#ugh i think about the metaphorical and allegorical and spiritual implications of the Realms like once a month....

[chasingfictions]

uhhhh are you gonna make me finally do that gemma doyle trilogy reread I've been meaning to do for years??? jw if I should clear my calendar

AAAA YES I AM oh my god

like ok i read it 10 years ago and it just immediately infiltrated every single part of my consciousness the way things only can when you're 13 (same year i watched buffy for the first time — coincidence???? i think not).

but it's just so!!!! with the longing and the gay and the atmosphere and the finding yourself and the found family and the complexities and viciousness of girlhood and the gay and the victorian social customs and the magic and the worldbuilding and the metaphor and also the Gay???????