#uhh I'm sorry if I said anything wrong pls correct me if I did

[thatsmyjuman]

((Note: I originally posted this at like 12 AM, but then I noticed all of the grammatical and spelling errors after I woke up, so I just deleted the first post lol. This is the remade version uwu))

Replaying Jaehee’s route and seeing Jumin act the way he does is always a little hard and sad for me.

Mainly because (if you played his route) we know exactly why Jumin does the things that he does to Jaehee. We know why he overworks her, makes her adhere to a strict dress code, etc, etc. And it’s…sad. It’s sad to see Jumin raised in such a way that such behavior has become normalized to him,, or stuff that he has to do to protect himself.

But at the same time, it’s completely and utterly unfair to be an awful person just because you had an awful past. Jaehee is well within her rights to leave her toxic work environment.

But, it’s still really sad to empower Jaehee while letting Jumin fall deeper and deeper down the spiral. Let’s be real, at the end of Jaehee’s route, Jumin basically becomes an alcoholic and everything sucks for him.

Of course, Jaehee is not obligated to care for Jumin. She still thinks moderately highly of him, taking into consideration how poorly he treated her. Her needs and wants should come before anyone/anything else’s, and her whole route is centered on her figuring that out and growing from it.

I don’t know, I guess what I’m saying is that I wish there was a way to help both of them get through their issues, instead of constantly alienating both Jumin and Jaehee from each other.

For example, one important part of Zen’s Route is Zen making amends with Jumin. This represents Zen coming to terms with what his family has done to him and growing from that. (Or something like that lol. It’s been a while since I last played his route.) Zen’s and Jumin’s relationship is essential for Zen’s growth as a person, and I feel like the same could be said for Jaehee’s and Jumin’s relationship, as well.

Despite what they say, Jaehee and Jumin do care for each other, and to have Jaehee’s route just be about having the two of them end on bad terms puts a sour taste in my mouth.

Now, I’m not saying that we (or MC ig) have to go into depth about why Jumin treats Jaehee like that and try to solve all of his issues that stem from all of his trauma. It is Jaehee’s route, after all. The focus should be on her.

But, I would have much preferred Jaehee and Jumin to have an amicable split. It doesn’t have to be anything complicated.

Maybe something jarring happens to Jumin or maybe MC talks to him or something. Whatever it is (it doesn’t matter), Jumin realizes that, wow maybe he has been overworking Jaehee past the point that she can feasibly handle, after all. Since Jumin has low empathy (at least, I think he does?), he often has a lot of trouble understanding how other people feel, so he needs something (or someone?) to help him realize certain things.

Anyway, Jumin realizes that he has been a jerk and offers Jaehee a vacation. Instead, Jaehee quits (because she is ready to open a coffee shop with her new wife) and lives her own life. Jumin, while disappointed, understands and apologizes or whatever.

I know that this is like,, really similar to Jaehee’s bad ending 2 without Jaehee’s near-death and thinking that she is fundamentally broken for not being able to do the work assigned. But I really liked that ending, since it was the only one where Jumin fully understands how he was hurting Jaehee. Of course, that ending is far from happy, but it shows that Jumin is capable of changing and understanding Jaehee’s situation.

Also, Jumin doesn’t get completely screwed over from being betrayed by the people he trusts the most. You know how much he cares for and trusts the RFA. In the good ending, he still feels betrayed and backstabbed by his own family of sorts and I just :((

I just,,,really want Jaehee and Jumin to have a positive relationship. (And Jumin to be in a relatively good mental state but that’s beside that point.) In the end, they are a part of the RFA and to see their relationship to be bitter and cold hurt me a lot.

I guess you could argue that their relationship was never all that good to begin with: it was always fairly distant and cold, even from the beginning. After all, the only reason Jaehee joined the RFA was that Jumin thought she worked hard and well enough as his assistant. Their relationship is purely work-related.

And that’s what I’m saying!! In addition to learning to care and focus on her own needs and quitting her job, Jaehee’s route could have also been about making amends and becoming semi-friendly with Jumin. Instead of just…Jaehee betraying Jumin and leaving him at his weakest.

Also,,,having Jumin uhh actually learn from his mistakes would be great too?? Because, honestly, Jumin treats Yoosung the exact same way as he did with Jaehee in her After Ending. The only apparent difference is that Jumin is now an alcoholic (and is struggling with Jaehee leaving him and whatever). Like,, has Jumin not learned anything during Jaehee’s route??? Keep treating Yoosing like that and he’s about to leave too lol

Speaking of Jumin not learning from his mistakes, Jumin did seem a tad ooc in her route. I mean, I know that he overworks her and stuff because that’s referenced in other routes, but wow does Jumin go overboard. Like,,he hosts a meerkat project, but meerkats…are not even cats. It feels like that’s ignoring exactly why Jumin makes so many cat projects and makes Jumin seem almost crazy.

Also, in other routes, Jumin cares about everyone’s health and safety a lot. It’s one of his top priorities. But in Jaehee’s route, he almost lets her faint for some dumb meerkats.

This doesn’t exactly have anything to do with this post lol. I just wanted to mention it.

But, anyway, I just want both Jaehee and Jumin to both learn and grow from Jaehee’s route. I want Jumin to understand what he did wrong and try to fix it. And when it’s too late, I want Jumin to try to do better with his next assistant and to not be sad and hurt anymore.

Uh, I hope that this post doesn’t make me seem too hateful of Jaehee. I adore her and I adore her route. It’s amazing and seeing her get confident and learn to stand up for herself fills me up with such joy. I just get sad seeing Jumin getting screwed over.

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Anyway, thank you for listening to me rant, I suppose. I just wanted someplace to get my feelings out. It’s currently a little (as in 43 minutes) after midnight, so I’m so sorry for all the grammatical errors! I’m tired, so everything might not be very cohesive. I’ll just post it now and fix the errors when I wake up.

[takamishinko]

karasuno and nekoma scenario + headcanons for ftm reader

pronouns: he/him

warnings: dead naming, slight harassment and tranphobic comments like using the wrong pronouns.

a/n: this was a request from @mi-ts i hope you enjoy this and this is what you're looking for :) i added in some headcanons of my own as well. pls tell me if i said anything offensive in there by accident, i was also super tired when i wrote this so pls excuse me for any mistakes :'D

karasuno:

i feel like the entire team is pretty supportive and definitely not transphobic

the only person that i could possibly think of that doesn't understand transitioning would be tanaka but even then he'll still support you in whatever decision you make

let's start off with the first years

hinata and kageyama definitely uses correct pronouns though i feel like kageyama might forget sometimes but he'll just use they instead

tsuki doesn't care much and i don't think he cares a lot about anything other than maybe yamaguchi

yamaguchi would be really sweet about it, correct pronouns 100%, no mistakes or mess ups. he'll probably pay more attention to you and help you with whatever you need

kinoshita and narita are both super supportive people so they wouldn't care that much but they would definitely use right pronouns and all that

ennoshita is kind of the leader of the group right? i feel like he would advocate your pronouns only if ur comfortable with it though

alright third years

suga.

supportive supportive supportive super supportive

makes sure your absolutely 120% comfortable with your surroundings and if there are people bothering you he's not scared to get asahi and daichi to square up with them

daichi is pretty lowk about it. respectful of course. always tries to help you with suga but doesn't end up helping a lot but that's ok

lastly asahi would be…

pretty nervous about making sure he doesn't use the wrong pronouns or make you uncomfortable

like overly cautious but you find it funny and adorable

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"yo y/n! what took you so long? practice started 10min ago." tanaka shouted from across the gym.

"sorry…i got caught up with something." you replied with a sad tone in your voice.

the team immediately noticed something wrong. you were usually a pretty cheerful person and sulking like that didn't seem right to them. 

"woah woah, you good man?" noya said while tapping you shoulder.

"yah i'm fine guys, thanks." you lied.

"even a dumbass like hinata and king over there would know you're not fine, what's wrong." said tsuki.

"hey we heard that! but seriously y/n-kun, is everything ok?" hinata said while walking over with kageyama. 

"it's nothing much really… some second years called me uhh… "baby girl" today and asked me if i had anything to do after school. they wouldn't let me go either even after i told them i had somewhere else to be…. and the fact that i'm not a girl anymore." 

"they fucking what now?" suga said with an incredibly hostile smile on his face. 

"do you know their names?" daichi asked.

"yah its f/n l/n and f/n and l/n…" 

"those two sons of bitches??" tanaka and noya screamed in unison. 

"yah do you guys know them or something?" 

"they're in the class beside ours, we don't know much about them except that they're annoying as fuck. they've been making girls uncomfortable all year long." noya replied.

"oh… they must've thought i was a girl since i didn't wear a… y'know." 

"that's still no reason to do that to you y/n. first of all you weren't comfortable with them flirting with you, second of all you also told them that you're a guy and they still called you that." asahi said 

"yah that's true." daichi said with the rest of the team nodding their heads in agreement.

"don't worry y/n, we all know it's not your fault the binders don't work. no matter what you wear or how you look, the team will always see you as who you want to be!" suga said with a bright smile on his face this time.

a smile appeared on your face with warm thoughts entering your mind. knowing you have friends that care about you this much is truly a blessing you don't want to lose. 

"on a side note, suga and i know those 2 as well. in fact we know their homeroom teacher too, i'll go report to their teacher tomorrow. he loved suga and i, we were his best students." 

a small giggle came out of you and so did some happy tears. 

"thanks guys! it really means a lot." you said to all of your friends.

the rest of the practice was filled with joy and laughter. a few days later you received a handwritten apology from the two assholes you were talking about.

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nekoma:

same as karasuno i'm almost 100% sure none of them are transphobic and they would all be supportive. same case of tanaka with yamamoto though if anything

after you came out kuroo just gave you his signature smirk and a big thumbs up and continued to do his chemistry.

kai.

omg don't even get me started

he is SO supportive and just the nicest person possible

he's not aggressively supportive like suga but he's literally just always there for you. before you even realize you need something he already has it.

water, food, whatever it is.

yaku (personal nekoma fav), super chill about it

"oh cool, just let me go tell lev so he doesn't mess up your pronouns."

"lev for the last fucking time it's y/n and he/him it's not that hard to remember."

bonks lev everytime he messes up but he eventually got it

fukunaga just goes: 

":3 👍" 

so precious, never messes up your pronouns and names

kenma definitely doesn't mess up, remembers it well and i think he would just be like:

"cool, make sure you let the team know. especially lev…"

yamamoto would maybe mess up but he's trying his best

inuoka and shibayama:

i love these 2 so much btw^

inuoka would be excited cuz this is the first time someone ever came out as trans to them.

shibayama is just beside inuoka also being excited and nodding his head agreeing with everything he says

in conclusion these 2 are baby

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"hey guys what's up!" 

"ah y/ns here." kai said with s bright smile on his face, greeting you to practice.

"yo! what's up we're just getting started can you help me set up the net?" yaku said while waving over to you.

"yah i'm on my way give me a sec." 

"kenma go help yaku-san get off your game." kuroo said while poking at kenma.

"give me a sec. I'm almost finished." 

inuoka and shibayama were on the side listening to yamamoto talk about something. you and shōhei rushed over to help yaku with the net. 

"there, all done. thanks guys. kuroo let's start practice." yaku yelled

"yah everyone get ready-" 

just as kuroo said that, two boys entered the gym. they didn't look like they were up to anything good so kuroo stepped up and asked them what they're here for. 

"how can i help you two?" 

"we're just here to find d/n, oh there she is. hey~ you haven't answered our question yet, you free this weekend sweetheart?" one of the boys said as he attempted to move closer to you.

kuroo lost his shit immediately and pushed them away from you. 

"first of all his name is y/n, second of all it's he. lastly if you don't have anything else to say, please leave, our practice is about to start." 

"chill captain~ we just wanted to talk to this beautiful lady over here." 

"for the last fucking time you bastards it's-" yaku cut off kuroo before he could finish.

"leave it to me. you, tall one on the left, f/n l/n from c/n right?" yaku asked.

“y-yah why?” 

“your chemistry mark, 53% and you didn’t pass the test you took on thursday.”

“w-what ??! i don’t even know my mark yet how do you-”

“and you, the stick on the right, f/n l/n. you’re even worse, 49% as your total and your test? i’d embarrassed for you.”

“what the fuck?? w-who are you?!”

“yaku morisuke, 3rd year. the assistant for your chemistry teacher. now if you don’t want your marks leaked to the entire school i suggest you leave y/n here alone and get out.”

“tch yeah whatever !” the 2 boys said as they scurried away. 

“yaku-san!! that was so cool!!” everyone said.

“don’t worry about it! it’s what y/n deserves” he said with a huge thumbs up.

[beomsluverr]

Tutor

Genre: Smut, Fluff

Pairing: Sunghoon x Tutor Reader

Warnings: Oral m/f receiving, corruption kink, virgin reader, handjob, masturbation.

Summary: Y/n is just a simple tutor, she is innocent and pure as snow until she walks in on something she shouldn't have. Something filthy and downright wrong. If it's so wrong why does she like it so much?

A/n: Heyyy! First smut, kinda nervous. If it's bad oh well. pls no hate, hope you enjoy it.

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" Thank you, Mrs. Park. I'll let Yeji know ." I said, smiling at the kind woman. It has been 4 weeks since I started tutoring Park Yeji. Every Wednesday at 5 after school I walk to the north side of the city after school. I've seen so much improvement since I started helping her out.

As I walk up the carpeted steps I come to three doors. One to Mr. and Mrs. Park's room one to Yeji and one to Sunghoon. I walk to the middle door and peep in. There I see a girl still in her school uniform drawing on a drawing pad. I smile and say hey.

" Hey, Yeji you ready?" I say, setting my stuff down on her desk.

" Oh hey, yeah. Can we do Math first I actually kinda got the lesson today?" she says, walking over to her desk and sitting down.

" Your mom mentioned I stay for dinner or maybe even the night," I say, smiling.

" Really? Cool, this night isn't going to be boring." She says, reaching into her bag.

" So I move it over before I divide?" She says, looking over at me.

" Yep, not as complicated as you thought right," I say, scanning over her work making sure everything is correct.

" Dinner done, come eat," Mrs. Park says, we both get up and head downstairs. As I walk out of the room I see a tall figure coming out of the room next to us. Sunghoon. I let him go down the steps first and I follow.

As we eat in silence I feel a knee brush against my bare one. I look over to see Sunghoon mumble a " sorry". As we finish Yeji tugs me over to pick a movie with her. Yeji is a freshman but I swear she's still a 7th grader. I love her childish nature though. After 5 minutes of looking, we finally pick one. Parasite wasn't my first choice but Yeji insisted on it.

As I feel Yeji's head plop on my shoulder, I turn off the movie and bring her to her bedroom.

" Hey darling, can you go get Sunghoon and wash the dishes, I'm going to hop in the shower quickly," Mrs. Park says.

" Of course Ma'am," I say, heading up the stairs. As I get closer to Sunghoons room I hear soft whispers. As I get closer I hear my name within those whispers. I open the door and all I see is Sunghoon's damp body, covered in sweat. We make eye contact and I stumble out of the room slamming the door.

" your uhh mom wants us to uhh... clean!" I say, quickly racing down the stairs. What did I just walk in on? Was he really touching himself while thinking of me? No, that's impossible, he has a girlfriend, Mi-ah I think.

As I hear his quick steps down the stair my heart speeds up. I walk over to the sink to warm up the water. Then suddenly I feel two hands on my hips.

" Like what you saw, sweetheart," He mumbled into my ear.

" N-no, I really didn't see anything," I said fumbling with the dishes.

" Are you sure, I saw the way you looked at my body? You liked it didn't you," He says, sliding his hands up and down my waist.

I turn around to face him, He looks so proud of himself. Corning me like this, making me feel things I really shouldn't.

" I was only there for a second I honestly didn't mean any harm, Sunghoon," I say, looking down as my cheeks start to glow red.

" Mmmm, would you like to see more," He says, lifting my face to look at him. Without even thinking I nod. With that, he leads me over to the couch.

" Can I touch you, darling?" He says, placing a firm hand on my thigh.

" Y-yes" I squeak out, feeling my hands shake at my side. He moves my hair to the side and starts to leave soft, light kisses beneath my jaw. I slip my hand into his as he starts to suck and lick.

" Does that feel good, baby?" He says, Kiss up and down my neck. As he kisses my neck he starts to unbutton my shirt and slide his hand higher up my thigh. When his lips finally meet mine I let out a soft moan.

" You like that don't you, kitten," he says grinning. I slowly nod feeling high from all the sensation.

Without thinking I ask " Can I touch you?" I noticed his growing bulge.

" Of course sweetheart." He says, as he stands up and tugs his sweatpants and underwear down his thighs. He smiles at my dumbfounded face. He leads my hand towards his cock and starts to pump with my hand beneath his. I feel as he grows even more. He lets out a few moans and then brushes his tip against my mouth. I rub my thighs together and open my mouth for him.

he guides his cock into it and starts slow. As he gets deeper I look up and see his eyes roll into the back of his head. I taste the saltiness of his precum on my tongue. I start to bob my head which makes him go crazy. As spit leaked down my chin he pushes my head further down which leads to me gagging. I feel him twitch inside my mouth when finally hot streams of cum run down my throat.

" Fuck baby, your so good," He says, stroking my hair.

" Now I want you to lay down, can you do that for me," He says, as I catch my breath. My head hits the pillow as he shoves my skirt up to my torso.

" This skirt has been driving me crazy all day," He says, as he caresses my thighs.

" Your so fucking pretty, baby" He says, kissing up my inner thigh. My stomach does somersaults.

Sunghoon, I've never done.. this before," I said, nervously.

" Hey, it's ok. I'll be gentle, and you just tell me if you don't like something or if you need more of something, ok?" he says, stroking my hand. I nod, hoping I wouldn't screw anything up. As he tugs the side of my panties I feel wetter and wetter. He kisses up and down my slit when finally he starts to give small kitten licks on my clit. I let out a faint moan. He licks up and down my slit, slowly. I felt so good I swear the room was spinning.

He fingered my hole when finally he started to pump in and out of me. I let out a moan that made me blush. I heard the wet sound echoing off the walls.

" Sunghoon, please I need more, more of you. I need you," I scramble, not thinking straight.

" what do you want baby?" He said, rubbing my clit at an insane pace.

" Your dick, sunghoon I need your dick please," I say, pouting. He gets on his knees and presses his tip into my hole then up to my clit, he does this a few times until he finally enters me. A sharp pain shoots right down my body, and I winced.

" Hey, you ok?" He says, not fully in me yet.

" yeah, the stretch hurt a little," I say as my walls flutter around him.

" I think you can move now," I say, he starts to thrust shallowly into me and I let out silent moans.

" Ah Ah Ah, Sunghoon faster, I need more," I as his lips meet mine. he thrusts faster and I swear there were stars.

" Fuck, baby you so tight, so good. yes yes," He mumbles into my neck. My stomach tightens and I let out a loud moan feeling filthy.

" Ahhh Sunghoon, 'bout to cum, ah fuckk so big," I say leaving crescent marks on his biceps.

" Ah cum with me, baby, wait for me," He says, looking at me. I let go as I felt hot streams of cum stream into me. As it leaks out it sticks to my thigh.

" I just fucked my sister's tutor," He says and we both start giggling.