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"Good Luck, Babe." - Angst! [Hyung Line SKZ]

Notes : Part 2 to the "Are You Serious...?" mini-series where SKZ are walking red flags. Here is your comfort-not-comfort, because sometimes there are no happy endings and they don't redeem themselves.

Warnings : Angst with no comfort, Breakups, Unhappy endings sorry not sorry. This is also rushed and I'm very tired but people wanted it so bad so here it is. <3

"Are You Serious...?" Hyung Line Here

BangChan - Brushing off/Having the wrong priorities -> You leave when he isn't home.

It was two forty-three in the morning when he had texted you that he was leaving the studio, walking with his head down and eyeing his phone to see the little 'Read' message pop up. When it didn't come through after a few moments, he tucked his phone away with a soft sigh and continued on.

It was two fifty-eight when he texted you asking if you wanted anything from the convenience store. Again, no reply or read receipt, so he assumed you had fallen asleep and simply wouldn't reply. You were probably curled up in the sheets, hair messy and face puffy with slumber. The thought made him smile as he paid for his water.

It was five after three when he stepped into your apartment and locked the door behind him.

It was three thirteen when he stepped into the bedroom after washing his face, stopping in the doorway. Your nightstand was cleaned off and you weren't in the bed.

It was three fifteen when he picked up the sheet of white on your side of the bed to read over the scribbled and frantic handwriting, tear stains littering the paper.

'Don't bother falling in love again until you can get your priorities straight.'

It was three twenty-five when he messaged you once more, asking why you had decided to up and leave so suddenly.

And it was three twenty-five when the blocked receipt popped up on his screen.

Lee Know - Keeping secrets / Prioritizing Privacy within himself -> You remove yourself from the relationship while he is on tour.

If he didn't have the audacity (or BALLS.) to tell you he was going on a six month tour until the day before he left, he didn't deserve to know you were leaving the relationship at all.

You'd packed your bags full of your belongings, leaving gifts Minho had given you on your shared bed and leaving everything practically spotless The drawers were empty, the bed made and folded so neatly - the living room cleaned, carpet vacuumed, kitchen spotless and ready to be filled with cooking and shared laughter as hugs and kisses were exchanged.

The door fell shut softly behind you, the sound of your suitcase rolling down the hallway quietly echoing in the apartment before you grew too far away for it to recognize the sound any further.

Minho stepped into the apartment three months later, unlocking the door and letting it fall shut behind him. He stared into the emptiness that was his apartment, eyes dragging to your key sitting on the bare countertop. He breathes out slowly, pulling his mask down beneath his chin and letting his eyes wander over the quietness of the home.

He couldn't be upset. He knew he set himself up for this in the long run.

Even then, he couldn't stop himself from softly calling out your name - only to be met with no reply as he dreaded.

Changbin - Not knowing the difference between being rude and being blunt -> You finally snap on him.

"Shut up! Just shut -- up!" You finally yell, bringing your hands down hard on the counter in front of you.

Your boyfriend stares over at you in surprise at your outburst. "What is your problem?" He huffs out, blinking a few times just to clear the shock from his face. "Don't start throwing a tantrum."

"This isn't a fucking tantrum, Changbin! This is me telling you to shut your mouth for once! I don't need this-- berating that you constantly give me. You don't know when to just shut up and it drives me crazy sometimes...! You tell me 'this doesn't look good,' or 'You talk too much,' or 'You're too loud.'"

"You ask me if you're too loud or if something looks good. Do you want me to lie to you?" His eyes narrow as if he's so obviously right that you are wrong.

You scoff, tears clinging to your lashes. "I ask you sometimes and yes, I do appreciate your honesty, but I don't always need your opinion, Changbin! It's like you -- use my appreciation of your honesty to just voice your negativity towards me now. You just say shit just to say it."

His lips part as if he wants to defend himself, but you cut him off by rounding the corner and beelining for your shared bedroom.

"If you can't learn to shut your fucking mouth, Bin, I don't know if we can keep this relationship up for much longer."

His eyes widen in surprise and he sinks where he stands, hand twitching on the countertop as if wanting to reach out to your retreating form. Had he messed up that badly all this time?

Hyunjin - Being too cocky / Making you feel inferior -> You grow fed up with it and decide to break it off.

"What was that?" He snaps all too quickly, resting one hand on the door of the bathroom so no one else would enter. Even though there were.. multiple stalls.

"I was talking to someone, Hyunjin. It's called socializing. And surprise! Isn't it crazy someone is talking to me tonight?"

"Hongjoong? Talking to you..? He doesn't even know who you are -- Why would he?" His eyes narrow, offended already that you seem to insinuate something regarding him. "What are you trying to get at?"

You scoff, eyes rolling dramatically. A habit you'd picked up from him, unfortunately. "You never talk to me at afterparties because you're too busy being social with the other idols. I get that you should talk to them for press and to look good and whatever but Yeji isn't your girlfriend, Hyunjin - I am! You don't need to stand there all night ogling her and being smooth..!"

"At least if she were my girlfriend, my girlfriend would look fucking good for once."

Your jaw pops open as you stare up at him, fists clenching at your sides. You'd done your absolute best to dress as nice as possible tonight - granted yes, your makeup was smoked out and your hair was a bit messy from dancing but you'd been trying to enjoy yourself while your boyfriend stood at the bar talking to --

You feel a huff of air leave your throat before you pull open the door, ripping it out from under his hand where he leaned. He fumbled, glaring down at your retreating form. "Where are you going?"

"Back to Hongjoong." You reply, never bothering to turn around.

"Why? I'm talking to you now, isn't that what you wanted? My attention?" He moves to follow, stopping in the doorway when you do turn to glare up at him.

You seethe. "Quit worrying about why I'm talking to him, Hyunjin. Maybe you should worry yourself with wondering why you just lost your girlfriend instead."

He blinks, ears red with anger. "I don't want you talking to him--!"

"And I don't give a fuck, because you're not my boyfriend anymore!" You step back, lifting a hand to flip him the bird as you disappear into the crowd once more in search for the captain of Ateez. "Call me never, babe!"

#skz x reader #stray kids x reader #skz imagine #hyunjin x reader #bangchan x reader #changbin x reader #lee know x reader #skz angst

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chefchan · 6 years

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Changing|2

Felix x reader mafia!au

PART 2

26:”I thought I’d never see you again!”

Genre: mafia au / fluff / sort of angst? I mean it is a mafia au

Warnings: this is a mafia au so ….. it also might have swearing in it …

You had been driven back to your house that night by a member called woojin. He seemed so lovely and sweet , when he walked you to your door and your mum had opened it she had even started an extremely awkward conversation with him. “Oh! Are you y/n’s boyfriend?” She asked eagerly making you blush and send her daggers ( that he probably had in his pocket, but of course your mum didn’t know”

“Oh! I didn’t know y/n had a boyfriend?” Woojin said looking at you wondering how in his analysis he could’ve possible missed something as vital as a boyfriend.

“I don’t” You chimed in ,”He’s just my friend and he offered me a ride home”

You mum nodded in reply whilst woojin stood there smiling , like a sunshine.

“I’ll see you tommorow y/n” woojin said , it definitely wasn’t a question.”I’ll pick you up and give you a ride if you want “ the glint in his eyes told you that this wasn’t a questions either so you had to forcefully nod. You finally went into your room. You flopped onto your bed releasing the longest sigh ever and you tried to wrap your head around all of the events of the day.

You don’t know how but you got so lost in your thoughts that they must have turned to dreams because as you came out of your trance it was six am and your alarm was ringing loudly by your bed. You quickly turned it off and then got ready for obviously another stressful day. You quickly got changed out of your black clothes from the night before and put on your uniform , then you shoved your black clothes into your backpack.

You tried to act like everything was normal that morning but you knew that woojin could arrive any minute to take you back to the underground base you had been dragged to yesterday. You were eating your breakfast and almost shat yourself when you heard the familiar horn of woojins car. Your mum hugged you like always and you tried to pull away so that you could get to the car before they came in and raided your house to find you.

When you came out you saw the members in the car all giving a sigh of relief, but as you looked more at the people that were with woojin in the car , the more you recognised them, you obviously hadn’t seen their faces before now because of the masks but you realised that the majority of them went to your school.when you hopped in the back with them you realised that they were all in there uniforms. “So y/n , do you recognise us now?” Hyunjin asked whilst smirking at you. Hyunjin and you actually talked quite a bit in lessons , you were one of those suprising combination of people but somehow you worked well together , you tried to give him a small smile but you had never even pictured Hyunjin in a mafia gang before so it came off awkward. Hyunjin saw the awkwardness and sat back.

“A-are we going to school?” You asked as woojin drive the familiar route.

“Yep! Even criminals need an education y/n!” Woojin said way to happily.

You just nodded your head.”but y/n , at school today you can hang around with your normal friends, you will be sitting with us” hyunjin said emerging from his seat.

“W-What?” You said shocked

“You heard me y/n , you have no choice” hyunjin Said coldly.

You got out of the car and walked in with them when you arrived at your school. You were getting looks from almost everyone die to the boys had reputations and your good one, you could hear the whispering and judging but you tried to ignore it.

Lunch time rolled around and you sat on the boys table. They were talking about the various girls they liked but you weren’t paying attention , you heard a faint buzz coming from your bag , you quickly searched it and pulled out your phone from the bottom , you had about twenty missed calls from your friends and several texts asking where you were, but before you could reply a set of hands clasped around your phone and took it from your grasp, you looked up to see it was changbin who had just got from back from his detention.

“Ah! It’s your friends huh, well don’t worry y/n I’ll reply for you” He said smirking

You tried to snatch your phone back by Changbin had already unlocked it and began typing, he read aloud as he typed ,”sorry babes , I’m busy eating with my boyfriends, catch ya somewhen else xxxxxxxxxxxx, Ah that sounds lovely doesn’t it , I should send it , oh wait does anyone else have anything they would like me to add on?”

“Say that y/n won’t be going back to them” Jisung suggested.

“Perfect!” Changbin replied before adding it in and hitting send.

It stung watching the boys laugh at how your friends were going to feel after receiving the text and thinking it was you who sent it .

“Oh and whilst I’m here I better tell your mum you are going to be late back today. We are taking you back to the base in five “ Changbin said typing again.

“As in during lunch?” You asked

“Yeah until past the end of the day” hyunjin replied.

Suddenly they all stood up and began grabbing there bags , so you did too. You followed them out of school and into woojins car. As soon as you got in and sat between hyunjin and Felix, all the boys began to literally get changed into their black outfits . You froze not knowing what to do as they got half naked. Woojin watched you in the back and smirked,”don’t worry y/n, you have permission to get changed back at the base , but you better be quick , you have big things to do”

You nodded before looking down uncomfortably at your hands.

When you pulled up at the base you got out and went to the changing rooms. A sadness always hung over you , especially when you were in this place, you quickly got changed into your all black attire and stepped out of the room. You found where all the boys were and joined them. You felt your hairs stand on end as the door creeked open and in walked bangchan his eyes were fixated on you.

“Y/n, when we recruit someone, we have no way of knowing how they will preform in an actual situation, do you know how we find out” he said meters Infront of you still not breaking eye contact. You shook your head

“You must prove yourself y/n “ he said in an ominous tone.

He gestured for you to hold your hands out and when you did he placed a gun in them. You heart was pounding as you felt the cold metal on your finger tips , the evil power residing in your palms.

“First you learn how to shoot”

You swallowed a lump in your throat. Bangchan walked over to you and intertwined the gun in your hands and his as he taught you how to hold and aim properly, you could feel his breath at the back of your neck and it sent shivers down your spine, but not the good kind.

“Take her to the shooting room hyunjin” bangchan demanded , breaking the contact.

Hyunjin nodded and you followed him out of the room, feeling the tension in the air. You finally walked into a room where there were targets for shooting, you looked at hyunjin but his expression was unreadable. He approached you slowly and put safety goggles onto your face , brushing the hair from your eyes whilst he did so , finally making eye contact with you and smiling a bit. He put you into the right position and told you to shoot, you felt the power of the small gun as the bullet hit the target however when hyunjin started clapping and telling you you hit the center , you were more scared at yourself and how you had perfect aim with a gun you had never been anywhere near before .

After you had finished practising you turned to look at hyunjin ,”how come you never told me you were in a Gang?” You asked quietly.

“Because .... because I was afraid”

You looked at him furrowing your brow, surely you should be the one whos scared , it’s him in the fucking mafia gang not you.

“I was afraid that you might react like you did when you saw me in the car . Treating me like I was a different person” he said fiddling with the sleeves of his hoodie.

“M-maybe” you replied ,”but your still my friend , you could have told me”

“I know , I just didn’t want to loose you , your such a great friend”

Before you knew what you were doing your arms were wrapped tightly around hyunjin, comforting him , gently rocking side to side.

“Come on y/n we need to go back” he said giggling.

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