already.

baked chicken by @waitimcomingtoo there isn’t a category for awkward but if there was this would be in it.

lover boy by @starshinebucky  tom being so oblivious you like him that you need to call for backup.

afterglow by @wickedholland i wish someone would treat me like this when im drunk instead of leaving me to hold my own hair back.