#today started off very fucking well but now theres like 2 rl friends of mine being depressing and angsty as hell | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

y01te-moved · 7 years

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is there supposed to be a reason that sometimes if a person says smth nice about me at all i nearly explode of joy and i feel super happy overall and its like the best thing ive been told in my entire life but then if a different person says the same/similar things to me all i can do is roll my eyes and sigh or am i just a bitch sometimes.

#bloook why #i mean fuck its probably because in one case its a great person that i actually fucking like and then the other is just #someone who i dont entirely hate but honestly do not generally enjoy having to be around or socialize at all no offense to them #and so in that case id rather get a compliment from someone of which i appreciate a lot?????#i mean i still feel a bit bad even if its justified but mmmmm #i dont care at all what they think and yet theyre still head over heels for me despite how much of a bitch ive been #JUST so they could possibly realize i dont appreciate their company at all as much as i used to #i still want to die #today started off very fucking well but now theres like 2 rl friends of mine being depressing and angsty as hell #and it seems like theres not much going on with my online friends at all even though i cant blame them since its a thursday #i meant wednesday but everyone gets the point #mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #@ god why do i have feelings

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