#ty for asking abt this tho!! im rlly happy i got to ramble abt it finally<333

[yamuraiiha]

HI JAY UM . i'd like to hear about aro suzie q :000!

HI BASIL!!! :D I am MORE than happy to talk abt her omg, I've had this little hc floating around since I first watched battle Tendency last September and it's one of my faves ^^

I hc Joseph as gay which plays a pretty big part in all this too btw

So honestly this hc has to do with the lack of romance/chemistry between Joseph and Suzie throughout part 2. The only times we see them interact properly are when Esidisi is possessing/transferring to Suzie after Joseph defeats him. The scene is supposed to hint at their budding relationship, but it really doesn't feel romantic to me lol. Joseph is a known flirt and likes winding people up, and the things he says to Suzie ("If we were ever to fall madly in love with each other, you could kiss [my lips] all you'd like") come off as more playful and teasing rather than genuine. And her reactions are even less convincing, since she calls him weird and ugly straight to his face. She does blush when she walks away, but to me that only really adds to the forced-ness of the whole thing.

The other scene is when the main trio are off to Switzerland and Joseph makes them turn the car around so he can yell back as Suzie. But again, he just calls her ugly!! And we're supposed to believe she's blushing and falling for that? Honestly, they're genuinely the least romantic scenes for a canon pair I've ever seen lmao.

And them getting married after spending 2 weeks together (after the most traumatic days of Joseph's life btw) was just silly. I know there's the theory that they got married early bc Suzie got pregnant with Holly, but I just don't buy that tbh.

To me, I think it makes a lot more sense that Joseph proposed to Suzie because he was still processing his grief and trauma from the pillarmen. She has some resemblance to Caesar (Blonde, Italian, talking shit about Joseph to his face, plus they were close before Joseph met them) so instead of taking the time to process how he was feeling and what had happened, he basically uses Suzie as a scapegoat to reflect his feelings for Caesar (and men in general) onto instead.

Suzie knows exactly what he's doing; AND THIS IS WHERE MY HC COMES IN. I think Suzie's struggled with her lack of attraction for most of her life. She took a job on the island with Lisa Lisa because then she could escape all the questions from friends and family about boys or marriage or children, because Lisa Lisa certainly doesn't care, and there's no boys or marriage or children on the island. But now the Pillarmen are defeated and there's no need for anyone to stay on the island, so Suzie has to go back to her old life. But suddenly a rich, handsome Englishman who she now considers a good friend is offering her an escape from everything again, this time through marriage. She says yes because she knows she'll never get a better offer. She knows Joseph doesn't love her like that. But also, I think she does it a bit as a way to process Caesar's death too, they find comfort in each other's grief because they know what they're both going through.

And with the whole "Cheating" situation, I know people say it's ooc for Joseph but I disagree, if only because I don't think he ever actually loved Suzie. He probably had multiple affairs as well, and Suzie probably knew. Joseph isn't subtle, after all. But honestly? She's glad he is, because it means she doesn't have to pretend she loves him anymore, and they both get what they want. By this point they definitely have a strong platonic relationship, and that's what keeps them going as a pair. Basically they're in an open marriage lol.

The only reason she's so mad abt Josuke is because now everyone knows he's "cheating" instead of it being between them, which leads to newspaper headlines and public embarrasment for Suzie.

[aresrl]

I hihi I am!!! A little nervous w/ doing this bc I've never done this b4 so please bear🐻 w// me💦 May I request a match up? A vision, a romantic partner and maybe a friend and/or enemy? If that's too much feel free to just assign me a vision + partner, ehe/// Preferably male for a romantic match-up, but either gender is fine with a friend and enemy match-up^^ I tried to be as detailed as possible but I think I ended up just ranting, so im v v sorry if it's long! I sort of fluctuate when it comes to being an introvert/extroverted. W// strangers and irl, I'm very introverted and shy!! Rarely speak and if I do it's just the usual "Hi how are you? That's good. I'm good too, thank you for asking:)" yeayea I'm not too. Keen on social interaction irl. But I always do my best to be very nice!! I never wanna come off as mean bc wow what a bad first impression that would be. But with friends / ppl ik online?? Whew I am very very friendly n chatty ^^ Either very high energy or very chill, there's rarely any inbetween. Sometimes I like to jokingly tease my friends but I'd never go too far / make them uncomfortable!! And if I do I always apologize right away!! I like to say that I'm affectionate?? My strongest love language is def physical affection, if not quality time. Idk man there's just something about vibing with someone or hugging them that just aaaaa/// Although I usually display affection w// words of affection bc. Literally most of my friends are online friends so I can't actually hug them, sad times. Idk if this is needed/important info but I just remembered: I'm 5'6 around??? Need glasses bc. Whew i am blind (near sighted), I'm poc (specifically black) anndd, hm. Actually I think thats it for this section, aha. As you can see I'm, not really all that organized. Also I don't have the best attention span - while writing this I'm circling between 4 different apps - and I'm a bit of a mess. And also a little stupid. Just a smidge dumb. But I have my moments - I solved like. 2 puzzles in Inazuma by myself so I think that counts for something. I also find that I tend to talk a whole lot when I have an idea or smthn to say abt a thing I'm super interested in!! That's info-dumping. I info dump. Yes. I also really like to listen to other people talk abt things they like!!!! Its so nice :) I'm protective over people I care about!! I've never done it but 100% would bark at someone who messed with someone close to be. Arf arf yaknow. I tend to he impulsive. I'll do something, and be all "YEAH>:D" and then regret it later. And then I'll do it all over again in a fun little cycle :) I consider myself an optimist, but quickly turn into a pessimist whenever it concerns myself. Fun funfun. Should probably mention that I am. A very insecure person w/ dangerously low self esteem, which is super fun esp when you mix that with the fact that I'm rarely ever motivated to improve. Yayayay Also sort of a pushover?? Like most often than not I'll be convinced to do something, even if I'm not too keen on doing it. Also afraid of confrontation when it comes to my friends and strangers (that is, if it's concerning me!! I'll order smthn for my friend but if I need to order for myself?? uhh stutter time aha). I'm also a mega simp ahah! Srsly though if I fall for someone/get infatuated with someone I. Will be so obvious abt it even though I try very hard not to be. Would gush over that person probably. I don't really like mean people tbh. Like yes I'll be nice and civil with them but!!! I cannot stand!!! Rude people!!! Esp when they're mean for no reason like sir??? maam??? homie??? chill pls ty<3 People who aren't necessarily mean, but moreso have bastard energy and are just really "hehe>:D" but playfully are p poggers tho!!! I think I get along with kids!! I have a little sister,, around like. Nine? And we get along really well!! I also try and match a kid's energy whenever I'm tasked with looking after them. I take pride in the fact that kids like me >:].... even if they sometimes scare me-- Ok, interest time!!

I like art!! Quite a bit!! Less of a realistic artist and more of a cartoonist!! Idk there's just something fun abt drawing cartoons, hehe. I also like self ships - I have quite a bit of them, actually ! Idk its comforting drawings your fictional crushes loving you idkidk. I like writing too! Both original stories, and one-shots or personal fics that are associated with already created media!! Writing character backstories and personalities and stuff is also fun too! I've even made my own fictional world with a full fledged backstory n everything! It's very fun to think about. I'm a day dreamer!!! Yea remember when I said I write stories? I day dream abt potential stories even more. Mmm daydream world so nice so warm so fun I read aswell!! Mostly fantasy books, or stories where animals are the protagonists. Think Warrior Cats. But my favorite book series has got to be Guardians of Ga'Hoole. Fantasy owl books, anyway! X Readers are also things I enjoy reading :) Again, s I m p Also gaming!!! Is something fun I do sometimes!!! Although it's usually Genshin Impact, or Wii Sports/Resort w// my little sister. Oh, also pokemon! I rlly like Primarina, Vaporeon, Sylveon and Vulpix/Ninetails! I absolutely adore sweet foods, and baking is smthn I'm def interested in! Don't like foods w// weird textures though, like beans or mashed potatoes. Also I. Love spice so much. Mmm love it when my mouth burns so bad. Don't have a favorite animal but I've had three cats in my lifetime (btw not important but my current cat is named Sylvester and. He's my baby boy) so I am. A very big cat fan. Probably not needed but I really like sword and claymore characters. Literally all of the characters I main are either sword or claymore users. Although I did get Diona, so I miiight start forcing myself to learn how to aimmm. I see that I tend to like people/characters that are a little more extroverted than me. Upbeat, happy type beat!!! Nice sunshine babies, :) I think thats it! I hope this was good enough? Again, first time doing this (at 2am nonetheless) so forgive me if I got too rambly or did anything wrong ^^ Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this! And I hope your day is good / you had a good day, depending on when you read this, ehe!

Hey! Sorry if the wait has been long! I also love Warrior Cats (I promise myself, one day I'll finish it.)

You received... A Pyro vision! Optimistic, enthusiastic, impulsive, reckless, and a lot of energy are the general characteristics held by the Pyro vision. • I hesitated between the Pyro and Hydro vision, but your energy distinguishes you from the Hydro vision. • You said you were impulsive, always doing something you might regret later but still doing it. • You react quickly: as you said, if somebody hurt someone you love, you won't think twice before barking. Your partner would be... Xingqiu! “This feeling was unexpected.” • At first, you were just friends, and Xingqiu really loved to tease you. Actually, you both teased each other. But eventually, a feeling of love towards you grew into Xingqiu. And that was reciprocated. • Your relationship is filled with teases, jokes, and good/funny moments where you mostly share what you commonly appreciate. • He also knows when to get serious: for example, he does everything to support you during your moments of struggle concerning your self-esteem. Your friend would be... Childe! “Luckily, I'm here!” • You two also share funny moments, especially during situations where your “stupidity” is overtaken by his insight. • Sometimes, he finds you cute. • He likes the fact that you get along well with kids. It leads you to great moments with him and his siblings. • You're quite the opposite in terms of self-esteem. I think it's a good thing because it makes you complementary. Your enemy would be... Albedo! A misunderstanding. • You wouldn't hate each other, but I think Albedo wouldn't like the way you use your energy, and when you're more in a chill mood (meaning you're more available for him to talk), he could get pissed at how much times he'd have to repeat himself for you to understand something. • He's very patient, but he understood quickly that his interests would maybe not be within your reach. • You would just be too different. Worth to mention • You and Venti are like drama queens in Mondstadt. You are good friends. But you both know that you can't be more, as it would eventually both drag you down (because of similar problems). • Klee is also your best friend: both of you share decisions that you definitely will regret later. Or maybe not. • Hu tao and you are kinds of silently competing over who's the best tease, and she beats you. My goal is definitely not achieved. I hope I can catch up tomorrow. And don't worry, it was surprisingly good for a first description!

[hqrbinger]

SPOTIFY WRAPPED ASK #2 MUAHAHA !!!!!!

90 - 100 !! (AS IN 90 THROUGH 100)

AND ALSO 1 - 10 !!

sorry if this is rlly long WKKXKWKD YOU DONT HAVE TO ANSWER IF U DONT WANT TO !!!!!! AS ALWAYS ILY MWAHHHH <333

HELLO AGAIN LOML !!! KAJHKJSDFDSF TY FOR ASKING FOR SO MANY IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY 😭😭 i got a lil excited and rambled abt too many songs and it got SO LONG IM SORRY DFKJHSFDDF so utc <33 ILYSM QUILL TYSMMSMS <33

1- comfort crowd ; conan gray

so uh... this is my favorite song of all time !!! and i listened to it almost 2,000 times this year SKJHSKSJDFLSFGHD (1,945 times to be exact ty spotify wrapped) it is my comfort song and i love it with my entire heart

2- rom-com gone wrong ; matt maltese

this song makes me so sad..... but then again most matt maltese songs make me sad KSDFJH i have yet to write angst to this but it is on my list !! i had this and the whole krystal album on repeat last winter for like a month straight which is why theyre so high up KJSDFHSFDKLS

3- krystal ; matt maltese

another one to write angst or really sappy hurt/comfort to, god this song makes me feel some typa way for REAL crying screaming sobbing head in hands

4- the night we met ; lord huron

AHHH SUCH A ROMANTICALLY SAD SONG <333 this song has one of my favorite lyrics in it and every time i hear it i am banging my fist on the table GOD ( "i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you" ) i once walked through the woods behind my house while it was pouring rain while this song was on loop and i think i ascended that day

5- people watching ; conan gray

is it possible to kin a song ??? KJHSDKJSDF ok but when i first heard this song i was obsessed w it i listened to it for like 36 hours straight i dont wanna talk abt it LMFAOOA

6- curl up and die ; matt maltese

ok this song is so sad i just i can't listen to it anymore bc it reminds me of a rlly shitty time i was having last year and i listened to it on repeat but if u are looking for a very sad song !!! this is it !! LMFAOAOA

7- young ; vacations

AHHHH THIS SONG I LOVE THIS SONG SM !!! its one of ym favorites idk i just the vibes ?? there. another song i blast at full volume while driving SDFJKHFS

8- vas ; jagger finn

THIS IS ONLY HERE BC I LISTENED TO IT FOR SO LONG WHILE WRITING A KAZUHA FIC LIKE 3 MONTHS AGO HAJKAHKLSD its good dont get me wrong but i am looking away from it now i am SICK OF U

9- wish you'd ask me ; matt maltese

another victim from my krystal binging moment... this one's okay its just another gut-wrenchingly sad song SKJHSDF

10- last words of a shooting star ; mitski

...why are my top 10 songs so SAD WHAT LMFAO I SWEAR IM OKAY JAJKHSD i love mitski tho <33 vv good

ok god curse shut the hell up challenge LMAOAOA HERE'S 90-100 TOO MWUAH

90- astronomy ; conan gray

this is one of those songs where i popped my airpods in and turned the volume up too high and layed flat on my back on my bed at 4 am and stared at the ceiling wishing i could be in love yktv

91- dissolve ; absofacto

god I WAS SO OBSESSED W THIS SONG IN SUMMER 2019 BC OF TIKTOK but its actually such a banger and i still love it VERY much its such a cute song

92- kyoto ; phoebe bridgers

THIS ALBUM IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES AND I LOVE PHOEBE BRIDGERS this song brings me back to like december of last year and i love it sm

93- angela ; flower face

honestly i did not remember this song at all until i listened to it and damn.... ow ???? what playlist ru from ?? i wanna go lay in the snow and think abt the world listening to this

94- don't panic ; coldplay

omg this song ;;; this brings me back to my childhood when my mom would be driving my sister and i to the swimming pool and we would ask her to play the pool song and she'd play this song SDKJHSDFS i loved this song 12 years ago and i still love it now

95- sparks ; coldplay

ANOTHER SONG THAT MAKES ME WONDER IF ITS POSSIBLE TO KIN MUSIC HAJKAHKJAHF this song makes me <333 I LOVE IT SM

96- affluenza ; conan gray

i LOVE this song bc it makes me think of the idiots i live by <33 SKJHFS JOKES but i love screaming the lyrics to this one too <33 can anyone tell that im a conan gray stan yet

97- glitter ; benee

BENEE OMG I LOVE HER SM <333 sometimes i still can't believe i got to see her live I LOVE HER MUSIC SMSMMSS <33 ITS SUCH A VIBE

98- dream girl ; crisaunt

this song is so precious like ;;; when will someone hear this song and think of me huh ???? @god WHEN ??💥💳💥💳💥💥💳💳💳 LMFOAJDSF /hj BUT I DO LOVE THIS SONG AND ITS BEEN IN MY GAY PLAYLIST FOR SO LONG <33

99- meet me at our spot ; the anxiety, willow

ok honestly i don't like this song that much anymore akljhsdfkjsdfhsd i think i'm just tired of it KSDFJHSDF bc i hear it sm on tiktok and i listened to it a bunch when i was writing that one fic but that one chorus part is STILL a banger

100- the moon song ; beabadoobee

i learned how to play this on guitar once bc it is so soothing.... i love it so so much like ITS SOOOO CUTE TOO ??? PLS