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itsseriouslyridiculous · 2 years

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I need to be more me

I need to be me and not afraid

I need to be the me who was loved since birth, who brightens a room, when she enters, and people think "I'm so glad she's here". even though she doesn't exist.

I need to accept that that being me doesn't mean I have to be perfect, it means being happy, it means understanding what I actually want, and letting myself try new things without limiting it based on expectations.

I need to actually do things I'm interested in, instead of thinking "oh that's be fun" yet never doing it.

I need to let myself be an embarrassment. to talk enthusiastically and incorrectly about what I care about.

I want to be happy.

#i was brave and met up with a group of strangers in my city #kurzegstat meetup #and i was social and talked to people for 2 hours #the bad things that want me to be sad are trying to make me feel guilty for not doing better when i did good #tttwmtfb #and i didnt really enjoy it but also i feel energized #because i did something id never done before #i actually did something #and it wasnt that bad

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