#thru tears: i have so many feelings about doctor who and (mostly nuwho) the doctor pls ask me to ramble abt them i'm ALWAYS up for it

[yesokayiknow]

Hi I really like your writing! I actually hadn't read anything from doctor who before you and it's really great, I didn't think I could love thirteen even more but here we are. I was wondering what are your thoughts on 13 and her different relationships with her new companions? 🐸

!! hullo !! and thank you! i’m sorry i was the intro for you to dw fic bc the  fandom’s got some really good fics!! you should check some more out :D!

(sorry this got way longer than i thought it would whoops)

ok so my thoughts on thirteen are that i would die and kill for her i love her so goddamn much ok??? i love how soft and expressive she is and also that’s she’s an asshole but she pulls it off bc she’s so cute??? and i love how much of an engineer she is! she loves making things (tho lbr it’s probably 80% bc of the fact that she can blow stuff up) and she loves showing off and teaching people stuff (probably a bit of twelve showing up y/y?? i mean he spent like idk 100 years as a teacher so) though god i can’t wait to see her go full oncoming storm on some ass ok let her let her get proper angry already although she sure hasn’t dealt with twelve’s depression and suicidal idealisation yet has she so that’s fun ! 

rn i think that yaz has the BIGGEST crush on thirteen, who hasn’t actually. noticed yet. i have the feeling she’ll be be like uh what why when she finds out (or more likely when ryan points it out bc it’s not like she’ll notice w/o help) because wait what is she like?? good looking?????

yaz: tHAT’S WHAT YOU’RE TAKING AWAY FROM THIS????

thirteen: everyone kept saying my last face looked like a grumpy grandad and that the one before that looked like a twelve year old! i’m not used to people having crushes on me!!

missy, clara, and river’s data ghost: oh so we’re not people now

so yaz finds thirteen googling ‘how do i let someone down gently because theyre cute but also kind of young and i really like them but i dont know if its in that way yet because this is a new body and its emotions are a LOT louder and dizzying than my last one and im not sure whats what yet please help’ and yaz is like. google limits searches to 32 words

thirteen: sorry i’m just really bad with this kind of thing?? it’s at times like these i really miss my wife

yaz: sorry your WHAT now

thirteen: yeah. she’s dead. please don’t tell her i didn’t mention her she hates that

yaz: how do i even respond to that

thirteen: she’s a ghost in a library now. she likes to visit me when i’m with people so it looks like i’m making out with thin air

yaz: STOP MAKING IT WEIRDER

and after that she’s like still got a massive crush bc hello have you seen thirteen’s face especially when she’s being very smug and clever and yaz maybe swoons a little and ryan’s like do you need to sit down because he’s the worst but it’s more like crushing on a celebrity you know?? she knows it’s probably not gonna happen. instead she’s gonna follow her around and learn as much as she can and get better at helping people and stare at her face and sigh a lot whatever it’s fine she’s fine

tHIRTEEN IS RYAN’S SPACE DAD BC RYAN’S BIODAD WHOMST? WHEREMST?? sorry mr sinclair but he’s her kid now. ryan calls her mum once jokingly and she’s like hm. don’t like that because she’s never been a mum before and it feels weird so now he jokingly calls her dad and she rolls her eyes a lot but doesn’t correct him. he gets her a happy father’s day card but crosses out the father and puts weird space parent

ryan: do you like it

thirteen, through tears: it’s okay i guess

they build gadgets together even though he tries to point out that a) he knows nothing about what she makes and b) dyspraxia isn’t exactly a help with fine motor skills but does she listen??? of course not. eventually he realises that as clumsy as she can be, making stuff is kind of how she communicates?? she doesn’t ramble as much when she’s doing this and she seems much surer of herself and it’s just? great to watch?? and she wants him to help her????? to join in with her in the one place she feels properly completely at home??? yeah it’s. it’s good

one time ryan’s just doodling on some paper and the next day when he’s getting breakfast he realises that it’s been stuck to the fridge bc i’ve been watching some earth shows and this is a thing that earth dads do!!!!

ryan: i mean i think earth dads stick drawings to fridges with fridge magnets instead of like actually hammering in nails but 10/10 for effort

yaz: hey doctor earth dads also go to their kids’ sports days

thirteen: interesting. unrelated question: when and where exactly were your sports days

(she goes to one in disguise and cheers very loudly for ryan. and then when everyone looks at her weirdly she cheers very loudly for all the other kids too. which obviously makes it worse bc no one there knows her

yaz: wait so you’re the reason all our sports days had bouncers?????)

i’m like 100% sure that graham’s decided to adopt thirteen as his pseudo grandkid along w yaz (and ryan obvs) and he always carries biscuits around for her and he’s the first to jump to her defence (not that she really needs it but like she’s tiny and graham’s mum didn’t raise him to let someone get away w talking shit at women ok) and he likes to sit by her while she tinkers with the tardis and she gives him a running commentary and he has zero (0) idea of what she’s saying but he nods and mhms in all the right places

thirteen: hey so you realise that i’m like 2000 years older than you ᵍⁱᵛᵉ ᵒʳ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ⁴ ᵇⁱˡˡⁱᵒⁿ ʸᵉᵃʳˢ

graham: i literally don’t care. i’m your grandad now and i love you 

thirteen:

thirteen: oh

graham: wait sorry what was that last bit

also they like to sit around and complain about modern trends and stuff and it’s a right laugh for the other two because they’ll watch those two complaining about like modern music and how much everything costs now and then like ten minutes later thirteen will just like get up and dab and graham’s like. why

also also sometimes she’ll land the tardis in a quiet place under the stars and they’ll sit and talk about their wives. they both agree that it’s probably a good thing that river and grace never met because there’s no way the universe would still be standing if they had