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spaghett-onaplate · 1 year ago

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mutuals send me the strength to get through tomorrow

#the situation is #i pass as a guy about 95% of the time #60% once i speak #i needa start correcting people at school before they get the idea in their heads that i'm a girl #but its FUCKING SCARY #ive genuinely never corrected anyone ever #bc before starting at this school monday i've only ever been out iwith family (too scared)#and at work with other employees or customers (too scared + one-time interaction or low stakes interaction)#whereas school. thats not 6 hours a week thats a lot mroe #fuucck #scary shit #i ahve a stomach ache just at the thought #i was meant to bring up hrt at the doctors a few months ago as a secondary thing at an appointment but i didnt #but now. for next week i have an appoinment where its the primary focus #still unlikely considering the whole process yadayada and most of all parental consent from BOTH. 😒#and my dad is. a 'bit' of a prick #but if he hasn't made any progress by next month. well. perhaps it's time to look elsewhere #anyway fingers crossed for hrt which ive wanted for the past two and a half (three?) years 😔 but i can't rely on that #so i just need to correct peoplenow. quickly. while im still new #ueguh #oscar.exe

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airs-headspace · 9 months ago

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UEguh I have therapy on Monday and I'm not looking forward to it 😂😂😂 too many terrible emotions and too many realizations and just overall knowing that... eugh well I won't get into it.

Otherwise I've also had to acknowledge that I have never HC'd Dabi the way the majority of his fanbase has and that's been hard because obviously I want to be involved in the community, and at this point I have to accept that I will never be HAHAHAH anyway

#I've been having lots of ouchie pills lately and they're not fun #air's antics #I'm having a very bad time #And very severe trust issues #and it's so sad to see how disengaged I've become #AND how hesitant I am to actually try and form new friendships #never mind maintain my old ones....#anyway it's been really hard and I'm sorry I'm not reaching out to anyone #Every relationship I have seems to have devolved back to surface level #And it feels like no one will ever know me for me again #Because I refuse to actually open up to anyone anymore #And to be 100% fair #I also refuse to be 100% honest with my therapist so????#That's also probably an issue LMAO

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lion-buddy · 2 years ago

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ueguhe their hair looks like supreme's wings and antennae and im obsessed,,,,,

ppl of Twitter have finally been allowed to post movie spoilers and their evil design looks soso cool ahhh

#do not color on whiteboard it is not worth your time.#PC

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