#this troupe is so intensely trauma-laden

[afragmentcastadrift]

Secrets are what will ultimately undermine and destroy Bells Hells, and yet... half of them aren't even fully cognizant that they're keeping secrets, don't really recognize and/or acknowledge that they're holding their desires/hopes/fears/misgivings close to the chest, haven't fully processed enough what has happened in the last month, week, 24 hours to even begin to talk, formulate, comprehend to a point where they can even dare to try to be comfortable and fully vulnerable enough to utter the deepest, darkest stirrings and etchings of their souls.

It's a terrible thing to admit to the weight that you carry, and it's a bittersweet pill to swallow when you have to admit to and allow that you need help carrying it.