This is my doodle for the co-fic written with @foreignobjecticus (which predominantly is the writer) I will put the ao3 in the reblog soon bc Tumblr would do something to the tags.
Read the camera + rehearsal scripts for Death of a Hunter and. nothing Meres does is in the script, was that all Anthony? Did he just show up on set one day and start throwing the furniture around and acting his heart out and the crew went: ".......Okay, let's go with that. Sorry if it looks like Toby Meres Cares to the folks at home."
"Don't ya think yer Hollow boyfriend would look better in blonde?" He's joking. Or is he.
" NO , ACTUALLY . i think he's handsome as he is now . there isn't anything about him i'd change , really . not that blondes were ever my type , anyway .
------ as for you , you're just wasting your time with stupid questions like that . "
Feel unwell now I have to sit with the knowledge Meres spent all of Starters Orders + Death of a Hunter worried sick about Callan, defending his innocence when everyone thought he was a traitor, losing his temper when someone implies Callan would ever betray him, going off about what a great agent he is, tenderly cradling him when he's injured twice, crying his heart out when he thinks Callan might die and Callan has no idea! nobody ever tells him!