#think I may have covid on top of the insomnia 🙃

[teresiel]

More Raven. Can't get enough of drawing her!

[heartbroken-ghost]

I just wanted to wish you courage and I hope you're doing well <3

I'm in a similar situation when it comes to homelessness and being put on a waiting list for my mental issues.

It may seem hopeless sometimes, but things will get better! Don't lose hope, life has a way of pushing you in the right direction.

Hugs!

Thank you ❤ I'm honestly not because I have covid (just tested positive earlier tonight) and have to move out in 23 days. I'm supposed to move into student housing but I haven't even registered for a class yet (well now anyways - I was accepted into a full-time college program but backed out because I can't handle full-time with how bad my mental health and stuff has been). A family member of mine told me to look at individual classes and find one I'm interested in, then to pay for it once I can and then she'll reimburse me if I finish it. She even said I only have to focus on passing it, not even aiming for high grades like I usually do/used to. It took off a lot of pressure (both from my dad and myself because some of it was self-imposed) but I don't know what to pick and I'm scared of not getting into one which I'd need to move into student housing. So it's either that or becoming homeless again, for god fucking knows how long with the market here being the way it was and is, which I genuinely do not think I can handle again without at the very least needing to be hospitalized again. And, I hope this isn't triggering but I also value honesty and vulnerability (and I guess you asked? Idk), but I'm just suicidal again and I've been even more unstable than usual recently due to my insomnia worsening again because of going off of antipsychotics. I know I should probably just take one again but I'm just so tired of side effects and I finally started losing weight again so it's a hard decision. There's been so much other shit going on on top of all of this but my biggest concern at the moment is not being able to find a place to move into in time because I need to isolate for at least another seven days. I also probably won't be able to get accommodations I'll need for school put in place in time which will cause me even more stress if I end up attending school. And to top it all off, my disability worker can't help me get first and last month's rent until after I sign a lease.

Anyways (sorry for venting so much, just going through it obviously 🙃), I'm sorry you're in a similar situation. Life can totally suck sometimes and the world is a fucked up place. But I hope things will fall into place for you soon and that we'll both get the support we need. Good luck with everything and if you want to pm me on here, you're welcome to if you just want to chat or whatever. I hope you have a good day or night and I appreciate the virtual hug very much. Thank you so much for your kindness and encouragement. I'm trying, I promise.