#this will prove to be difficult because kait will be gone til Tuesday or Wednesday sadly
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I just want like reassurance that people still like love/care about/like me and want me in their lives and aren’t tired of me but I also hate that I want/need that reassurance
#deity dialogue#i just want to be wanted I want to stop having relationships that feel like I’m failing#I’m tired of feeling like I’m not doing enough or doing too much or expecting too much#mind you it’s not like anyone’s fault I feel like this I’m not placing blame I just feel like more often than not that I’m getting a bad#grade in friendship#I just wish that like all my friendships were okay and that like I could believe things are okay without neeeing constant reassurance#I also wish I could be one of those people who if I don’t hear from people for long periods I don’t assume they hate me lmao this also is a#problem I have to work on#I also just wish i was like a better friend because no doubt my anxieties have made me a shitty friend#idk I’m just sick of feeling this way I’m tired of wanting constant attention and affirmation#I’m like so tired of myself so it only makes sense that other people would grow tired of my bullshit#bleh I hate feelings :p tomorrow I will try not to dwell on things as much as i have today#this will prove to be difficult because kait will be gone til Tuesday or Wednesday sadly
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