#ugh they’re still my pref tags

[liv45no]

I have a love-hate relationship with my former IT phase. For instance, I just turned on the TV and the first movie is playing. I seriously was on the edge of crying for a moment there when I saw Mike and Stan on that bench </3

It’s also in my photos. My Reddie/IT album contains 7.210 (!) photos and videos in total. This morning I started selecting photos to delete, then I stopped.

I’ve read so many fan fictions about my favorite ships. I’ve written some myself on ao3 and Wattpad. I made it my main topic in almost every post I’ve made on tumblr. I started this account IN THE FIRST PLACE because of my obsession.

I don’t think I’ve ever had a loving obsession with a franchise this heavily and especially iver several years. It’s been so special to me, like an actual part of my heart.

I feel like a part of my personality has faded and I can’t get it back. Not all of it tho, very few times I like to post incorrect quotes about them that I think would fit them pretty well, and the story I wrote for my ao3 is still my favorite effing thing I’ve ever written (except the one I’m writing right now 👀).

It’s just a whole lot of nostalgia. I just wanted to speak up about it at least once. I hope everyone still likes what I post and doesn’t get tired of me pretty soon <3