#this post was triggered by looking into the tokyo grand guignol. not for the reasons i was looking into the french one last week | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

mihai-florescu · 5 months

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I am plagued by theatrical productions i'll never see... it's not like a book i can pick up at any point and return to with new insights as an omniscient reader. No one experiences a play the same but the momentality of it makes you more aware of your role, be it on stage or the audience, the story flows because of your presence at this exact moment. And there are countless plays at this very moment everywhere in the world, there is so much i will never know or experience? It will just be lost to time, to others' perception and memory?

#i wonder how my life wouldve progressed if i hadnt distanced myself from theatre or generally the world #i needed the control and static state of books and games but i regret casting theatre aside?#it wasnt entirely by choice and my transitional phase in the first lockdown was by watching 1-2 films a day but those are really #not the same at all. they made the transition to getting lost in books easier but still #there is nothing like theatre #but it's also tainted by highschool memories (yes yes i say do not let others ruin things for you but i also used to be more passionate then #even if most called me robotic or a bitch. well. i didnt discourage it either. i lost my point #)#this post was triggered by looking into the tokyo grand guignol. not for the reasons i was looking into the french one last week #entirely coincidental but it made me laugh in the way coincidences seem too scripted in timing #nevertheless. it was still coincidental

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