#this should probably stsy in the drafts folder

[pigeonflavouredcake]

Let me be real honest for a hot second.

I still struggle to figure out whether or not I'm agender or a man because while I am 100% a passive observer outside the concept of gender, I recognise that men and masculinity in white/patriarchal culture is the default and, in a round about way, the closest I can get to gender neutrality.

But i can't hide how happy it makes me feel to hear my voice start dropping, to see bottom growth and my new itty bitty moustache