#thinkin about themmmm

[hexellent]

Excuse me while I ramble about random Sonourge Ex Husbands thoughts:

They loved each other. Truly they did. Hell, they still do. But Scourge left Sonic high and dry far too many times. Sure, at first it was fun, reckless, exciting, and even loving. Scourge was charming despite all the red flags, and Sonic was young, dumb and just starting to open himself to the idea of a genuine relationship. For a while it was good. So good they got married, and for once Sonic wasn't afraid of being with someone forever.

But things really started to to take a turn somewhere. Sonic, already taking care of Tails by this point meant that he was already stressed out as it was. Probably somewhere around 5 or so. And he regrets letting Tails see the pure dysfunction that came about, the fights and the screaming and the crying he was exposed to.

Scourge started to get into some heavy shit. Every day a new and more dangerous criminal act, or another high or drunken stupor. Promises were being broken, nights spent up worrying himself sick while scourge was out doing gaia knows what. disappearing for days at a time, leaving him to raise (a) kid(s) by himself.

It got to the point where Sonic would start to have full-on panic attacks trying to balance saving the world, raising a child and making sure his husband was fucking alive and safe. It all came to a head one day when Sonic found himself just laying, empty, on the bathroom floor, and Tails found him. The little fox had cried, upset that his mother was being hurt but not understanding why, and feeling helpless. Even started to blame himself somehow, and it snapped Sonic out of it enough to just up and disappear that night.

Above all else, he refused to let Tails get hurt. So he ran. Ran all the way to Vanilla's house in the dead of night. She answered and once tails was put to bed, he just broke down. He was an absolute mess and just couldn't get himself together. It was Vanilla's insistence that made Sonic finally start getting professional help some time later. She was unable to keep watching Sonic nearly throw his life away almost every day and subsequently hurting his friends and putting people in danger in the process.

He still has the ring, believe it or not. It's kept in a box, hidden. He used to look at it often. But it's lessened nowadays to maybe a few times a year when he's really feeling low. Sometimes, he hopes that Scourge is doing much better. Much happier. That maybe they'll meet again and this time it'd be different. but sometimes he dreads the idea of seeing his face.

[moonshynecybin]

top taylor swift songs that were actually written about rosquez?

they are many they are myriad they are legion.... no order and non exhaustive ofc

wouldve couldve shouldve. ouegh ough aough aoueg. ouregh. and i damn sure never would've danced with the devil. at nineteen. and the god's honest truth is that the pain was heaven. i mean JESUS CHRIST dude. songs that make me want 20 mins alone in a room with valentino rossi and a baseball bat.

all to well ten min. i think the longer version is inferior generally but adding the lens of a slightly fucked up age gap pushes this up the list. so many insane rosquez details in this one. i was thinkin on the drive down hes gonna say its love you never called it what it was. (hello.) the idea you had of me, who was she? a never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you. (HELLO?) charmed my dad with self effacing jokes like youre on a late night show. (HELLO!!!) my friend valentino did that to my buddy marc. i was there i SAW IT. my friend @repsol-ariel made gifs.

i bet you think about me. jussssst the right amount of insufferable for them in the bitter post divorce chaos of it all... truly like. vale you fucked UP dude. i think this plays in marc's head for every championship he wins 2016-2019. when you realized im harder to forget than i was to leave. crazy. bananas. fun to think about if youre nasty... i also love indulging the side of marc that is kind of fucking mad at vale lol. my cuntress... this is why we cant have nice things also fits in this category. its the fun parts of divorce: like spite!

forever and always. you ever think about 2015 and how crazy marc probably felt when he realized his whatsapp thread with valentino post ranch visit was all messages from HIM. like truly before that season he said vale is my friend all is good between us :) then in midseason he says its a different relationship not quite a friend one just absolutely white knuckling it. and all this happened with little public indication of off-track conflict. WHAT HAPPENED. anyways did i say something way too honest that made you run and hide? like a scared little boy??

story of us. a fixture of my imaginings. but you held your pride like you shouldve held me. how did tswift know. what did she see. was there a psychic on her staff. did she perhaps have a prophetic dream of some sort.

haunted. YOU AND EYE WALK A FRAGILE LINE I HAVE KNOWN IT ALL THIS TIME.... CMON CMON DONT LEAVE ME LIKE THISSSSSS i thought I had you figured out... something's gone terribly wrong.... you're all I wanted.... hello. is this thing on. like truly maybe the most rosquez of my rosquez songs. this one is THEMMMM to me. its dramatic its tense its yearning its a little PISSED OFF.

back to december. RECONCILIATION ANTHEM. your tanned skin your sweet smile so good to me so right.... GOD. truly like before they reconcile but after vale has turned the corner. wistful regretfulness!! pride swallowing by someone not used to it!!!

cowboy like me: twin flames!!!! FUKC!!!! IM NEVER GONNA LOVE AGAIN!

[scuba-divers]

my partnerrr by wifehusbandddd im thinkin about themmmm :333 i love themmm hehehehehehe i love themmm i love my wifehusband hehhee :333

[dreamiami]

Thinkin about,,, them,,, the cozy babies,,,,, god. I love Hunter and Lily sm. Literally my brain babies. I love themmmm. (Literally just woke up thoughts)

[asexualdindjarin]

I miss my mama. I can imagine. But not my daddy. He was pitiful. Does that make me bad? Nope. No, it don't.

Justified (2010-2015)