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autobot2001 · 1 year
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Anxiety
@mediwhumpmay: sedation @themerrywhumpofmay: waiting room ( Snippet from A Lily in Winter)
"...I see why it seemed she disappeared," the femme says, "because she's always hurt and unable to attend school. Glad she wasn't allowed to return here, but why now?" Scrap, Lily's parents, and her brother will be informed. Sunstreaker worries as memories of the challenges he and Lily dealt with in their relationship, like most being against it. The time he struggled with anxiety. Sunstreaker?! I don't like what I'm feeling. Sideswipe worries through the bond.
With no response from Sunstreaker, Sideswipe rushes to find Drift. Knowing he's likely still upstairs while Ratchet is in the medbay.
"Something is wrong. I feel that feeling like before...Sunstreaker suffered a serious anxiety attack," Sideswipe explains, worried. "I'll stay here; go," Lightning tells the three mechs. The three rush out the door. Jamie doesn't know the three left, and Lightning hopes she won't ask where Crosshairs and Drift went. More because just hearing about Sunstreaker's anxiety attacks is scary enough, but to watch him deal with one.
Sunstreaker tries to get to his room but sits on the floor, feeling like he's being stepped on, but he knows the feeling is an anxiety attack. He can't even concentrate to tell Sideswipe to get help. Hoping his brother feels something is off and believes he can't just let this pass.
Ratchet and Veronica both worry, seeing three mechs approach worried. Ratchet is concerned, while Veronica is confused, hearing Sunstreaker is having an anxiety attack. She's told not to follow as the four mechs rush to Sunstreaker. Ratchet becomes worried as he realizes where Sunstreajker is and where he and Veronica were while talking five minutes ago. What the four see is concerning. They try to get Sunstreaker to talk but worry about the unusual passing out that occurs. "I'm sedating him before he passes out," Ratchet tells the three. He works quickly to get his medical supplies out of the capsule while the other three try to get Sunstreaker to calm down. Knowing they won't be able to get him to fully calm before Ratchet is ready to inject sedation drugs. The four skip the debate if this is better than Sunstreaker passing out and get Sunstreaker on the stretcher to get him to the medbay., They want to talk about something other than how the capsules are helpful.
While Veronica doesn't trust Sunstreaker enough to call him her friend, she worries about him and thinks Lily needs to know what's happening. "Lily! Open the door!" Lily panics, hearing the urgency in Veronica's voice, and hurries to the door. Her heart skips a beat when Veronica tells her something is wrong with Sunstreaker. She knows the two aren't friends, and Veronica still isn't sure about Sunstreaker. To hear her friend panic about her boyfriend is concerning. Add Veronica thinks he's being taken to the medbay. The two rush to the medbay.
"You didn't?" Drift sighs, seeing Lily and Veronica in the medbay. "Something is wrong with her boyfriend, so yeah, I did," Veronica argues. "Seriously, Drift?!" Lily asks, angry, "actually, all of you!"
Jasmine hears Lily from the room Sunstreaker is in. This tells her and Sunstreaker how loud Lily is yelling since the doors separate the waiting room from the rest of the medbay. "Get her," Sunstreaker tells her, "she's panicking." Sunstreaker would go to the waiting room, but he is uncertain if he can get off the bed. Jasmine asks Ratchet, who tells her it's fine. Ratchet hoped to keep Lily from knowing Sunstreaker had an anxiety attack, but now she knows.
Jasmine sees Lily is upset and her friend Veronica with her and the three mechs in the waiting room. Figuring out quickly how Lily found out. "Lily," Jasmine calls, "come with me." Lily is worried she's being led to Ratchet's office.
Lily runs onto the bed and lies on Sunstreaker, who hugs her. Sideswipe, who told her? Sunstreaker asks. Veronica, thinking Lily should know since you two are together. She doesn't know why you're here, but Lily figured it out. We'll talk later with Ratchet; the others will also want to know what happened. Veronica likely won't believe me if I let her hear what triggered my anxiety attack, even if she's worried about me. Sunstreaker believes. Sunstreaker hugs Lily, worried about why she's crying, and knows she won't believe he's ok.
The three mechs and Veronica are allowed to enter his room. Sunstreaker suspects Lightning is aware of the situation and is with Jamie. Good, one less femme that is worried about me, I hope. Sunstreaker thinks, relieved Jamie doesn't know about his anxiety attacks but worried his anxiety attacks will be frequent again. Sunstreaker had to tell Ratchet what triggered his anxiety. He didn't care Crosshairs, Drift, and Sideswipe are hearing what happened, but he was hoping Lily and Veronica would be told to leave the room before he said anything. He knew Lily would argue when he told her to leave, but he didn't think Veronica would argue.   Veronica feels guilty that Sunstreaker accidentally overheard what she told Ratchet, and Lily hears Sunstreaker repeat what she said. Oh boy, I screwed up. Veronica worries, seeing Lily's expression. Though she worries about what the others are thinking.
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